The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com Arts Friday, March 1, 2019 — 5 COMMUNITY CULTURE NOTEBOOK DISNEY CHANNEL They were doing “High School Musical,” of all things. Of course I would come back to support my sister and my old theatre department, but “High School Musical?” The movie is iconic and an essential part of my childhood. The stage musical is an awkward embarrassment to theatre and Troy Bolton himself. So the fact that it was the show I was returning to my worst nightmare to see somehow made an already unfortunate occasion worse. I have done theatre pretty much all my life, to the point where it pretty much is my life (yes, I’m one of those kids). I love theatre, it’s my passion. But my experience with high school theatre often made me forget that love and lose my passion. Throughout my four years of high school, I had a lot of damaging experiences that really impacted me, even to this day. All those memories came flooding back as I filed into the alumni row of the auditorium I knew so well. Since leaving my high school theatre behind, a lot has changed in my life. I was a lead in a summer show at a respected community theatre, I started school at the University, I made great friends and new memories. Not only had my life changed, but I changed. I was no longer that little high school girl who was damaged by disloyal friends and hateful directors. So why did I still feel so small being put back in that environment? The problem was, I didn’t feel like I had overcome my past yet. My demons from high school were still haunting me. I had applied to the School of Music, Theatre & Dance but hadn’t heard back yet; I hadn’t been able to do a show. I didn’t feel like I was any more successful in theatre than when I was shoved into chorus parts and berated by directors. I still heard the taunts ringing in my ear. I still felt like I wasn’t good enough. Luckily enough, I did end up where I wanted to be. At the time I went back, I had no idea all the good things in store. I didn’t know that two days after seeing the show, I would get cast in my first college show. I didn’t know that four days after seeing the show, I would be accepted into the School of Music, Theatre & Dance Bachelor of Theatre Arts program. I didn’t have that knowledge of success shielding me from the insecurities I felt when I was back where success seemed impossible. The thing is, sometimes you have to face your demons without knowledge of your current successes shielding you from your past failures. I had to find that strength in myself, not what I had accomplished or how far I’d gotten since leaving high school behind. Instead of allowing not only my high school experience to be ruined, but also my post- high school experience. I tried to remember the little things that made me happy there and all the happy emotions I felt being back. I still loved theatre. I still was immensely proud of all my kids up onstage. I still hugged my sister and congratulated my friends. Of course, I avoided my old director like the plague and practically sprinted to the other side of the lobby when I saw my ex-best-friend — that pain isn’t leaving anytime soon. But I didn’t let that stop me from enjoying the — albeit questionable show — and I certainly didn’t let it haunt me when I returned to school Sunday afternoon. Sitting in the alumni row of my old high school auditorium, seeing my past up on the stage in front of me, I realized that I will never be able to forget my experiences in that theatre program. Maybe I hadn’t completely overcome my past. Maybe I wasn’t necessarily where I wanted to be. Maybe I would never get to either of those points. But I could take comfort in knowing how far I’ve come, and that I’ll never be back where I was again. I found the strength in myself to face my demons, and they were a lot less scary when they looked like Troy Bolton. Facing your demons, who look a lot like Troy Bolton DANA PIERANGELI Daily Arts Wrtier Jessica Blank and Erik Jensen’s “The Exonerated” is dedicated to “the exonerated” and “those who are still waiting.” The piece follows six wrongfully convicted prisoners from the time of their arrest until the time of their release. This past weekend, it was presented in the Arthur Miller Theater by the Department of Musical Theatre under the direction of Geoff Packard, LSA Lecturer of Drama. Rather than following one story through to its conclusion, the work constantly fluctuates between different stories. The play starts soon after each prisoner’s arrest for a crime they did not commit. Though the audience may not see the connections between each prisoner at first, the police’s conduct soon makes this connection clear; in every instance, some mix of racism, police bias and faulty prosecutorial practices lead the inmates to be wrongfully convicted. From the beginning, the play was held together by the simple beauty of its production. The set was simple: three black boxes organized in steps and twelve black, armless desk chairs. The lighting was similarly elegant and minimal: purple lights highlighting the concrete wall in the back of theater, frequent blackouts and spotlights accompanying the changes in scene. Between scenes, the cast would hum and wordlessly sing brief melodic passages, accompanied by simple recordings of a guitar at some points and a piano at others. While melodically and harmonically simple, these brief interludes did much to punctuate the otherwise heavy subject matter. As the School of Music, Theatre & Dance had advised, the production contained multiple instances of strong language. In one instance in particular, a prisoner’s false arrest and conviction is accompanied by clear racial bias on the part of the police — they are depicted using the n-word casually and repeatedly to refer to this prisoner. While this callous use of the n-word was perhaps realistic, it was hard to palette. This set the tone for the next half hour of the play, as it moved between various failures of the criminal justice system. One prisoner was convicted on questionable forensic evidence, another on the false testimony of a murderer who immediately reached a plea deal with the police. And in every instance, these prisoners’ lives were torn apart as they were convicted of a crime that they did not commit. From there, the play focused on their collective experiences in prison, some more pleasant than others. The play also began to focus on the death penalty and the morality of the prisoners being put on death row. “Why do we do that?” one prisoner asked. In one particularly jarring instance, as a prisoner on stage spoke about execution by electric chair, the lights over the audience flashed bright white three times. All around me, audience members muttered in fright and surprise — lighting designer Emily Miu more than succeeded in shocking her audience, assuming this was her goal. As the play moved past these false convictions and lengthy imprisonments, however, it began to lose steam. The exoneration prior to execution of every prisoner (save one prisoner’s husband), for example, felt a little unrealistic. Up until this point, the play had succeeded in its suspension of disbelief. But the sudden change from extremely dark subject matter to inspiring legal challenges made me question the plot, particularly the selection of these six specific cases and the degree to which they are representative of the larger American criminal justice system. The play’s depiction of women, furthermore, was lacking. Most of the women were wives of wrongfully convicted prisoners; throughout the play, they existed on stage solely through the wrongful convictions of their husbands. The play featured one female prisoner, a woman convicted of murder and sentenced to death row along with her husband. Though she made it out of prison, her husband was executed. And in the end, she framed the remainder of her life largely through her husband’s wrongful execution and the time that she had lost with him. The women in the play lacked autonomy — a feature of the mid-20th- century setting of the play that nevertheless felt like a slight moral failing. On the whole, the play was a poignant reminder of the pressure that many police forces feel to arrest a suspect for violent crimes, and thus the frequent wrongful convictions that permeate the criminal justice system. It was a dark, serious narrative that was troubling and hard to watch at times. And yet I left convinced of the failures of our criminal justice system and committed to working to fix this problem. It was something that I will not soon forget – something that I will no doubt be thinking about for a long time. ‘The Exonerated’ exposes injustices of justice system SAMMY SUSSMAN Daily Arts Writer COMMUNITY CULTURE REVIEW Between scenes, the cast would hum and wordlessly sing brief melodic passages, accompanied by simple recordings of a guitar at some points and a piano at others In one particularly jarring instance, as a prisoner on stage spoke about execution by electric chair, the lights over the audience flashed bright white three times The opening track on the new Lily & Madeleine record, Canterbury Girls, is called “Self Care” — a reference, surely, to the lately revitalized cultural priority of self care. But Indiana sisters Lily and Madeleine Jurkiewicz are a package deal, and even a song that nominally seems to look inward ultimately functions as a dialogue between them. The lines from the chorus — “I’m sure you don’t understand / Who the hell I think I am / Your beautiful eyes are sad and scared / But I can’t make myself care” — hint at a relationship of tough love and honest conversation, making it a strong characterization of what is to come from the rest of the album. Canterbury Girls marks the fifth full-length album for Lily & Madeleine, who first attracted listeners with the melodic, complementary synchrony of their voices and harmonies featured in homemade high school YouTube videos. Their ouevre is one marked by a careful consistency, primarily working in the realm of folk pop and constantly making use of the natural ways in which their soft vocals join one another and intertwine. This newest addition is named after Canterbury Park in Indianapolis, where the sisters would sometimes go to play while growing up. While the sisters have relocated to New York City, it’s clear from their sound that they still hold the roots of their music very close to heart. Canterbury Girls finds them continuing to make use of their trademark hypnotic harmonies, while also diving deeper into the pop- informed atmosphere that has distinguished Keep It Together and some of their other recent releases. Nowhere do they abandon the sounds of the Midwest entirely, but they do explore more geographically on tracks like “Pachinko Song,” which tracks Lily on a journey through Tokyo: “I ran through Tokyo hoping to find the place / Where only I could be, but I never found it / But I never found it.” “Soaked in sunshine, don’t know where to be,” the Jurkiewicz sisters sing on the titular track, “Canterbury Girls.” Yet the album itself, as a whole, feels like it exists in a somewhat more liminal space — hinted at by the album cover, which depicts the two of them, inclined toward each other and toward us, standing in front of a vast lake under a haze of purplish clouds. Purples, oranges and yellows converge on this cover in the visages of Lily and Madeleine, evoking a soft space that could be either a sunrise or a sunset, depending on your interpretation. In a musical sense, the explorations and preoccupations of the album do indeed maneuver around the edges of a liminal softness. Songs like “Bruises,” “Circles” and “Analog Love” dip into a reflective and at times melancholy sensibility. On the other hand, “Supernatural Sadness,” “Pachinko Song” and “Can’t Help the Way I Feel” are all somewhat jauntier melodies that feel like they’ve drawn inspiration from the fringe pop hits of earlier ages. Canterbury Girls delves into melancholy, love, sadness and sisterhood. It’s a trim ten songs, some of which are more pop-inspired and seem to beckon reawakening and rejuvenation, while others feel more like dreamy incantations or even sore laments. Lily and Madeleine sound as magical together as ever, and even though they haven’t forged paths into remarkably new territory, they do continue to deliver quality songs that strike a fine balance between peace and despair, beauty and pain, harmony and solitude. Lily & Madeleine’s dreamy folk-pop on their stunning release, ‘Canterbury Girls’ ALBUM REVIEW Canterbury Girls Lily & Madeleine New West Records Cost LAURA DZUBAY Daily Arts Wrtier Since leaving my high school theatre behind, a lot has changed in my life