“No role models and I’m here right now No role models to speak of Searchin’ through my memory, my memory, I couldn’t find one” – J. Cole Think of the first person you’ve ever admired. Perhaps you thought of someone in your neighborhood growing up or a family friend. Maybe you struggled with finding someone nearby. Role models do not have to be limited to older members living in your community. For many, to fill the void of suitable role models, there are always figures in culture to hold in high regard. Even growing up in a community where you feel like the outsider, at least there is always someone to relate with through another medium, the messages society and media feed to you as the ideal to aim to be. Think of the poise and confidence of Tom Brady evading defenders left and right in the passing pocket. The furrow in his eyebrows while being brought down by a defensive lineman, eyes still locked downfield to see if his receiver made the catch, crowd roaring. Or maybe it’s the character in the sitcom who is slightly awkward but still becomes the mediator at the right times and shines during their moment. Growing up can be hard, and part of that process of discovering yourself and finding your uniqueness inevitably involves having role models: individuals who you can look up to for assurance that going down your current path will be able to lead to a desired outcome. For individuals with the privilege of having someone who looks like them represent them on media, they are able to validate their every nook and cranny of their personality. For every quirk in character or behavior, human beings want to know they are normal. And for most people, there is that somebody, whether it be in the community or in media, who normalizes your behavior or personality and who acknowledges and represents your full humanity, full of nuance and complexity. For most of my life, I had no conception of what it meant to be a Korean-American man, to be able to envision myself in 20 years. The best representation was always my dad. Stern and stoic, his only interests were to make sure my sisters and I enjoyed prosperous lives in the future. His perceived one- dimensionality, a common stereotype of Asian parents, carried into the one-on-one conversations we had in car rides. (It would only be years later when I first initiated a conversation with my dad about my struggles when he shared his own hardships.) Feelings were never discussed. Instead, food was on the table, and I was put in varying extracurriculars to fill the time not in school. It was assumed that I would end up becoming successful somehow, always biding my time for a mythical future. What I didn’t have was any fathom of was what to do with the time in between. Looking for myself among the sea of faces on television, there was no one. Instead, the few times that do pop into mind were always varying permutations of the same stereotype of the nerd or the martial artist. Was it okay to be introverted but still possess a deep personality? Could I be interested in humanities but still pursue a career in the STEM field? It felt as though every time I deviated from my parents’ wishes, I was pushing the envelope in what society and the messages I grew up with expected of me, when it shouldn’t be that way. There is an undeniable connection that comes from seeing someone like you on television that can’t be mimicked no matter if there was a person of another background playing out your life’s key events. Representation also extends beyond just having role models. Representation also involves other deeper underlying issues. From corporations in America to the locker rooms, voting booths and Hollywood, Asian Americans are not being represented. This past year included both highs as well as lows in progress for increasing diversity in Hollywood. Though there may have been a slight mishap during the Oscars, “Moonlight,” a movie portraying a gay African- American teenager growing up in Miami won Best Picture. It’s a full-length movie that is able to portray the protagonist Chiron’s myriad of social identities as well as his daily struggles. The movie does a masterful job of depicting Chiron’s transition from boy to man, trying to figure out life like the rest of the audience. However, a low point last year was Matt Damon being casted as the lead for “The Great Wall,” a movie set in China where he “discovers” the secrets behind the Great Wall and plays savior. I know many people who ask, “What’s the big problem? Why does it matter who gets the lead role in a movie?” But when you’ve never come into contact with someone of another race in your entire life, the only image of a person that comes to mind are ones that are already saturated in culture. Unconscious bias plays a huge role, and media shapes it. This is a well-documented psychological phenomenon called implicit bias. Perhaps it doesn’t matter as much in casual social settings, but what about in the rooms of corporations while choosing new potential candidates? Think of a scenario when it comes down to two people, one with a more “exotic” sounding name and one with a generic English name, but with the exact same specifications. In a study from Ryerson University and University of Toronto, job applicants with more Asian sounding names such as “Soyou Han” were 20 percent less likely to get called for an interview than Anglo names like “John Smith.” As the person hiring, you can only think of the numerous shows you’ve seen with the immigrant speaking broken English, meek and shy, unable to be seen as a leader. In a 2015 study of Silicon Valley, Asian-Americans represented 27 percent of workers but only 14 percent of executives at the surveyed big tech firms. Perhaps for the company it was only a decision, but for me the message I got was simple: Asian Americans aren’t leaders. Who would you hire them? Representation matters. I’ll say it again. Representation matters. It is not just Asian Americans. There are other groups in this country who also do not have proper representation, such as those with disabilities. Representation that means being cast in those lead roles and being in front of the spotlight, but not in a way that relegates my heritage to the level of food on a sampler plate, only thought of as extra and as an appetizer for the main course. Representation in all its entirety and nuance, and all with individuals one can aspire to become. At the end of the day, human beings want few things. As social creatures, we desire friends and acceptance. For many individuals, there are ways to validate themselves through media. Nerdy band geek? You got it. Jock with a passion for art? You got it. However, there are people who do not have this same opportunity to feel empowered. Be that role model for another person. Show them that life does not have to be defined in neat little categories. Your quirks and character “flaws” can be your greatest assets. Maybe I would have still gone down my current path in life without any representation or role models, but damn, would it have been easier. No Role Models The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com Michigan in Color Monday, January 22, 2018— 3A YOUNG LEE MiC Columnist On the anniversary of President Donald Trump’s inauguration, congressional Democrats and Republicans failed to agree on a budget that would secure continued protection for the Children’s Health Insurance Program and Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals. As of now, this has resulted in political gridlock: While Republicans have pushed for CHIP, the Trump administration seems to be against protecting DACA. On the other hand, Democrats have been fighting to continue funding and support for both. While an argument can be made that this government shutdown is a direct result of the fight to protect CHIP and DACA — two programs that benefit people of color — it is important to understand the impact this fight will have on marginalized communities. Lack of action on CHIP and DACA More specifically, CHIP helps children across the country live healthier lives by granting children from low-income families access to medical care. Unfortunately, this program’s funding expired this past year, and no agreement has been met on supplying its future funding. Though CHIP only represents 3 percent of our total Medicaid costs, Republican opposition to the program may condemn low-income children across the United States to being raised without access to necessary vaccines and other health coverages. Up to 1.7 million kids may lose their healthcare in the upcoming weeks. In 2017, around 67 percent of CHIP recipients identified as people of color, which is why the loss of this program would result in severe ramifications for these communities. DACA, on the other hand, is a provision from President Barack Obama’s administration that guarantees two years of safety for undocumented individuals who arrived in the United States as minors, as long as they are registered with the federal government. Today, there are approximately 800,000 registered Dreamers who have been promised they could stay in the country. However, the current administration has issued threat after threat against undocumented individuals. This means that Dreamers — our friends, neighbors and classmates — who took a huge risk by sending their personal information to the federal government in order to register for DACA may now see this information be used against them. Even on campus, DACA has sparked a larger dialogue about what students, staff and faculty can do to protect undocumented students. Earlier in Trump’s presidency, Central Student Government even passed two resolutions supporting DACA. Later, after the president tried to pass his travel ban, University of Michigan President Mark Schlissel stated the University is committed to protecting the rights of all community members and will not release the immigration status of any students. Additionally, he assured students that campus police would not ask them about immigration or citizenship status while working on campus. “The leadership of the university is committed to protecting the rights and opportunities currently available to all members of our academic community, and to do whatever is possible within the law to continue to identify, recruit, support and retain academic talent, at all levels, from around the world,” Schlissel wrote in his Jan. 28 notice. The Trump administration’s visible disdain for people of color has been the cornerstone of the president’s policies since the beginning of his campaign. With this government shutdown, which we, the editors of Michigan in Color, feel is a testament to the lack of value the current administration places on undocumented individuals, his racist ideas and rhetoric are resulting in widespread failures of government that will cut off resources for many Americans. And perhaps unsurprisingly, people of color will be forced to bear a disproportionate amount of the burden. Effects of the shutdown Perhaps the most apparent consequence of a government shutdown is its effect on payment for federal employees. Those deemed “unessential” — roughly 700,000employees, the vast majority of all federal government workers — are now placed on furlough until Congress can reach a deal. This means that while Congress gets paid during the gridlock they created, over three-quarters of a million federal employees will not see a paycheck until a deal is reached (assuming that Congress passes a deal similar to one passed after the last shutdown, which granted back pay to furloughed employees). This pay freeze may seem relatively innocuous in the bigger picture; however, it’s crucial to understand the effect this will have on individual federal employees — especially those from marginalized groups. Starting after the Civil Rights Movement of the 1960s, African Americans began flocking to federal jobs with newly-available positions for Black applicants. While jobs in the private sector were (and still are) limited by racist and exclusionary policies, federal jobs were largely seen as open to all racial identities and agents of upward mobility. According to a study from the University of California, Berkeley, which was reported on by NPR, “among industries that pay blacks the highest wages, the biggest proportion of those blacks work in the public sector.” The article went on to state that the report found “the earnings gap between whites and blacks, which exists in all industries, is the narrowest in government… [and] for every dollar earned by white government workers, black women in government earn 89 cents and black men earn 80 cents. Overall, black women earn 85 cents and black men earn 74 cents for every dollar earned by whites.” As a result of this history, Blacks are vastly overrepresented in federal government roles. Despite making up only about 13 percent of the country’s population, African Americans occupy almost 20 percent of all federal jobs. As a result, it’s easy to see why this shutdown disproportionately affects the group. This inequitable distribution isn’t a crazy coincidence or an inconsequential fact, it’s representative of a bigger problem: People of color, and members of other marginalized identities, all too often must unfairly bear the burden of government gridlock. Additionally, the impact of halting the services these federal employees offer will harm some groups more than others. For example, 96 percent of Housing and Urban Development (HUD) will be furloughed as a result of the government shutdown. HUD was created to address housing needs for “America’s most vulnerable populations” — which the department defines as the working poor, minorities, Native Americans, people with disabilities, people with AIDS, the elderly and the homeless. In other words, the majority of the groups described as “America’s most vulnerable populations” are minority groups (and even groups that aren’t exclusively made up of people of color, like the homeless, see a disproportionate share of minorities). Services provided by other government agencies, such as the Environmental Protection Agency, will also be drastically reduced. According to Parlapiano and Yourish, 95 percent of employees at the EPA would be affected by a government shutdown, meaning many of the EPA’s services will be halted. Though this agency has a contingency plan that will allow it to operate for one week through a shutdown, if Congress is unable to bring this gridlock to a swift conclusion, crucial services — such as the regulation of air, water, pesticides, hazardous waste and the climate — will be delayed. The suspension of these services are more likely to impact people of color in a multitude of ways. For example, the regulation of air is imperative in safeguarding the health of people living near factories and other smog- producing industries, urban areas populated primarily by people of color. The final victims of the shutdown are children of color. According to a White House report from the 2013 fiscal year, over 6,300 low- income kids in six states couldn’t attend their Head Start programs in preschool during the shutdown, leaving them in need of a place to stay while parents were at work. The majority of the children who comprise these Head Start programs are ethnic minorities — 29 percent Black, 4 percent American Indian/Native American, 2 percent Asian, and 37 percent of Hispanic or Latino origin, according to a 2016 national report. Similarly, Women, Infants, and Children, a program that works to fund supplemental nutrition for women and their children has also been compromised. This program not only gives support for low-income families through educational programs, but also supplies postpartum and breastfeeding women with supplemental foods and vitamins for their newborns. This not only creates issues for many of the families that may already live in food deserts, but also for women who desperately need nutritional foods to nourish their child within the vital time period of the first 28 days to one year of breastfeeding. In short, the government shutdown disproportionately puts a further burden on marginalized communities. While we firmly believe that CHIP and DACA are important policies that should stay, people of color should not be the ones to bear the weight of this government impasse. What we see with this shutdown down is the further exacerbation of systemic inequality that negatively affects the income, occupations, living conditions and the health of people of color. Ultimately, this shutdown sends a message from the Trump administration that the needs of marginalized communities MiC Editorial Staff IMO (In MiC’s Opinion): The Government Shut down INTERESTED IN WRITING FOR MICHIGAN IN COLOR? 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