As soon as I saw Heidi Klum’s worm Halloween costume, I was gripped by the icy fingers of inspiration. I simply had to write about it. For those who somehow missed it, Klum dressed up as an enormous pinkish worm for Halloween — and by “dressed up,” I mean she underwent a complete transformation. How to describe the worm costume. It takes a second to even realize there’s a person in the costume, let alone that it’s Heidi Klum. If I didn’t hear her talking in interviews outside her famous Halloween party (and believe in her indomitable Halloween spirit), I could be convinced she got some poor schmuck to dress up in her place. Fundamentally, the worm is a bunch of pieces of foam, a ton of makeup and a lot of other special effects stuff that took months to make. Visually, it is a glistening, seven-foot-tall masterpiece that’s slimy to the touch. Klum’s body fills most of the worm, but towering above her face — yes, Klum’s eyes and mouth are her only features visible through small holes, giving the worm a disconcerting human expression — is several more feet of sickeningly realistic worm, which curves forward like a second face. Behind Klum’s shuffling feet are still more meticulously crafted rings of shiny brown foam protruding like an avant-garde gown’s train. The costume itself, which I have lovingly dubbed the “klumworm” in casual conversation, is a feat. It was meant to be outlandish, as Klum constantly ups the ante of her Halloween outfits. Klum has a two-decades-plus history of outlandish Halloween costumes, including an old woman, herself as one of six clones, a cat that looks like it could be in “Cats” (2019), Princess Fiona from “Shrek” and, of course — who could forget? — a human body without skin. Klum is an icon in the fashion world. Most people, including myself, were first introduced to her via “Project Runway,” which she co-hosted until 2018 with the also-iconic Tim Gunn, but she’s also a supermodel and former Victoria’s Secret Angel. Now she can add “sickeningly realistic worm” to her lengthy list of achievements. Klum said in an in-costume interview with Entertainment Tonight (while lying on the floor after the precarious costume caused her to fall) that the worm took the artists “months” to construct, and that she felt “very claustrophobic” inside the The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com Arts Wednesday, November 16, 2022 — 5 Read more at MichiganDaily.com I’m more worm than Klum EMILIA FERRANTE Senior Arts Editor I would rather stub my toe repeatedly than wear my high school’s merch in public. It’s not that I had a horrible high school experience or that my school colors were particularly unpleasant; my high school gear is just an eyesore that I would rather leave in the past. Why linger? In fact, I use the high school hoodies that I guiltily packed for college as makeshift hair towels on laundry day. I’m now trading out my faded blue and maroon for new, tags-still-on blue and maize — two colors that fit together much better. I, without shame, regard Michigan gear as the epitome of high fashion. When I rifle through my closet, trying to choose an outfit, my gaze falls on my Michigan hoodie. Or my Michigan T-shirt, or my other Michigan hoodie. Often, I relent, throwing on a pair of jeans or leggings underneath (or on a lazy day, my Michigan sweats). See how versatile? The outfit provides simplicity and comfort, but just the word “Michigan” etched on the front makes the look remarkable. I see countless students sporting similar looks and feel a sense of pride not only in this school but in myself for leaving behind what was comfortable and instead pursuing growth and challenge. When I told people I was going to the University of Michigan after high school, congratulations were never in order. Instead, their eyes would bug and they’d gasp, “Wow! That’s so far!” That was part of the appeal. I always knew that staying in New Jersey would never serve me, despite the fact that I am, admittedly, a creature of habit. Change scares me. But though it would have been more comfortable to stay close to home, keep my minimum wage job and think about my future only in horoscope-reading scenarios, I knew I could do more. I’d always dreamed of being a writer, but how could I have material to write about if I decided to stay close to home? Who wants to read about a girl who had the chance to change her life and chose not to? I knew I had to be adventurous and chase after the fresh, albeit scary new life I could build for myself at the University of Michigan. I chose to disconnect myself from all that I called home, knowing that if I let myself linger there, if I left a part of myself in New Jersey, I would never grow. Finally coming to Michigan, it felt like I had entered a new universe. People awoke at the crack of dawn for game day, it was no longer embarrassing to sing the school song (or in this case, our fight song) and I felt so much belonging when I could wear my maize and blue and find so many people donning the same colors. I could finally have an education that not only challenged but excited me. I signed up for an Introduction to Creative Writing class, where I was able to study what I’m passionate about alongside equally dedicated and enthusiastic writers. Therein my newfound style was born. Wearing Michigan gear helps me feel connected to the community here, with some people from New Jersey like me, while others show me the palm of their hand to indicate where in Michigan they are from. Wearing my obnoxious, mustard-colored clothing is also a sort of homage to myself. The ambition, the drive for success, it’s all seeped into the fibers of the clothes I, and other Michigan students, wear. When packing to return to New Jersey, I find myself stuffing all of my Michigan gear tightly in my deceptively small suitcase. I even pack the free hoodie that PNC bank gave out the first week of school. I did not come to Michigan with these items in tow, and I’m sure my mother wouldn’t like to hear that this is how I spend my money, but I can’t imagine parting with this clothing. Coming back to New Jersey for the first time since becoming a University of Michigan student feels like putting on a shirt that’s two sizes too small. I need room to grow, room to explore greater possibilities. So I choose to wear my maize and blue. Maize and blue: the epitome of high fashion IRENA TUTUNARI Daily Arts Contributor Design by Evelyne Lee Design by Abby Schreck When my middle school introduced its musical theatre elective by putting on “Beauty and the Beast Jr.,” I played Chip. Well, I played Chip once and only once, at a Saturday morning dress rehearsal. I had appointed myself the understudy — the speaking roles went to the seventh and eighth graders, and I wanted to feel important as one of the few sixth graders in the cast. The young actress who had (rightfully) earned the part of Chip hadn’t shown up that day, which meant that I not only got to say her lines but also got to wear the bulky teacup costume. It couldn’t have been more than some painted fabric sewn around a hula hoop, but I thought it was something straight out of the movie. I rode the high of playing what was, to me, a lead role, all morning. It was on that day that I first fell in love with being onstage. Doing theatre in my teens has easily been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life. My parents insisted that my siblings and I do something active each year. In my freshman year of high school, after many fruitless attempts at different sports, my mom and I went to see my school’s production of “Hairspray.” She said that all the dancing would count as “something active,” and I immediately signed up for the summer musical. I’ve played a wide range of characters over the years and worn an even wider range of costumes. I was in a “Guys and Dolls” dance number. I wore a dress my friends dubbed “the weed dress” because it was green and had a sparkly plant pattern on it. In another complicated dance number for “Curtains,” I played a mermaid. Being in Catholic school meant we wore seashell tube tops over white leotards — God forbid we show any actual skin, but considering I got an uncomfortable compliment from one of the dads in the cast, it’s probably good that we didn’t. I played a nun on more than one occasion (again, Catholic school). I wore a fur coat when I played Mrs. Van Daan in “The Diary of Anne Frank.” The coat was my character’s most prized possession, to the point where I probably rubbed its sleeves on my cheek to showcase my love for it more than I wore it as an actual coat. Under any other circumstances, I avoided being in the spotlight. My family would have to whisper-sing “Happy Birthday” to me at parties when I was a toddler. I hated being asked to play the piano when we had people over. Any time someone cheered for me at a sporting event, I’d turn and glare at them from the court. So what was it about being onstage that changed me? Did I feel more confident because I was playing a character? Did it have something to do with the clothes I wore? My costumes were never something I could have worn outside of a stage production, but they made me feel beautiful in their own way. I think the answer lies more in the ways that performing taught me to get out of my own head. Mrs. Van Daan was one of my favorite roles I have ever played, and not just because I was onstage for the entire show. Mrs. Van Daan was so unlike myself: openly flirtatious, an instigator, stingy and dramatic. She was a “big” character. I was the furthest thing from big — I remember my director telling me not to be a “repressed white girl.” As such, inhabiting her personality took a lot of work. At the start of the rehearsal process, we played improv games in which we responded as we thought our characters would. I visibly froze during one game while trying to come up with an answer to the question. During another, I was ironically eliminated for trying to “stay alive” more than making character choices. A particularly scarring memory was having to stay after a tech rehearsal for “yelling lessons,” which left me in tears of frustration. HANNAH CARAPELLOTTI Senior Arts Editor You are not alone. Too blue to Go Blue? Don’t be afraid to reach out. We’re here for you. Connect with tools and resources at U-M that can help you thrive — from wellness classes and apps to useful information and counseling options. Helping Leaders Feel Their Best: wellbeing.umich.edu Costume contemplations from a former theatre-kid Design by Reid Graham