As a senior entering my last semester of undergrad, I’ve taken a lot of time to reflect on what experiences of mine have been the most memorable these past four years. Close to the top of my list has been my job since freshman year at the Conference and Event Services of the University Unions. It helped me discover one of my most important spaces on campus, one that many students pass by every day without a second thought. As both a student staff member and student representative to the Michigan League Board of Governors, the Michigan League is a place I consider a home. Tucked among the many historical relics and steeped in the building’s history of the first space for women on the University of Michigan’s campus is the Blagdon Room — one of my favorites for its antique feel and beautiful stained glass windows. Another reason I feel so at peace in this room is the room’s historical purpose as a non- denominational religious space. Among the stained glass windows are depictions of many world religions — including symbols such as the Star of David and the Christian Cross. A prominent figure at the League shared a powerful quote with me from the original architects of the building. Irving and Allen Pond noted: “The room is to appeal to individuals of all shades of belief, or non-belief; to anyone who desired in contemplative spirit, touched with humility, to place herself in harmony with the universe.” It is with the Blagdon Room’s original purpose and meaning in mind that I take offense to a request to University President Mark Schlissel, made by a group of students in early November, to remove one of my religion’s most sacred symbols – which has since the 1920s occupied a pane on one of the stained glass windows. As a Hindu, the Swastik (S-vas- thik) or Swastika (S-vas-thik-a) is very important to me. This clockwise rotated cross with four dots in each quadrant is an essential sign of Hinduism. Celebrations and prayers are incomplete without the Swastik. It symbolizes the sun and is an auspicious symbol used as a good luck charm in many aspects of Hindu life. In my house, a Swastik along with a symbol that resembles the number 3 called Om or Aum – they’re also frequently seen on the sides of yoga studios and interfaith bumper stickers. These symbols greet visitors as a way of welcoming them into our home and are used to prevent negative energy and evil from entering my family’s space. Historically, Om and the Swastika have been held as equally important spiritual relics necessary to mark occasions of happiness and allow for the influx of positive energy wherever they are placed. While the Om symbol is commonly tattooed on non-Hindus, viewed as a sign of peace and even a symbol of hippie culture, my family and other Hindus have been forced to decrease our use of the Swastik sign and feel ashamed and embarrassed by it because the symbol was culturally appropriated in the 1930s. This symbol belongs to my people, but I’ve faced questions about its relation to Nazism my entire life. It’s important the general population knows the symbols have no relation to one another. The Nazi swastika (swas-tik-a) is black and turned on a 45-degree angle. This is different from the Hindu Swastika that is not turned on an angle and is typically made out of gold or is colored red. The Nazi swastika has been in use since the 1930s while the Hindu Swastika use has been documented as early as 500 B.C.!! However, like many other elements of Indian culture, the Swastik was stolen by white supremacists to erase our existence and culture and replace it with their own ideology. My job on the Michigan League Board of Governors is to serve as an adviser to the director of the League and promote the heritage of the building. With this responsibility in mind, I think it would be a great shame to remove the window. While I understand the pain and violence that has been perpetuated under similar symbols, I urge University leadership to stop the stigmatization of the Hindu symbol by keeping the pane up alongside labels with explanations of all the religious symbols in the Blagdon Room and the significance of the room as a whole. It’s important that students on this campus understand the symbol has a huge cultural significance and positive meaning that represents a good proportion of students on this campus. It is not fair to those like myself that hold this symbol sacred to have it stolen away from us once again. Let us be represented on this campus and have it be an educational experience for all others. This summer, LSA senior Zainab Bhindarwala interned at a congresswoman’s office and an advocacy-based legal nonprofit. How did you hear about your internships? I found both of my internships on Handshake. However, after submitting my application to the congresswoman’s office, I didn’t hear from them for a few weeks. I decided to “bump” my email in their inbox, and the internship coordinator replied to my follow-up saying he “likes my style” and wants to set up an interview. Lesson learned: If you know you want an internship, don’t be afraid to let them know you’re still interested! Finding interns isn’t every organization’s first priority, so if you don’t bug them about your application, you could lose a really great opportunity. What made you want to apply? I knew I wanted to have a meaningful internship experience this summer, but I didn’t want to go back to D.C. My motivation behind applying for the internship with the Congresswoman was to have a more “political” experience. I had a little bit of exposure to nonprofits already and I knew I needed to learn more about different sectors, especially since I want to be employed a year from now. My motivation for applying to the nonprofit was because I thought it was the perfect type of organization for me to work in post-graduation. I didn’t realize it when I applied, but their Michigan office is actually in my hometown and the congresswoman’s district office wasn’t too far away either, so it was easy for me to do both internships. What are your favorite memories from your experience? I didn’t intend on having two internships this summer – I really just wanted one. However, after accepting the position at the nonprofit, I was told they only wanted interns to come in two days a week. A couple days later I got a call from the congresswoman’s office and it seemed like fate for my top two internships to line up so perfectly. I worked three days a week at the congresswoman’s district office, and two days a week at the nonprofit. I even got a scholarship from U of M for my internship with the congresswoman, so things ended up working out pretty well. My favorite memory from my summer internships is probably the connections I made with the other interns. This summer, the congresswoman had 14 interns! There were so many of us in the office and at times it got a little crowded, but I loved getting to know everyone and learning about what brought each of us there and where we intended to go in the future. We were all at different stages in our lives – some of us were in college, one intern was in law school and some were in high school! I loved talking to the younger interns about my college experiences, and offering a little bit of mentorship on what college is like. What is the culture like where you interned? The office culture at both of my internships was pretty laid-back. I expected the congresswoman’s office to be much more strict, but since it was a district office and the congresswoman was in D.C. most of the time anyway, people were pretty relaxed and interns were given plenty of time to get to know each other and collaborate on projects. It wasn’t the competitive and networking-oriented environment that I experienced in D.C., and it was a nice change. The culture at the nonprofit was a huge surprise. It was perhaps even more laid-back than at the congresswoman’s office, and yet I was still always sitting on the edge of my seat. I realized that some of the elitist culture in social justice spaces on college campuses still remains in the workforce. The nonprofit does incredible work, and that’s what made me want to intern there in the first place, but the behind-the-scenes intern experience was a little different than what they posted on social media. Any advice for prospective interns interested in public service? When you’re working in an unpaid internship, it’s important to remember that while you want to maintain a professional attitude, you don’t owe the organization anything more than that. If you’re being asked to do work that’s outside of the internship that you applied for, speak up. If you are unhappy with the way you are being treated or uncomfortable with the workplace environment, bring up your concerns with your supervisor. If they aren’t responsive, then know that you don’t owe them your time. They aren’t paying you, and if interning there is doing you more harm than good, you shouldn’t feel obligated to stay. Public Policy senior Ashley Tjhung interned at Vital Voices Global Partnership, a global women’s empowerment organization, in Washington, D.C. last summer. While in D.C., she was also a Public Service Scholar at the Conference on Asian Pacific American Leadership, a nonprofit organization dedicated to creating a pipeline of Asian American, Native Hawaiians and Pacific Islanders in public service. As a CAPAL scholar, she received a $3,000 scholarship, professional development opportunities and completed a Community Action Project with members of her cohort. How did you hear about your internship? I found a posting for Vital Voices on the University of Michigan Handshake site. Handshake is … a lot and it can be easy to be overwhelmed by all the postings. However, I found it useful to find positions at organizations I wasn’t aware of before searching. For CAPAL, I was referred by the lovely Areeba Haider (former MiC senior editor). She had previously also been a CAPAL scholar and recommended the program as a great way for AANHPIs to afford to work at an unpaid internship. What made you want to apply? As a public policy major, I knew I wanted to be in D.C. for the summer, but wasn’t sure what I wanted to do. I applied to Vital Voices on a whim and luckily, I got it! For CAPAL, I knew I needed to find funding to afford D.C. and unfortunately, the Ford School does not offer great internship funds for undergrads. I also was interested in learning more about what issues and organizing AANHPIs were doing in D.C. and thought CAPAL would be a great way to meet peers and mentors. What are your favorite memories from your experience? During my internship, Sophie Otiende, one of the women in the Vital Voices network, came to speak with the staff members. She heads an organization that advocates against the trafficking of women and girls in Kenya. One of their initiatives included training journalists about how to report on trafficking and to empower survivors to claim their narratives. While the program functions in a different context, it was amazing to hear how similar the principles of that program are to Michigan in Color. Her parting wisdom to us was that women, particularly women of color, need to write ourselves into history, because if we don’t, no one will. It is my hope that Michigan in Color is one of those platforms that ensures women of color’s contributions are not forgotten. What is the culture like where you interned? As an intern, I appreciated the work culture at Vital Voices. The people that work there are incredibly passionate about the work that they were doing and that showed. Furthermore, the staff were highly conscious of trying to make the internship experience valuable for us. We had brown bags every week with different members of the staff to learn more about their jobs, how they got there and also some professional development opportunities. I was also impressed by the culture at CAPAL. They had a great mentorship program where I met truly amazing AANHPIs who wanted to help others succeed. Furthermore, I loved my cohort and our program lead! Any advice for prospective interns interested in public service? The D.C. public service field is highly competitive. It was often hard for me to feel like I had a place there, especially as an Asian American. Luckily, through CAPAL, I met so many AANHPI mentors and peers who helped me figure out what I want to do in public service and were willing to make my next steps easier. Networking can feel really icky at first, but focus on making real connections with people instead of angling for a job posting. I really recommend getting involved in an affinity organization like CAPAL which makes finding mentors much easier. The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com Michigan in Color Monday, December 3, 2018— 3A Being an intern in Washington, D.C. as an Asian American ASHLEY TJHUNG Managing MiC Editor Controversy in the League: Reclaiming our Swastik RIYA KUMAR MiC Contributor Here’s the thing about identities and labels: in some instances, they’re placed upon your shoulders even if you have a hard time relating to them. It’s not anyone’s fault; it’s just how society works nowadays. When you remotely resemble or align with a certain group, that label and identity is painted bright red on your forehead because the idea of a “middle ground” (of being a hybrid of sorts, a melting pot of different identities that combine to form another different and unique one) is still not entirely accepted as an actual identity. Let me explain a little more. The other day, I was studying in the aptly labeled “Sky Lounge” of my apartment building. I have a pair of noise-canceling headphones I like to wear while I work, so I can focus better and drown out unwanted distractions. Unfortunately, after wearing them for a while they start hurting my ears, so I take them off from time to time. During one of these breaks, I accidentally overheard a conversation between two girls a few feet away from me. One of the girls was talking about how, even though her entire family is from the Philippines, she doesn’t feel comfortable identifying as such. She’s lived her entire life in the United States, only speaks English, never visited the Philippines and her parents never taught her about the culture. In essence, she just feels American, but everyone calls her Filipino because of her roots and because of her looks. Is that right? Is that wrong? Should she accept she’s both or that she’s only one? It’s a very complicated topic that hasn’t been discussed as much as it should. I don’t think I know what the correct answer is, but I do understand where she’s coming from, in a way, because I feel the same. At first glance, I look American. I’ve got white, slightly tanned skin, and I speak English perfectly. Back home people confuse me for a “gringa” (Spanish slang for mainland American) all the time. And I hate it, completely despise it. It irritates me to no end having to say, “No, no, I’m Puerto Rican, not American,” which is kind of absurd because in reality I’m both. Puerto Rico is a colony of the United States; I have an American passport; I am American, right? But I’m an American who was born in Puerto Rico. So why the discomfort? Why shouldn’t I just accept it? Because, unlike the girl I mentioned above, I grew up and still live in Puerto Rico. My first language is Spanish; my music is reguetón, salsa y merengue; my sport is soccer, not football; my national anthem is “La Borinqueña”; and my flag has one single, bright, shining star in it. Because I grew up in a place that many mainland Americans are unaware of — that many don’t even realize is actually national, and not classified as international. Because I’ve been asked if I need sponsorship for a work visa, if I have a student visa; because, even though it has a spot in Congress, Puerto Rico doesn’t have a voice or a vote. Because I saw how the United States treated Puerto Rico after hurricanes Maria and Irma; because I witnessed how the media failed to account for the actual death toll of the hurricanes until a year after the disaster; how they completely stopped reporting on the state of the island a little less than a week after the storms had struck; how the president of the United States (and of Puerto Rico — it’s a colony of the United States, therefore under the same governing body) threw paper towels in an absurd attempt to aid the islanders after the disasters. Why should I feel American if all that I have witnessed recently and for my entire life is how terribly the United States has treated Puerto Rico? Are my feelings right? Are they unjustifiable? Are they wrong? I’m not going to pretend that I know what the correct answer is because I honestly don’t. I just hope that you finish reading this and are willing to speak up more on the idea surrounding the identities people are born into and the ones they align with, because in some cases, they’re different. Given all the conversations and discussions that have surfaced in the past two years or so around the topic of immigrants and immigration, it should be taken into consideration. Unpaid internships in MI Why I don’t feel American, even though I’m Puerto Rican NATALIA SANCHEZ MiC Columnist ZAINAB BHINDARWALA Senior MiC Editor It irritates me to no end having to say, “No, no, I’m Puerto Rican, not American,” which is absurd because ... 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