The Huron River It’s July in Michigan: A roasting sun hangs high over the Huron River while lazy, college students stretch out on the rowing docks. They sip on Oberons and blow up inner tubes. The river is murky, but it still glistens in the sunlight and is a temperature that is just perfect enough for a swim. Ann Arbor wouldn’t be Ann Arbor without this place. Located two miles from the Diag are the well-known docks of the Huron River. Home to the University’s and many Ann Arbor high-school rowing teams, the docks are a vital place for these students. Surrounding this spot on the river are parks like Bandemer Park, Longshore Park and Beckey Park. Here, people can access hiking trails, kayak rentals, bike paths, disc golf and serene woods. But what makes the Huron River special is not just the array of activities that it produces, but rather the magic of the river itself. Flowing over 40 miles, dressed with trees and roads along its edges, the river invites those who are tied to the city to escape. This lure is what led me to rely on the river in order to get some peace of mind. I started going to the docks as a break from my summer job, for it served as a place to tan, swim and catch up with friends. But as summer turned into fall and long, breezy days turned into brisk nights with tough deadlines, the magic of the river and summer faded. One night in the fall, a close friend of mine from the summertime needed a private place to vent. We both lived with many housemates, so we decided to take my car to the river to retreat from the hustle and bustle of a college town. We sat on the docks, with hats and scarves on, and we poured our frustrations into the moonlit river. It was here where I realized how easy this place was, how non-judgemental it is. Its natural emptiness and simplicity allowed for me and my friend to release all that we had bottled up. The river, although not immensely clean, holds an emotional enchantment that I’ve been lucky enough to feel and understand. It’s a place where romantic nights watching the stars happen and where tiresome runs occur. Capable of seeing the city lights and skyline from the docks, the Huron provides a vantage point that makes one feel pure isolation: a tranquil getaway just close enough to home and far enough away to gain some perspective. I’ve begun to bring more friends to the river when they are emotionally distraught. As someone who studies and feels serenity through nature, I hope to show others the power that is held in the Huron River and its encompassing woods. I hope to show them that by merely taking a step back from the crowded city — by literally seeing it from afar —it can put their mind into a better state of understanding: hopefully, one of peace and relaxation. Whenever I need to meditate on an idea or seek solitude to listen to an album, I drive down to the river. I watch the push and pull of the waves along the shoreline and listen to the silence that looms over the park. No matter if I run, walk, swim, drive or sit down there, I feel a natural sense of freedom that the city just doesn’t serve. Although there are a number of special, nature-based places that Ann Arbor provides (like the Arb or the Botanical Gardens), it’s the Huron that calls me from the city, drawing me into its groundedness and vastness, it’s easiness and comfort. The Huron serves as a nucleus of community, collecting Michigan’s natural, minuscule wonders and the people who make up this town. Without that river, my mind would be suffocated, my emotions would be drowning and the decisions I’ve made would still be unclear. But the moment I sit on those docks under the stars, sipping on an Oberon and laughing with a good friend, I know that somewhere in this constricting city I’ve found a place to call home. — Erika Shevchek, Daily Arts Writer Luther Co-op When I think of my home, I think of the floorboards. I think of the weight of all the shoes they have creaked beneath. I think of every place those shoes have journeyed to, and how lucky they are to have ended up here. When I think of my home, I think of the stains. My home has so many stains. I think of the stories that caused them. I wonder who spilled what, and what they were doing when it happened. I wonder if anyone was there to see the incident. I bet someone was. My house is always full of people. People laughing, loving and spilling. A perfect mess. When I think of my home, I think of my bedroom. How the ceiling concaves into itself because I live right below the roof. I think of the single window, and how the light that comes from it dances with the sun as it sets in the evening. My own private ballet. Feeding the flowers my roommate and I have gathered over time. When I think of my home, I think of the porch. I think of how silent it is in the morning, before the wear and tear of the day makes it loud. I think of how well it pairs with coffee; it’s the perfect substitute for sugar. I think of all the secrets the porch has heard and how well those secrets are kept. I wonder if it knows any of mine. I think of the late August evenings the porch has been witness to. Filled with strumming guitar strings, summer’s favorite lullaby. I wonder if the porch has a bedtime. I don’t think it does. I’d like to fall asleep in the floorboards of my home. Have the aged wood keep me safe. I’d like to tattoo the stains onto my skin. So if anything’s ever too clean, all I have to do is look at my arms to be reminded of beautiful messes. I’d like to pack my bedroom in a suitcase. So I can impress all my long distance friends with the dancing light. I’d like the porch to forgive me when I write one of its many secrets on this page: The people who live here, leave changed. — Alix Curnow, Daily Arts Writer A place to run I am struggling to locate my favorite place in Ann Arbor. Perhaps this is because the whole city is my favorite place, it’s ins and outs, late night pizza places and sticky booths in diners and ancient movie theatres and snowy streets. Perhaps this is because it is easier to associate physical places with times of more specific heartbreak, instead of the thousands of times I am lucky to have felt content here. I sometimes think my favorite place in Ann Arbor is the dining hall in East Quad where I met my best friend, the lecture hall where I met my boyfriend, the yoga studio I go to leave my doubts, surreptitious study spots I won’t mention for fear they will become less secret, newsrooms on Maynard, wooden benches in the drama building — drowned in pools of sunlight coming in from the floor to ceiling windows, restaurants on Detroit Street. But these places are favorites not because of the spaces they occupy specifically, but because of the people, memories and moments I attribute to them. To think of my true favorite place in Ann Arbor, I head toward a semblance of something solitary. I love to be overwhelmed with socialization, with human contact, with friends old and new, this bubbly and bright outgoing city never runs low on energy, but this is an Ann Arbor that is in reach, it is an Ann Arbor that is easy, it is the Ann Arbor I know and love. But the reason I fell in love with our city was not for the clatter and the whirlwind, but for the places in which I can find fragmented moments of silence. A place to rest my mind, a place where I can be utterly alone in my thoughts. I think of places that are soundless, confidential and exclusive. I think of places I can revel in the beauty and the sentimentality of this town, without distractions, without the hustle and bustle of a busy college campus. These places are rare and in short supply around us, with a campus crawling with students, education professionals and townies. I believe I’ve managed to discover the best of all. People always ask me how I managed to train for a marathon in Ann Arbor — a city that most people imagine can’t be interesting or thrilling for 10 mile runs, let alone 18 or 20 mile runs. But for me, every run in Ann Arbor is as present and new as morning. My favorite place in Ann Arbor is a place where I can run. On mile 16 of a twenty-mile workout, I find myself in Nichols Arboretum, a place that takes me out of this pulsing, bright college city and onto a trail. Lush greens grow around me, spilling onto the edges of the earth and twisting up the trunks of trees. My tired feet pad along a dirt path one after another, a constant. This is my favorite noise. Normally, as I venture down the Arb’s first downward hill, I pause my music, giving my ears the gift of nothing but my sneakered feet against dirt and soil. This is my favorite sound of all. Everything about the headspace this running sanctuary creates for me can completely alter my mood, turn a bad day into a spectacular one, push me toward moments of serendipity in the mundane and provide the well needed break I so often crave in a city that never seems to stop. Ann Arbor is a runner’s city and I know all runners will agree. Despite the fact that many of us don’t leave campus much, I have a lot of pride in knowing I’ve traversed every inch of our Midwestern college town on foot. During my marathon training I found home in Gallup park’s shaded concrete sidewalks, and I picked up the pace to the sounds of rushing water to my left. I ran into people I didn’t know, running the opposite direction, and we’d always smile and wave — the runner’s nod, in solidarity with one another, we both get it. I found myself getting lost in suburban pockets on the edge of town, admiring homes and appreciating unexpected downward slopes. As the sun came up, I ran around the Big House once, twice, three times, watching as the sun reflected golden against bright maize columns as autumn came to a close. I flew down E. Liberty as breakfast places opened early on Sunday mornings, the air smelling of crisped bacon, warm maple syrup and mugs of coffee. I jogged down the narrow road of Kerrytown on Saturdays, watching students groggily saunter down the roads. I ran through an empty Diag, and then an hour and a half and twelve miles later, a diag bursting with life. I wrote poems in my head as I ran down Main Street as businesses came to life, spent half a 20 mile run and hours in the Arb — time passing faster than ever. In months that felt like weeks, these special running spaces propelled me to a start line I’d never imagined making it to. And alone in my race, as I ran 26.2 miles through Detroit and Canada, thousands of people cheerings me on, runners surrounding me like oxygen. I held the memories of my solo adventures in Ann Arbor’s runner’s oasis by my side. When I made it to the finish line I had so many people to thank, so much support around me. My mother called me crying, my brother jumped up and down, reminding me how much I needed them to make it to the finish line of my first marathon. But the biggest thanks of all I owed to the roads that led me there, the roads I’ve run everyday for three years and yet, in their intricacy and beauty, manage to show me something new every day. The roads of Ann Arbor, their stories and their memories, their tradition and their kindness, always there for me — awaiting me to need a break, need solace, need to lace up my sneakers and run. — Eli Rallo, Daily Arts Writer The basement of Literati My life has been marked by one constant: the ache of my hands. While working on a farm in Oahu, Hawaii last summer, my hands were named “writing hands.” They are inherently and exactly that – soft and clean, but aching. They eventually blistered and hurt in a way that only weeding and shoveling can do. After I returned home, they returned to their familiar, but perpetually aching, selves. Reading is my place of refuge; writing my place of release. These two places are the source of the aching. I’ve always kept these places of asylum secret. Letting people into these places is dangerous and scary because they are my own. Release, however, is terrifying. I write creative nonfiction. I write about what unfolds before my eyes. I write about people who’ve raised me, who’ve slept in my bed, who’ve kept my secrets and who’ve broken my heart. My world exists on paper. To share with others my perception of my own life and who composes it terrifies me. My first year of college was a lot of things, but, mostly, it was shocking. Everything I knew was no longer there — a hard thing to grasp for someone introverted and perpetually nostalgic. My childhood bedroom existed only on some weekends, and otherwise only in my memory. The bookshelf on my bedroom wall, lined with all of my favorite books and yellowing journals, was empty. The books sat under my lofted bed, stripped of their home. I barely looked at them. I didn’t touch a novel that wasn’t assigned and didn’t write anything that I wasn’t told to. I was far away from myself. Maybe I didn’t know this, or maybe I didn’t care. All I knew was that it was painful. My second semester of my freshman year I took my first class on creative nonfiction. I hadn’t considered myself any type of writer because I hadn’t written in months. I started to write again, and to read a little, too. A little became a lot, and a lot became every waking moment in which I wasn’t doing schoolwork. Almost all of this reading was done in the basement of Literati Bookstore, on the bench in front of the memoirs. On that bench, I read a lot of things that I didn’t pay for. I still feel guilty. I owe that basement a lot. That basement may have saved me. There I found all of my favorite writers, the writers who inspire my bravest writing because they are strong and wonderful and heaven-sent: Claudia Rankine, Joan Didion, Melissa Febos, Lidia Yuknavitch, Maggie Nelson, Mary Karr and Sylvia Plath. There are hundreds more, I promise. That basement brought their stories to me. That basement gave courage and wit and intelligence to a lost freshman who is now a junior and more sure of herself than she ever thought she’d be. On any given Saturday, you can find me reading in that basement. If I’m not there, I’m writing in the coffee shop, likely at the table against the window. To spend a week without visiting that basement gives me a deep, unshakeable feeling of forgetting. Rightfully so. Literati made me feel safe during a time when I’d forgotten what safety was, and continues to do so today. That basement is the sun on my face in a bleak January. That basement has reminded me that I am, and always will be, a writer. Literati, if you’re reading this, thank you. Also, I’m sorry. I promise I’ll do my best to buy more books from now on. — Jenna Barlage, Daily Arts Writer The nook under my bed When I first arrived at the University of Michigan, the extent of my knowledge of Ann Arbor was my dad’s route to the football games and his friend’s tailgating spot. Back in Grand Rapids, I had plenty of places that provided my home away from home: The Starbucks across the Beltline, the backroad path to school, the Meijer book section. But when I moved to school, I lost those places. All at once I was thrown into this new home without a place to anchor myself. But the one place I felt truly comfortable was the nook under my bed. The nook under my bed was where I sat and listened to my “calm songs” playlist when the first week of school was overwhelming. The nook under my bed was where I had a movie night with my new friends on a Saturday night instead of going to a frat. The nook under my bed was where I took naps in between Intro to Ballet and PoliSci because getting all the way up to my top bunk was way too much commitment. The nook under my bed was where I had deep talks with the first best friend I’ve ever really had. The nook under my bed is my safe space, my calm space, my place. My nook has everything I need: My books and notebooks, outlets, chargers, food, water and mountains of pillows. Why go anywhere else when all I need is right here? I don’t have to spend money. I don’t have to dress up. I don’t have to put makeup on or do my hair. The nook under my bed takes me for what I am. If I want to curl up in my PJs with my hair in a towel, my roommate might judge me, but my nook certainly won’t. With having a roommate for the first time, it’s comforting having a space that’s just mine. The rest of the room is a common area, it’s open to the public, but under my bed is like a separate room. When I hang my coats up, I can’t even see the door from my desk. When I’m sitting on the ground, I’m completely hidden from view. Friends stopping by can see the whole room — everything is on display. They can walk around, grab a chair and settle in. But they can’t see my nook unless they come into the room, they don’t go under my bed unless they ask. In college we are expected to be social all the time. Not only to be social, but to go out, to party or do something Instagram-worthy. We are expected to be active every Thursday night, Friday night, Saturday night, even Sunday night; to talk to a million people and forget their names the next day. To look like we’re having the time of our lives when sometimes all we want to do is relax in our dorm in the comfort of our nook. But sometimes it’s okay to stay in, by yourself or maybe with a couple friends, all sitting under your bed talking or watching movies. Sometimes it’s okay to not be constantly social. Sometimes we just need some alone time. I haven’t been in Ann Arbor long enough to establish a special place. I don’t have a coffee shop that I regular (though that’s my goal for the second semester), I don’t have a bookstore I visit every Sunday (though I would like to), I don’t even have a special spot in the library I like to study. What I do have is the nook under my bed. I now plan to go out by myself or with friends on the weekend, exploring those coffee shops and bookstores and the sights of Ann Arbor. But I also know it’s okay to spend a night in the nook under my bed, laughing with friends, relaxing by myself and making memories. — Dana Pierangeli, For The Daily What makes our hidden places in Ann Arbor special? MIKE ZLONKEVICZ / MICHIGAN DAILY EMMA RICHTER / MICHIGAN DAILY I wonder if anyone was there to see the incident. I bet someone was. My house is always full of people. People laughing, loving and spilling. A perfect mess. A place to rest my mind, a place where I can be utterly alone in my thoughts. I think of places that are soundless, confidential and exclusive. 5 — Thursday, January 31, 2019 Arts The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com