The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com Michigan in Color Monday, December 9, 2019 — 3A This is now one of the best times of the year in my opinion. Even if you don’t celebrate a particular holiday, it is great to acknowledge the power of love, offering and being surrounded by others. I personally celebrate Thanksgiving and Christmas — growing up in a Christian family has made this time very important to me. When I think about the holidays, I realize the integrity of culture to the traditions of these celebrations. I am used to going to church more during this season and having huge family dinners consisting of soul food and card games. But there is another holiday that I realize has ties to my heritage that I have yet to formally celebrate: Kwanzaa is a week-long holiday celebrated from December 26th to January 1st in and around the United States to celebrate and honor African heritage in our culture. For some reason when I was in elementary school learning about Kwanzaa, I always thought of it as something celebrated by people of another culture. I didn’t have any friends who celebrated it even though the majority of my friends were also African- American, so it never seemed strange to me that my family never did. I think the reasoning for this is sometimes it is hard for people of African descent to think of ourselves as African. We are called “African-American,” but many of us have no idea what country in Africa our ancestors came from. I guess this brings the question of what African heritage means in America. When I have to check off boxes describing myself, I always have to check off “Black/African- American.” I am an American citizen, and I know that I have African ancestry, but somehow I always feel guilty for calling myself “African.” This is an issue that many people come across because we don’t have a straightforward answer as to where our ancestors came from. Is it okay for us to celebrate it even if we don’t feel connected to African culture? I have to be honest, if someone asked me to name one African tradition or even something of my heritage, I would struggle. This is why celebrating a holiday that is supposed to be dedicated to my “heritage” is difficult. I don’t know my heritage or what it means. This is something that I will continue to think about as I am enjoying the holidays this season –– and I might even celebrate Kwanzaa, too. Should I celebrate Kwanzaa? ARIELLE MCENTYRE MiC Blogger Deceiver Africa hears my name and calls me to herself She doesn’t know Ayomide means Jacob Or maybe she does and ignores this because I smell like Sunday afternoons filled with Nigerian yams And fried egg seasoned with suya peppeh Africa knows the difference between peppeh and pepper but Kiana does not Kiana smells like Sunday morning breakfasts filled with slow-cooked grits And shrimp seasoned with cayenne pepper I see how Africa treats her because of this so I am caught between a rock and a hard place The rock is the dusty, pothole- ladden “highway” between Lagos and Abeokuta The hard place is the breached levees in New Orleans And I wait in the middle wondering whose frustration I should carry I am wary of the line between Africa and her descendants because Africa has been born again And the diaspora are just children of the slave woman And the diaspora are just children of the same woman Every day, I find myself caught between a rock and a hard place The rock is green and white and corrupt The hard place is red and green and black and I wait in the middle wondering whose anger I should carry I am wary of the line between African-American But I don’t know if it is for connection or separation Africa has been writhing with the pains of labor since her conception And her first born have long been forgotten And their language has long been forgotten The pressure increases as I find myself caught between a rock and a hard place The rock is my identity Or the one I grew up with The hard place is my destiny Where I’ve been given a chance to grow I don’t know whose purpose I should carry I am wary of the line between Nigerian and Black And I don’t know if I can keep double dutching much longer Africa sees my name and calls me to herself And knows I’m not her firstborn when she smells my clothes But she blesses me anyway October, November and December are some of my favorite months of the year. There are holidays such as Halloween and Thanksgiving, followed by one of my favorite, Christmas. Being Muslim, I always get weird looks from people when I tell them that Christmas is one of my favorite times of the year. It’s true, I am Muslim and I love Christmas time. To specify, I love the atmosphere that comes with Americanized Christmas. I don’t love the consumerism that comes with Christmas. I don’t love the idea of minimum- wage workers working overtime instead of being with their families. I don’t love how commercialized a religious holiday has become. I understand that Christmas was originally a holiday to celebrate the birth of Jesus. There are several Christian traditions that come with traditional Christmas such as going to mass, having a tree that represents Jesus and singing Christmas songs to talk about the birth of Jesus. Parts of traditional Christmas still do exist today but Christmas in America has definitely evolved from these traditional ideas. What I actually love about Christmas time is the community, culture and happiness that seems to come with it. There are very few days in the year where the entirety of the U.S. seems to comes together to celebrate one thing happily. Though not everyone in the U.S. today celebrates Christmas, including my family, everyone has some sort of sense that it is Christmas time and that it is a time of coming together with the ones you love. With that being said, I do understand that Christmas is not always a happy time for everyone. People have bad memories associated with Christmas and not everyone has a family or someone to celebrate Christmas with. Christmas can be a hard time for many, a time of mourning, sadness and nostalgia. In my experience, Christmas has always been a time where I can watch Christmas movies, listen to Christmas music, walk down any sort of downtown and look at Christmas lights, etc. Even though my family does not celebrate Christmas whatsoever, I have different traditions that are my own that happen during Christmas time. My friends and I play Secret Santa or White Elephant, we drive around to see Christmas lights, we bake Christmas cookies with siblings, and for an instant, we forget everything else bad going on in the world. For some, Christmas is like an escape from reality for a quick second. It is a time where you can be with the people you love and do what you enjoy. Celebrating the small things in life such as putting up lights with grandparents or decorating cookies with a sibling. So yes, I am a Muslim who loves Christmas time and most aspects of it. I come from a family that has never celebrated Christmas yet I am that person that starts listening to Christmas music right after Halloween and sometimes even before. I have 12 Days of Christmas socks and a small Christmas tree in my room. I love Christmas time because it is one of the only times of the year where people come together with their families and communities, are happy and kind to others, and there is goodwill in the air. The complexities of Christmas as a Muslim UAAO 2019-2020 board photo series: Can you recognize Angell with all our colors? AYOMIDE OKUNYADE MiC Columnist RAHIMA JAMAL MiC Columnist UAAO 2019-2020 EXECUTIVE BOARD Photos courtesy of UAAO and Sam So With the closing of A/PIA Immigration Awareness Week, we present this year’s UAAO Execu- tive Board annual board photo- shoot as an opportunity to raise awareness regarding former University of Michigan presi- dent James B. Angell’s role in the creation of the Chinese Exclu- sion Act, how this established precedence for longstanding anti-Asian rhetoric in the United States, and UAAO’s stance as an Asian American advocacy group on campus. We present this year’s UAAO photoshoot: “Can you recognize Angell with all of our Colors?” The U.S. legislation created by James B. Angell, the former University of Michigan president that we commemorate when we participate in any institutional entity named after him, such as simply walking through Angell Hall, played a foundational role in U.S. exclusion of Chinese immi- grant populations. This period of Chinese exclusion paved the way for the xenophobic propaganda that has pervaded many facets of Asian American discourse. The Angell Treaty, drafted by James B. Angell and signed by U.S. Senate on November 17th, 1880, paved the way for the Chi- nese Exclusion Act. In this treaty, Angell advocated to severely limit Chinese immigration to the Unit- ed States, with justification that Chinese immigrants were unas- similable and threats to white racial purity. The Angell Treaty amended the Burlingame-Seward Treaty of 1868, which had sought to expand the right to free immi- gration and held provisions for Chinese citizens. Instead of sup- porting the pre-existing effort to expand the rights of the Chinese immigrant communities working on the transcontinental railroad, the Angell Treaty was signed as U.S. law in 1881, ending free Chi- nese immigration into the United States. The success of the Angell Treaty became an outlet for the agendas of anti-Chinese lobby- ists, culminating into the Chinese Exclusion Act of 1882 that barred the immigration of Chinese laborers. The Chinese Exclusion Act was the first U.S. immigration law to ban an entire ethnic group. The Chinese Exclusion Act separated marriages, prevented the formation of families, and trapped Chinese laborers who intended to return to their homes in China. In this time, Asian populations had never asked to be American. The Angell Treaty of 1880 not only set precedence for Chinese American exclu- sion following 1882 through the demonization of this immigrant population, but also an era of pan Asian American exclusionary leg- islation.The Chinese Exclusion Act was later expanded into the Immigration Restriction Act of 1924 that barred all Asian immi- gration, except for migrant labor from the Philippines, a U.S. colo- ny at the time. The Immigration Restriction Act was not amend- ed until 1965. Angell’s abuse of power, which furthered a xeno- phobic and white supremicist agenda, produced and perpetu- ated several harmful perceptions that affect our Asian American identity, from perpetual for- eignness to the model minority myth, which our community is still left to navigate. The era of Asian American exclusion can be understood as a catalyst for Asian and American to be put together as a political identity. We reclaim political exclusion when we say Asian/ American, Asian-Ameri- can, and Asian American. To Stand in Angell is to Stand in Resistance. UAAO looks onto the Univer- sity’s historical involvement in Asian American exclusion with only revulsion. While our his- tory books have propagated these exclusionary practices to have been acceptable in the time period, we reject such claims in consideration of the Chinese immigrant populations whose detestments to exclusion were never considered in the White centric history that we remem- ber the Chinese Exclusion Act by. President Angell’s actions only become admissible by accepting a history of silencing Asian Ameri- cans through exclusion of our populations. Read more online at michigandaily.com