The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com 6 — Wednesday, February 23, 2022 Design by Grace Aretakis / / Page Design by Sarah Chung S T A T E M E N T OSCAR NOLLETTE-PATULSKI Statement Columnist Read more at MichiganDaily.com The anonymous art of the University’s public pianos I saw it online: The importance of digital communities at U-M I sit on the gray, pleather couches in the East Quad Residence Hall lobby, passing time between a class and a virtual meeting. The long glass windows behind me tell me it’s gray outside; I wouldn’t be surprised if it started raining. A fellow college student strays from the lobby’s traffic patterns and pivots toward the space’s musical focal point: the glimmering Yamaha grand piano. They set their backpack down to the side, adjust the simple black bench and rest their hands on the reflective keys. A few chords are played as a warm up, and the music soon turns into a Hans Zimmer melody from “Interstellar.” After some repetitions, the tune changes to an early 2010s pop hit I can’t remember the name of, modulating again into something lush and classical-like, the sounds of a modern Mozart. I pretend to type on my keyboard while the pianist plays on theirs, and perhaps 15 to 20 minutes later, the song ends and the musician leaves. There is no bow, no applause, no fanfare, for this is nothing out of the ordinary. It’s a typical performance on the East Quad public piano. There are versions of this scene scattered throughout the University of Michigan’s campus. You can try the dark, polished upright piano tucked down a hall in the Michigan Union, or the multiple sitting within the various spaces of Pierpont Commons. For dinner and a show, visit the dimly lit seating area in the rear of South Quad’s dining hall; the worn down wood grain seat of the instrument and mood lighting gives the appearance of a popular underground music venue while you eat meal-plan pizza. You are in the audience by default, so why not lean in and enjoy? *** A year after my family moved to Michigan, my mom commandeered her childhood upright piano from my grandfather’s living room, placing it in our own where it now sits. My brother and I took lessons on it while in elementary school, and though they halted when I turned twelve, my fondness for the instrument never did. I played almost every day, especially when I didn’t have school. During the summer evenings, my arpeggios would float through the open windows, harmonizing with the symphony of cicadas outside. In the months leading up to my first fall at the University of Michigan, I frequently thought about how I would play the piano once I moved out of my parent’s house. I daydreamed, perhaps too optimistically, of dazzling the East Quad lobby and touring my talents around the residence halls. My high school hobby would blossom into something publicly popular, quickly cementing my status as a university icon. Upon my arrival in Ann Arbor, though, other hopeful musicians had similar ideas and more advanced skills. And upon hearing them play, I was overcome with jealous dread, deciding the public keys were not for me. In the past month or so, however, realizing my access to these instruments is fleeting, I’ve forced myself to step up to the bench and play music in public. The moment I decided to do this I became incredibly nervous. My limbs forgot how to do their job and my eyes darted around the room, trying to uncover reasons I shouldn’t perform. I walked up to the keyboard but then quickly turned around, worried to offend, eager to eliminate anxiety. How does everyone else make it look so easy? What are the comforts in being so publicly visible? *** To investigate such feelings, I interviewed some campus public pianists, all of whom were within a variety of stages and majors in their college careers. What makes these musicians so compelling is the fleeting nature of their performances. They start and end without notice, except for the overheard chords of a spontaneous setlist. Their programming is a mashup of your favorite pop, classical and throwback playlists, but unlike your Spotify music player, the name of the artist is nowhere to be found. Despite their lack of disguise, the pianists camouflage with the rest of the student body moments after playing their final chord. In an era where musical artists are aligned with their visual brand as much as their melodies, the campus piano player approaches the stage with the clothing of normality. Some of these anonymous sensations have other musical outlets, like a cappella groups or bands, and some had collaborators. LSA sophomore Will Chehab, who also records rap under The Young XP, started early in making the pianos a part of his campus experience, playing in Stockwell Residence Hall and on the grand in the East Quad lobby during his freshman year. “I had a friend who also played piano, he was really good, we liked to mess around for an hour or two,” Chehab said. LSA senior Thomas Martin told me about “a little piano gang” that formed during his first year on campus, when a passerby recognized the “Fourth Chopin Sonata.” “She sits down and starts playing the same thing … I mean, as a lot of friendships in college occurred, it’s not like we saw each other every day. But, we’re still friends,” Martin said. Behind the allure of musical recognition is the opportunity for genuine and lasting friendship. Though others may see the piano player as just that, knowing them as people helps break down the barrier between audience and performer. Some moments of connection are much more fleeting, but are just as gratifying because of their unexpectedness. Engineering graduate student Dan Maguire said, “I definitely have people come up to me a lot and say thank you for playing … Someone once left a note for me.” When asked about the note, Maguire smiled and picked it up from its spot on his desk, reading: “Beautiful playing, thank you for the music. Hope you have a wonderful day.” The message concluded with a hand-drawn smiley face, providing something comfortingly genuine on a folded piece of notebook paper. All of the piano players I interviewed indicated they are repeat performers on campus, with Martin going as far to imply it was his self-appointed job. “The University doesn’t pay me” he conceded, but described the routine musical acts as a kind of “addiction.” Chehab had a similar sentiment, saying the sight of the piano poses enough of an incentive to play: “I look at it and (think) I kinda want to play this, and I go in and play. It’s usually pretty spontaneous.” There is a sort of rugged individualism a person must have to initiate their own performance, to create something grand out of ambivalent silence. Dexter Kaufman, LSA sophomore and member of the Southeast Michigan band Luna Pier, told me the experience is quite different from being on stage with his group. “At the piano you’re by yourself, you can play at any tempo you want, all the keys are in front of you,” Kaufman said. However liberating the freedom of no-strings-attached performance is, the inherent self-promotion of spontaneous song must be carefully balanced with the needs of an ever- changing campus audience. When a quiet study space unintentionally doubles as a de-facto performance hall, chaos can ensue. Maguire told me of a time when another musician’s act was stopped at the request of an irritated study group. “It was kind of really sad, I felt so bad for the guy … I imagine a lot of other people were really enjoying it,” Maguire said. Indeed, the flip side of anonymous praise and the serotonin it brings is the harsh bite of faceless critique. The campus piano player, though relatively free from the repercussions of identity, must take time to consider the effect of their sounds on the room to dodge unwanted scrutiny. Maguire tries to cater to the hypothetical piano skeptic, saying “I’m careful to play agreeable music … If it’s really crowded that day I’ll be like ‘nah,’ I’ll pass today, I don’t want to annoy people too much.” This consciousness extends to the other performers as well. Martin, who, like other interviewees, plays for hours at a time, sees it as a matter of continuing the musical tradition: “I’ll have to balance my addiction to play with everyone else who goes here, (so they can) get what I got (from the pianos).” The lack of artist recognition associated with this particular type of performance allows the impromptu stage to be claimed by anybody and for anybody, for as long as they want. As Kaufman stated simply: “(It’s) just a public piano, anyone can use it.” Following Kaufman’s sentiment, it seems the pianos can occupy two paradoxical spaces in the public consciousness: they are meant to be played and heard, and their performers are aware of the effect their music has. But, they also bend some of the most basic rules of social It’s a common refrain on campus: “I saw on the U-M subreddit that”, “There’s a rumor going around in my class group chats”, “Did you see the Facebook post about”. Running parallel to official sources on campus — University press releases, emails and The Michigan Daily — there is an informal, crowd-sourced ecosystem of digital circles: the U-M subreddit, posts on Yik Yak, Discord servers and countless others. These spaces are difficult to characterize. Their collaborative nature and emphasis on community norms make them distinct from other social media. They aren’t quite meme pages, but they aren’t overly serious. They’re conducted mostly by students, but professors are known to lurk in the background. There’s a social element, but most users are strangers to one another. Still, users with a range of academic backgrounds, interests and motivations coexist in these spaces, tied together by their common identity as members of the University of Michigan community. Since my freshman year, I’ve been an atypical producer and consumer in Michigan’s information ecosystem. I spent three years working on The Daily’s audience engagement team, which is responsible for managing the newspaper’s social media presence, posting breaking news and publishing newsletters. Simply put, my job was to get news to students. Getting our stories circulating in group chats and online communities was crucial. During my tenure, I learned that if a story isn’t a meme or the topic of a discussion thread on platforms like Reddit, it’s not really circulating on campus. Having been both an information producer and consumer, I’ve seen how information can take on a life of its own in digital spaces. The U-M subreddit, various student- run Discord servers and a collection of Facebook groups fill in the gap between information that has been endorsed and vetted by the University and external publications like MLive and The Daily. Always Online Information junior Ari Feldberg is always on Discord. “In my room on my desk, I have two monitors. I have a bigger main monitor, then I have a second monitor with pretty much just Discord open,” he said. Discord was released in 2015 as a messaging platform targeted towards video game players, but has since grown to include features like video- and voice-calling. It’s split off into servers, which are smaller communities with their own members, moderators and rules. University-specific servers have popped up on campuses across the nation as a way for students to connect with one another. Thanks to his persistent use of the platform, Feldberg became the owner of the U-M server in 2019, giving him access to essentially everything on the server. Felberg can change the group’s settings, add moderators and remove members at his discretion. When he joined, the group belonged to an entirely different team of moderators and was more or less inactive: “The previous owners just gave it over to someone else because they’re like, ‘Okay, you guys are active and you’re gonna fix the server.’” Since then, the U-M Discord has grown to over 5,000 members and has channels for everything from politics to off-campus housing to sports. In practice, Feldberg is the server’s lead moderator, taking on most of the responsibility of monitoring acidity on the Discord and ensuring that users follow the group’s rules. Moderators are the border patrollers of the digital world; the gatekeepers who decide what kind of information and discussion gets to be on the platform. Feldberg said he takes a “relatively hands-off approach” and despite constantly being on Discord, he spends very little time actively moderating the group. He also shared he typically doesn’t intervene in heated discussions so long as parties are “arguing in good faith.” Engineering sophomore Casper Guo knew about the U-M subreddit before he was even active on the platform. Subreddits are individual communities devoted to a specific topic within Reddit. The platform is made up of millions of subreddits with distinctive cultures and norms. “I literally made my Reddit account because I wanted to see the [U-M] Reddit,” he shared. Guo couldn’t recall exactly how he had found out about the subreddit. The group has been around since 2010 and has 34,000 plus members — just larger than the population of 32,282 undergraduate students on the Ann Arbor campus. Like Guo, no one told me about the subreddit, or the Discord or any other student-run communities. It’s a testament to the ubiquity — and sometimes, the invisibility — of these spaces. It’s up to students to stumble across the University’s digital communities. While some users like Feldberg invest time into moderating and cultivating digital spaces, these communities are generally characterized by low barriers to entry. Online content creation generally follows a power-law distribution, with a few users contributing the majority of the content. Guo observed that, on the U-M subreddit, “it’s the same names that keep coming up,” and he contrasted these active-participants with “most people who occasionally post maybe asking for classes or asking for professors.” Still, with an account, some motivation and enough posts, anyone can become a recognizable power-user, while the majority of us sit back and watch the feed unfold. Knowledge & Norms Every semester when backpacking begins, I find myself instantly turning to the U-M subreddit. I had a four-year plan color coded and organized in a spreadsheet before I even began college. During my freshman year, you could’ve asked me what I’d be taking as a senior, and I’d answer in earnest. But I quickly learned that even if you know exactly what you’ll be registering for, the subreddit has something that you’ll never find on the LSA Course Guide — insider information about nearly every class. If the professor is boring, if the homework is too long or if discussion attendance is mandatory, someone has probably posted about it. When I asked Feldberg about the value of informal spaces like the Discord, he quickly mentioned classes. He said that communities like the U-M Discord raise awareness for things that “the University isn’t going to tell people, Like, no, do not take intro classes. Terrible idea. Do it at a community college. The University isn’t gonna tell people to do that, whereas current students or former students or alumni, they would all have that experience.” But not all majors and departments are well represented in the subreddit. Guo critiqued the page for being “EECS-centric,” noting that most posts are made by and for computer science majors. “The post I made asking about linguistics classes, I think I got like, maybe two comments. The other majors don’t really have the same sort of presence on Reddit,” Guo said. While there’s no hard data on the page’s demographics, moderators have instituted a policy that posts asking about courses must include the department name, largely as a response to the constant stream of users asking about “281, 370, 445,” referring to common courses in the EECS Department. I am not an EECS major. But I’m interested in posts about recruiting for tech internships and doing research, which are common on the page. I’m a statistics minor, and as the department is decently well represented in the group, I can usually find useful information. I can benefit from the subreddit because my interests are close enough to the stereotypical engineer major the page caters to. The subreddit provides a rich knowledge base for a certain type of student, but has less utility for others. Going Offline These digital communities are crucial in disseminating information across campus, but that’s not their only purpose. They are, first and foremost, a space for members of the Michigan community — a space which became especially important to students over the course of the pandemic. Cliff Lampe, a professor in the School of Information whose research specializes on social media and social computing, speaks on the value of fostering social connections during this stage in our lives. “Part of the college experience, in fact, one of the best parts of the college experience, is building social capital,” Lampe said. Social capital is a sociological term that refers to the trust, reciprocity and shared values that allow our interpersonal relationships to function. Social capital manifests as friendships, professional connections or access to opportunities. In a way, social capital is analogous to that certain something that we all feel is missing from online learning. Lampe went further to say that the connections we make in college “provide value often throughout (our) life; (we) make lifelong friends. How do you do that over Zoom, right? How do you build meaningful friendships via technology?” The students I spoke to had mixed experiences forming social connections in digital spaces. When Feldberg first began using the U-M Discord, in-person meet ups were more common. Now, he says these virtual interactions have moved to smaller groups specific to students’ graduating classes. “ There’s like a class of 2025 server, there’s a class of 2026 or ‘20. So it’s HALEY JOHNSON Statement Correspondent Design by Grace Aretakis / / Page Design by Sarah Chung Read more at MichiganDaily.com