A thought popped into my head as I walked out of Hill Auditorium after a live Q&A with a politician I deeply respect, Hillary Clinton. I realized that, to my recollection, Clinton didn’t mention a single word about the mistakes her campaign made in 2016. To be sure, Russian interference, voter suppression and former FBI director Jim Comey’s statements had an enormous impact on the ultimate outcome. However, surely the Clinton campaign would change some aspects of their strategy if they could run all over again. I worry my blindness in the moment to Clinton’s mistakes is indicative of a larger, problematic trend in the United States. The American voter tends to mythologize the political figures we support, transforming them into heroes whom we project our hopes and dreams onto. Idolizing politicians in this way can only lead to disappointment and political fragmentation. The realities of modern campaigning exacerbate the American tendency to herald our chosen candidates as heroes. Campaigns run relentless ads exalting their candidate as a pillar of American exceptionalism and ruthlessly demonizing their opponent. For example, Ed Gillespie, Republican and Virginia gubernatorial candidate, ran a commercial about a month ago tying his opponent to the notoriously violent MS-13 gang. The words “Kill, Rape, Control” flash across the screen a split second before Gillespie’s opponent’s face appears. By contrast, the ad paints Gillespie as a conquering hero ready to vanquish the dangers of gang violence. Ads like these exploit primal human emotions like fear to convince voters that politicians exist as either evil villains or virtuous heroes. Viral marketing and social media further distort American perceptions of politicians. When we circulate memes of politicians online, when we watch politicians in funny late night TV bits and when we unquestioningly retweet politicians, we imbue our elected officials with celebrity status. This social media content and the short attention span of the internet reward charisma over policy substance. Additionally, the current extreme political polarization within the U.S. encourages unquestioned loyalty to and admiration for party candidates. Polls from 2014 indicate Americans are more likely than ever before to consistently express a liberal or conservative viewpoint. This ideological consistency carries over to people’s friend groups and social media; over a third of Americans only see one ideological viewpoint represented on their social media feeds. These sort of echo chambers encourage political groupthink by expressing the same opinions over and over again. If a voter observes near constant praise for their party’s preferred candidate online, they may be more likely to observe that politician as an infallible hero. The idolization of politicians carries troubling implications for American democracy. First, viewing politicians as heroes blinds voters to their candidate’s flaws. A perfect example lies in the Democratic opinion of Barack Obama’s economic policies. A Reuters poll from 2015 indicated 64 percent of Democrats believed Obama’s policies improved the economy. However, economic data indicates the economy has improved mostly for the rich, not for those of lower socioeconomic status, thus exacerbating economic inequality. Evidence indicates Obama’s policies directly contributed to the rise of the rich and stagnation of middle American incomes; when the economy collapsed, the Dodd- Frank Wall Street Reform Act left giant loopholes for financiers to jump through, instead of tightening regulations on big banks and Wall Street. Of course, this sort of blindness extends to the other side of the aisle. How else could 81 percent of white Evangelical Christians vote for Donald Trump (a man who brags openly about sexual assault and was pro-choice until 2011)? Though Trump’s behavior arguably violates Christian morals, Evangelicals voted for him because they believed the Republican party would advance important goals like pro-life legislation and curbing illegal immigration. Political idolization prevents voters from holding officials accountable for their policy and moral failures. When we put our politicians on pedastals, we imbue them with more power than they actually have to make change; this inevitably leads to disappointment. The U.S. political system was designed to preserve the status quo. Politicians aiming to make change must confront three branches of government, a bicameral legislature, federalism, factional and partisan politics and hostile special interests every step of the way. In recent years, about only three percent of bills considered in Congress became laws. The enormous gap between voter expectations and the legislative reality only breeds disappointment and resentment, as demonstrated by Congress’s current 13 percent approval rating. This sort of frustration may be a significant cause of America’s embarrassingly low voter turnout rate. Tempering our expectations may ultimately reduce our collective cynicism about the democratic process. Lastly, worshipping a single politician can blind voters to the merits of other candidates who may advance their interests. The phenomenon of the small amount of Bernie Sanders supporters who voted for Donald Trump demonstrates this danger. The proportion may seem insignificant at an estimated 12 percent. However, Trump’s margin of victory was very small in states like Michigan; perhaps those lost votes could have made a difference if they went to Hillary Clinton. Though Bernie falls ideologically left of Clinton, surely a President Clinton would have advanced policies more favorable to Bernie supporters than President Trump has. I’m not advocating adopting a jaded stance toward all politicians. Elected officials can be great role models, and I believe most are true patriots. I only ask we hold our favorite politicians accountable for their actions and not fall into blind devotion. I n discourse about politics, I see increased divisiveness, cynicism and an averseness to perspective and debate. In laying out the problematic ideas and beliefs I see coming from “democratic socialists,” I can confidently say (as someone who defines himself as a moderate/ centrist liberal) the terms “liberal” and “democratic socialists” are not synonymous. Political commentator David Sirota, a self-professed progressive liberal, states that “there is a fundamental difference” between a centrist liberal and a “progressive.” The term “progressive” or “democratic socialist,” which I find to mean the same, is normally a politically fiscal concept. According to Sirota, “‘liberals’ ... are those who focus on using taxpayer money to help better society.” He continues, “‘progressive’(s) are those who focus on using government power to make large institutions play by a set of rules.” In addition to this definition, I find “democratic socialism/progressivism” has developed an ideology where self-referentiality is the foundation of morality. Let me be clear: There are issues our country needs to fix. I certainly want and work for women to be treated respectfully, and that everyone, regardless of gender, race or religion, should receive equal opportunities. To me, this is simply being a good human. But when these morally sound baselines are hyper-contorted to fit ideology, not policy, the issues become misconstrued. There isn’t actually a push for progress, but rather a tit-for-tat competition of who can be the most “progressive.” One of the larger issues I’ve noticed is the “democratic socialist” mindset — a blind faith in some policies not because they are understood, but because they sound nice. This leads to easily- repeated phrases and slogans (“resist, resist, resist”) that, I guarantee you, most of their users do not understand. It’s just the “right thing” to say — and people retweet, like and pat them on the back for doing so. For example, some cite Bernie Sanders on the importance of free college education. A common solution provided is taxing more of the wealthy corporations so that our education could be paid. But do you understand the tax systems involved? Do you understand the necessary restructuring of existing policy? Do you reckon that some privileges might be taken away? I reckon that almost all these individuals who abide by such beliefs don’t know; rather, they faithfully follow the leader. This is highly problematic. Though reduced college fees certainly aren’t unreasonable, it is still our duty as citizens to understand policy and logically develop our own ideas, not base our logic in niceties and emotional rhetoric. In addition, the “progressive” movement has begun to use tactics scarily similar to the Tea Party’s, much of which includes their response to President Obama’s stimulus bailout package in 2009. What started as an issue on fiscal policy quickly became an organization that popularized and espoused some deeply questionable ideas, such as the birther movement, and welcomed problematic people, such as Donald Trump. In addition, people in the Tea Party had a sense of disdain for dialogue and believed the system doesn’t need to be improved, but destroyed. From my perspective, eerily similar notions from the “democratic socialists” are being espoused. The biggest difference is that the baseline notions of progressivism are good, but their intents are taken far out of proportion. An issue in “progressivism” is an aversion to introspection on the morality of the movement, since many of the underlying values are moral and just. Therefore, whenever there is a “screaming match” against a campus speaker, there’s a sense of a moral “high ground” because it is “in the name of” equality. Therefore, any action (though possibly uncouth and quite morally dubious) that defeats the “perpetrator” is acceptable. There’s no actual dialogue to question, to think about their own ideas and to debunk questionable notions. It’s just a mob looking for a person or group to blame and demolish. “Democratic socialism” now isn’t about change — it’s about getting even. I find that, in the name of increased dialogue, equality, justice and other good things, the “progressive” movement has played a bit of mental gymnastics with the semantics of these words. These words push politics into a competition, not actually hoping for true progress, but a sense of camaraderie among only certain individuals and a personal need for acceptance. The movement has become a contest of who can be more “progressive” and who needs to be done away with — rather than persuaded and reformed. Furthermore, the sense of morality is almost entirely based on self-referentiality. If only one person has qualms about a certain phrase, word or minute action, everything associated with that deed is regarded as morally problematic. Though this sometimes is fine, my problem is that “progressives” today deem this the end of the discussion. There are no follow-up questions, or only some social group can comment. Otherwise, any remarks are seen as unethical and an egregious act against a particular group of people. I hope that the Democratic Party, which I usually support, takes a step back and doesn’t adopt this ideology into its platforms. If the Democrats want to win in 2018, they must begin to distance themselves from this mindset. Though the baselines for this movement are things I work and advocate for, the aggressive, exclusionary, hyper-partisan rhetoric the “democratic socialists” push will only create more divide, which then creates more tumult to the chagrin of more retweets, more likes and smugger political sport. Opinion The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com 4A — Friday, November 3, 2017 REBECCA LERNER Managing Editor 420 Maynard St. Ann Arbor, MI 48109 tothedaily@michigandaily.com Edited and managed by students at the University of Michigan since 1890. 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The worst day of my life was not the night of my rape. It wasn’t printing out a coupon for Plan B the next day. It also wasn’t when I wrote my suicide note seven months later and went to bed hoping I wouldn’t wake up in the morning. It is this day, two months after my assault, sobbing in a strange bathroom for 45 minutes, that is seared into my memory. 1:15 p.m.: I am sitting in the waiting room of Planned Parenthood, slightly shaking as I fill out paperwork. Post-traumatic stress disorder is strange and unpredictable. It had my brain inputting my assaulter’s face on nearly all men in my life, avoiding walking anywhere from my usual routes and forgetting important details of that night only for them to come back in jarring flashbacks. I avoided intentionally thinking or talking about anything relating to my assault, which is why I waited to get tested for STIs and HIV until two months after I was raped. 1:43 p.m.: The results of my rapid HIV test are negative. We just need a urine sample for the STI test, the nurse says, adding that they won’t call me unless it’s proven positive. To say I am cautious regarding sex would be a huge understatement. I had always been so careful with condoms and birth control in order to minimize any risk of pregnancy and disease. The night I was raped, I was unsure of anything that occurred; I had no control in the situation. I remembered few details, and I didn’t trust his account. I felt so stupid. This never should have happened. How could I have let this happen to me? 2:28 p.m.: I have been sitting on the toilet for 30 minutes now, with the water running to garner a urine sample of any sort. The sooner I get this done, the sooner I can leave, I think, with tears streaming down my cheeks. Why me? I couldn’t look at myself anymore, feeling disgusted and betrayed by my own body. I remember looking in the mirror 10 minutes after my assault and telling myself that I was a whore. A controlling, long-distance ex-boyfriend would get angry when I partied and said that one day I would get raped. He was right. 2:41 p.m.: I shut the bathroom door behind me and tell the nurse I couldn’t do the urine sample between sobs. She takes me aside, and I tell her I was assaulted. She asks if I am seeing a therapist, I tell her I am currently seeing two. The first close friend I told said to not make a big deal about it. The first therapist I told said I needed to take responsibility for my drinking. I became more guarded than I ever had been. For months, I would stay up until early hours in the morning, searching the internet for resources to tell me if I was right or if they were. 2:52 p.m.: I finish the cup of water the nurse gave me and compose myself enough to walk out of the office. I schedule an appointment for 4:00 p.m. later that day in hopes my bladder will comply. Saying the word “rape” wasn’t something I could do until nearly a year later. Rape was violent and I never fought back that night; I just laid there and tried to get it over with as soon as possible. I remember thinking, “No I don’t want this and I don’t like him holding my head down, but I’m too drunk to fend him off and I said no earlier so why would he listen now and it will be over soon enough.” It wasn’t sex, I was just a body to masturbate into. What worth do I have now? Who would ever love a damaged girl? 4:12 p.m.: I return to the clinic in fresh makeup and finally complete the urine test. I don’t receive a call from the clinic, meaning I am clean. I breathe for what seems like the first time in months. I ache for all those girls who were before me, as I am sure I was not the only one. I ache for my friends who all say they have had something similar happen to them before. I ache for my parents who learned months later and never wanted to believe something like this could happen to their baby girl. But I don’t ache for myself. For months, I went into survival mode and did the absolute minimum to go on to the next day. I haven’t felt anything since the night where my body, trust and innocence were taken from me. As if under anesthesia, I feel pressure but no pain — just absolute numbness. MADISON Madison is an LSA student. David Kamper can be reached at dgkamper@umich.edu. This is the third piece in the Survivors Speak series, which seeks to share the varied, first-person experiences of survivors of sexual assault. TOM AIELLO | COLUMN FRANNIE MILLER | CONTACT FRANNIE AT FRMILLER@UMICH.EDU TOM AIELLO DAVID KAMPER