The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com b-side Thursday, February 15, 2018 — 5B “My dad and I both grew up in the same Pennsylvania town. And he was gay, and I was gay and he killed himself.” This is the line that sums up the plot of the critically acclaimed graphic memoir and musical “Fun Home,” a riveting story based on the life of cartoonist Alison Bechdel. I first read Alison Bechdel’s 2006 graphic memoir “Fun Home” when its musical adaptation was nominated for Best Musical at the 2015 Tony Awards. Discovering “Fun Home” was one of the most interesting and intimate reading experiences I’ve ever had. It is a heartbreaking and truthful and beautiful depiction of a unique experience that has the ability to transcend its specific narrative, making it relatable in a way I would never have expected. Although I don’t identify as a part of the LGBTQ+ community, I never expected a graphic novel about the experience of growing up with a queer identity to speak to me on such a personal level. But just as the queer community is constantly asked to suspend their own disbelief to relate to the hundreds of thousands of straight protagonists in all mainstream literature, it shouldn’t come as a shock that as a straight person, I could relate deeply to the queer narrative Bechdel shares with us through her cartoons. When the book was published in 2006, “Fun Home” headlined nearly every best of the year book list, but it took a transition into a musical and garnering an immediate popularity in the world of musical theatre to find its way to my bookshelf. Praised for breaking the boundaries of any definition the world previously held of “memoir,” the story follows Bechdel’s childhood in rural Pennsylvania and tells the journey of both her own sexuality and her relationship with her closeted gay father. The memoir is laid out in a series of comics that chronicles her relationships with her parents and grapples with the past and the present — telling the stories of her life before and after her father’s suicide. The graphic novel is seen as a turning point for the world of graphic novels — after its massive success, more people began to write and share graphic novels. But more importantly, after its publication, the greater theme of queerness became more mainstream in the world of art and literature. The story came at a time where the world was ready to celebrate this narrative and bring it into a dialogue that had been on the precipice for a very long time. The honesty of the novel makes reading it feel like looking directly into the house that Bechdel grew up in, the one described intricate in the memoir. After being received as a smash hit in both the queer community and society as a whole, talk of a musical based on the memoir began in 2013. “Fun Home” opened on Broadway officially in 2015, and the theatre community — more importantly, the mainstream theatre world that is Broadway — have never been given such a gift. Historically, musicals and plays that make it to Broadway aren’t always the ones that look to make a statement, but rather those that look to entertain. “Fun Home” was able to do both, creating a beautiful and captivating moment for the world. After falling in love with the novel, I bought tickets to the show when it took home the 2015 Tony for Best Musical, among other accolades. The LGBTQ+ narrative needed to hit center stage Broadway; I sat in the Circle in the Square Theatre in early 2016 and I don’t think I breathed for a full two hours. By the end, I was sobbing with a joint feeling of heartache and awe. The most beautiful and inspiring part of the performance was seeing a queer protagonist not limited to just a coming-out-narrative. The story is about so much more: memory, relationships, connecting with others, growing up, finding yourself and coming to terms with the life that you have been given. All of this is surrounded by and framed in Bechdel’s struggle with her sexuality — both the graphic novel and the musical are unique in that they are multifaceted. I sat in that theatre, right in the center of Bechdel’s pain and ecstasy and was refreshed to see something so needed on a mainstream stage, being shared and celebrated by the queer and non-queer communities alike. Since its original publication, “Fun Home” has become a cultural phenomenon. It is the gift that the world needed, it is the musical Broadway needed and it is the book my mind and heart and soul needed. Despite closing on Broadway in 2016, the show has completed its first national tour, produced regionally in the United States as well as internationally in the Philippines, with its future sights set on Japan and a second national tour. Its ability to continue to captivate and affect audiences is a great testament to the universality and prominence of the story. It is a beautiful moment for the queer community and the world — one that inspires thoughtful discussions and opens the door to more mainstream art that is rooted deeply in the theme of queer identity. ELI RALLO Daily Arts Writer “What kind of music do you like?” When this question is dropped on any date/Tinder conversation I’ve ever had, my heart hits my stomach. There’s the safe route containing my pop interests: “I adore Carly Rae Jepsen and Lorde. The new Charli XCX mixtape is full of jams. I’ve been a long time 1D fan,” etc. And then there’s the answer that’s a bit more true to form: “I’d literally cut my heart out for The Wonder Years. I feel a religious connection to everything Green Day has ever done. I shed a few tears during Jawbreaker’s reunion set at Riot Fest last year.” As a gay man in 2018, I often find it hard to reconcile my punk and queer identities, something that has bothered me due to the closely entwined history of these two cultures. Both punk and queer identities share the idea of “otherness” — not making the cut for normalcy, feeling disenfranchised from the state of the world and generally sticking out. The punk scene was often where queer- identifying people would be able to gather to have some sense of belonging. Punk is literally rooted in otherness, in the ability “to stick it to the man” and to live however you want, not how the world wants you to. The first time I heard the lyric “So fuck the world / And what it wants me to be,” off of “Hoodie Weather” by The Wonder Years, was the first time I began to have hope for any type of agency in my life. It was the first time I decided to fight back against the homophobia deeply ingrained in me from 13 years spent in Catholic school. About a year ago, I read an article by Tom Vellner on Noisey that lauded the merits of punk and “the scene” in helping him come out as a gay man after also spending years in Catholic school. The article mirrored my experiences in middle school and high school with almost startling accuracy. I have vivid memories of being enthralled by the melodrama of My Chemical Romance’s “I’m Not OK (I Promise),” and the sensual theatricality of Panic! At The Disco’s Brendon Urie helped me understand that it was just fine to be male and expressive at the same time. Senses Fail’s Pull The Thorns from Your Heart taught me that a period of self-hatred and denial was perfectly normal for queer people to go through, and hearing Billie Joe Armstrong belt out “Seventeen and strung out on confusion” from “Coming Clean” comforted me more than anything else when I was 17 myself. My first real crush ever was probably on Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy. This music was my first indication that I wasn’t an anomaly. As positive and heartwarming as the article was for me, I also find it to be a fairly uncommon experience in the modern world and among people my age. While I certainly know other queer punks, I’m more often greeted with surprise or a jabbing, “I used to love ‘Sugar We’re Goin Down’ when I was 15” when I tell other gays (usually men) about my musical passions. Despite the shared ethos of punk/emo music and queerness, there seems to be a disconnect in the general perception of their relationship by many gay individuals in the 21st century. This could be largely due to the mostly indie/hip hop obsessed bubble of Ann Arbor (the city where I first opened up to seeing men romantically), but I’d like to propose that it could be partly in response to the more open social climate of today’s world in comparison to the ’80s and ’90s. With the continuous deconstruction of social norms like gender and heteronormativity — which punk culture was one of the first to widely express and popularize (i.e. Pansy Division) in the last few decades of the 20th century — LGBTQ+ individuals may find it less necessary to seek comfort in marginalized, niche cultures that used to represent safe havens for the queer community. More queer people might be able to find comfort in shinier, more visible mainstream genres like pop and hop hop, or simply not feel the need for catharsis in music. While these are freedoms I wish I had growing up, brainwashed by conservatism and religion — I often had to sneak my sisters’ Britney Spears HitClips because boys weren’t supposed to enjoy “(You Drive Me) Crazy” — it’s a beautiful thing to witness an improving social climate where more and more LGBTQ+ people feel much less pressure from society. Yet, I’m also worried that the sparks ignited by the punk movement that have burned a path for this improvement are slowly being forgotten and degraded. The importance of this artform in queer identity is being further marginalized even by queer people themselves, chalking it up to meritless melodrama masked in aggressive guitar riffs and the quick pulse of a snare drum. Punk culture continues to degrade itself in the modern world through the perpetuation and almost overwhelming saturation of assault cases, most often by cis, straight white men. Despite today’s decaying relationship between queer and punk cultures, it should be remembered as a forerunner and advocator for queer rights and expression, as a place for those growing up without acceptance to go and finally turn themselves inside out. Punk music let me know it was OK to ride my sisters’ Barbie bike and to play Pretty, Pretty Princess with them and to love “The Powerpuff Girls” and, eventually, to look at a cute boy without a second of shame. On the division between queer and punk cultures DOMINIC POLSINELLI Senior Arts Editor REPRISE RECORDS ‘Fun Home’ creates art from identity and tragedy Fun Home Broadway MUSIC VIDEO REVIEW: ‘SISTER CITIES’ Just a few weeks ago, The Wonder Years put up a mys- terious website with a list of coordinates; these coordi- nates happened to be the loca- tion of posters spread across the globe — from Manhattan to Dublin to Sydney and many other places — each contain- ing a letter spelling out a password to unlock a teaser video for their forthcoming album Sister Cities. In the video, lead singer Dan Camp- bell offers a succinct thesis for their latest work: “It’s a record about distance, or maybe how little the distance matters anymore.” Last week, the band released the title track as the album’s lead single along with a music video directed by Josh Coll (formerly of Foxing). The song explores this idea of dis- tance and the interconnectiv- ity of the human experience. Both in composition and lyri- cism, The Wonder Years con- tinue to separate themselves from other contemporary rock bands, relaying emotionality that feels intimate to the lis- tener but is also immediately understood to be universal. Campbell belts out on the bridge, “I was just mange and skin and bone / You took me into your home / Kept warm on a blanket from your worn out winter coat,” leaving us with a hint of the comfort we experience in the people around us; reminding us that negativity and collapse aren’t permanent. The video chronicles the experiences of people staying at the same motel, mapping out different emotions in their separate lives and fol- lowing the maid who cleans up the aftermath — there’s destructive children, lovers in the bathtub, a duo dancing in a haze, a couple in a bitter argument and a family trying to cope with their displace- ment by a hurricane. Throughout the video, shots cut from delight and ecstasy to grief and anger, a breathless whirlwind of emotions as frantic as the track itself. Uniting these scenes in the common setting of the motel unites these emotions and experiences within all of us, conveying the cohesive essence of human nature. Toward the end of their teaser, Camp- bell adds that the record is “about how we all experience grief and suc- cesses in these alternating tidal waves of joy and devas- tation,” a perfect summary for the theme of their latest music video. If the lead single is any indication, The Wonder Years’s masterful storytell- ing is taken to new horizons and even greater heights on Sister Cities, one with a scope far vaster than the more per- sonally oriented narratives explored on their past few records. -Dominic Polsinelli, Senior Arts Editor HOPELESS RECORDS “Sister Cities” The Wonder Years Hopeless Records I’d literally cut my heart out for The Wonder Years. I feel a religious connection to everything Green Day has ever done. Punk music let me know it was OK to ride my sisters’ Barbie bike and to play Pretty, Pretty Princess with them COMMUNITY CULTURE NOTEBOOK MUSIC NOTEBOOK