As a fourth grader, my afternoon routine was simple. After getting off the bus, I’d make myself some microwavable macaroni & cheese and settle in with a copy of The Detroit Free Press. I’d usually start with the sports section (no one knew the Pistons like I did) before moving on to the news section, film reviews and, finally, the comics. The day the Freep stopped delivering to my household was a dark one and I unconvincingly pleaded with my parents to pay for the new, much more expensive special delivery fee. My love of the news didn’t stop as I grew older (even if daily newspaper deliveries did). In high school, I joined my school paper and fell in love with being on the other side of the business. While the readership was small, I relished the power of a platform and its ability to shape conversation. This led me to join The Michigan Daily where I found my way to Michigan in Color — the section of The Daily dedicated to uplifting voices of color. However, as a member of MiC, my rosy view of the journalism industry began to dim. MiC was founded because The Daily lacked the voices of students of color, which led to the mischaracterization and oftentimes racist depictions of students of color. The founders of MiC felt they couldn’t trust journalists to properly convey the real experiences of people of color, so they created a section where we would write for ourselves. Fast forward to a week ago. Since I first heard about the Newseum, I’ve been intrigued. The museum is intended as a testament to the First Amendment — freedom of the press, speech, religion and petition — and its importance to a thriving society. From my first steps into the building, I felt the weight and responsibility the press puts on itself. Famous quotes about the importance of the First Amendment, and the press in particular, covered the walls while exhibits contained information and old news clips explaining the role of the press in the Civil Rights Movement, the Vietnam War and uncovering injustice around the world. Highlights included a timeline of front pages of newspapers from pivotal points in history and the sobering memorial to journalists murdered for their work in pursuing justice. The Newseum is a glorification of the press. In these hallowed halls, the press is always on the right side of history — always there to stand up for the rights of the oppressed, always objective, always the hero. However, I take issue with this the lack of nuance, and honestly, the reality of the building. The Newseum ignored one of the tenets of good journalism: Always tell the whole story. For all the headlines the Newseum showcased that exalted the Civil Rights Movement, they missed the ones decrying its protesters as “troublemakers” or “rioters.” The Newseum can cherry-pick the front pages for the ones that portray the press in a good light, but it doesn’t erase the harmful work that has occurred and continues to this day. For its faults, I cannot entirely dislike the Newseum or the industry and values it so lovingly portrays. The press is a vital institution for a fair society and historically it has been a part of social change and progress. However, for all its virtues, members of the media must come to terms with the harm those same actions can cause. For all the Watergates and Pentagon Papers journalism unveils, it does not mitigate that the news industry was the main driver of associating Islam with terrorism. As the “first rough draft of history,” the news often shapes what and how people think. When the only stories of people of color are negative, how will society react? When Black people who march are rioters but white people who march are protesters, what will society think? I want to be clear, this isn’t a critique of the Breitbarts of the world. This is a critique of the New York Times, Washington Posts, and Michigan Dailys — papers that strive for greatness but either ignorantly or willfully continue the marginalization of vulnerable populations. It’s easy to rest on the laurels of journalism’s success, but we cannot act like journalism is immune to the racism, sexism and bigotry that permeates society. The press often acts as an accountability measure for governments and corporations — it’s time we shined that spotlight on ourselves. The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com Michigan in Color Monday, March 5. 2018 — 3A Visiting the Newseum: The power of the press Defining “presidential” Drawing power from my name: Reclaiming Nada The roommate selection process involved months of calculated messages, trying to finesse conversation, hoping the girl I met on Facebook would think I was super cool and ask to room with me. After painful awkwardness and anxiety, as well as the culture shock of a small town southern girl trying to keep up with the big-city New Yorker, we sealed the deal. During our mini interview process, I remember explaining to her that I was Muslim and would probably need part of the room to pray, clarifying that if she had issues with that I totally understood and she could room with someone else. For some reason, it felt natural for me to be on the defense about my religion, but coming from New York and being a generally good person, she was entirely unfazed. That was one hurdle that I passed with ease. The next hurdle was more difficult for some reason. I finally asked her for her number, which seemed out of order because we were already established as roommates, but I took the opportunity of a new conversation platform to slip this in. Nada: “Also, this is way overdue but it’s pronounced Nedduh.” Lizzy: “Lol oh nooo I’ve been thinking Nahdah this whole time.” And who could blame her. I was kicking myself for letting this girl who I was going to be sleeping five feet away from not know my name after months of talking. I was brought back to elementary school, introducing myself by my American pronunciation, Nah-dah; to my own sister not pronouncing my Arabic name until middle school; to taking Spanish for the first time and getting chuckles from the whole class at my teacher’s confusion during roll. Nada means “nothing” in three different languages. Even knowing this, it was easy to just go with everyone’s assumptions and introduce myself this way. Poet Emily Dickinson wrote, “I am nobody. Who are you? Are you nobody too?” But I was worse than nobody. I was nothing. The longer I introduced myself as nothing, the more nothingness became the foundation of my identity. There was a part of me that I associated with inadequacy and not being enough. Introductions became a source of anxiety, so I stopped making an effort to meet people. I started hating my parents for naming me Nada and my country for making that a possibility. Then, the summer before high school brought me a beautiful new opportunity. New classmates. In what could have potentially been an awkward arranged playdate between another incoming freshman and me, I was delighted when my sister introduced me before I could sabotage myself. My new friend had no problem saying my name correctly, and she told me point-blank that I couldn’t let people continue to mispronounce my name. That would be misrepresenting who I was. She had a point; a country where children were taught to say Einstein, Guggenheim and Aristotle could surely manage two simple syllables. Together, she and I created a sort of script that stuck with me from then on. “Hi, my name is Nada. It’s like Ned, from the hit 2000s teen television show Ned’s Declassified, and then you add an –uh.” “Okay so like *insert horribly mispronounced name here*?” Cue the pause and slight squint. This is where I gave them a chance to try again, usually to no avail. “Yeah, that’s close enough.” This was a source of frustration for those close to me, when I would give up just to save someone else the effort of trying harder. I soon found out that the later realization of their mistake was even more embarrassing, especially when they heard someone else saying it correctly, usually prompting a “Why didn’t you tell me!” While my initial insistence on people saying my name correctly stemmed from a desire to save others of future uneasiness, I realized recently that I should have wanted that for myself, not for anyone else. My name ties me to my Egyptian heritage, culture and a language where Nada means the dew drops coating the earth in the morning. After 18 years, I finally learned not to compromise my identity or who I am for the comfort of others. I’m about as far from a fine arts critic as one can get. I don’t consume art and I definitely don’t study art. Whenever I go to art museums, I usually spend more time on the benches than looking at the art. For that reason, I was surprised by my sentimental reaction to President Barack Obama’s official Smithsonian portrait. As I walked toward the back of the presidential portraits exhibit to see Obama’s painting, familiar feelings of boredom and restlessness that tend to accompany these museum trips began to crop up. I passed former Franklin Presidents Pierce, James Buchanan and Chester Arthur on one side of the wall, and James Monroe, Grover Cleveland and William McKinley on the other. Almost all of the paintings were from a realistic art style, and all of the subjects had a similar pose — either sitting or standing with a stoic disposition in a plain room. Eventually, all of these portraits started blending together. As a result, the contributions and accomplishments of the men in the paintings didn’t seem so unique. When their official representations weren’t remarkable, their administrations didn’t appear to be either. Obama’s painting, however, was different. The green leaves stood in stark contrast to the white walls (and white faces) of the museum surrounding it. Even if someone didn’t know anything about the Obama administration, he or she could easily decipher it was unlike any administration the U.S. has seen before. Obama’s years at the helm were marked by bucked traditions — namely, by serving as our nation’s first Black president. In a nation built by slaves, that is a particularly notable achievement. Admittedly, the first time I saw the portrait, I didn’t like it. “This isn’t presidential,” I thought as I scrolled through my Facebook feed. However, after seeing the painting with my own eyes, I now realize my definition of presidential isn’t an objective one; it’s simply based on what people in the past deemed to be “presidential.” The problem with using that standard as a criterion is that it was framed by a homogenous group of old, white men — many of whom upheld the institution of slavery and Jim Crow segregation. Going by this standard, it’s easy to see why Obama’s portrait can come off as “un-presidential.” The problem isn’t with the painting, it’s with the label. There is nothing un-presidential about a man who humbly fought for racial, gender and marriage equality for eight years, just like there’s nothing un-presidential about having a Black man as a president (even though all 43 of his predecessors were not Black). Obama’s presidency represented a different type of leadership, but it’s important to remember different isn’t inherently bad. In a similar vein, while Obama’s portrait definitely offers a stark contrast to the portraits of his predecessors, that difference alone doesn’t detract from its beauty. Obama’s painting — just like his presidency — was unique, and that’s what makes it so special. NADA ELDAWY MiC Contributor ASHLEY TJHUNG Managing MiC Editor Editor Jason Rowland reflects after seeing the National Portrait Gallery MiC Editors Ashley Tjhung and Na’kia Channey observe the Journalists Memorial — a tribute to those killed while report- ing, photographing or broadcasting the news. MiC Editor Jason Rowland photographs Barack Obama’s presidential portrait. SAM SO/Daily SAM SO/Daily “I started hating my parents for naming me Nada and my country for making that a possibility.” “As the first rough draft of history, the news often shapes what and how people think. When the only stories of people of color are negative, how will society react?” JASON ROWLAND Managing MiC Editor Love talking about pop culture? Interested in joining Michigan in Color? We are currently looking for contributors to our blog and podcast! If interested, please email us at michiganincolor@umich.edu. SADHANA RAMASESHADRI/Daily