Opinion JENNIFER CALFAS EDITOR IN CHIEF AARICA MARSH and DEREK WOLFE EDITORIAL PAGE EDITORS LEV FACHER MANAGING EDITOR 420 Maynard St. Ann Arbor, MI 48109 tothedaily@michigandaily.com Edited and managed by students at the University of Michigan since 1890. Unsigned editorials reflect the official position of the Daily’s editorial board. All other signed articles and illustrations represent solely the views of their authors. The Michigan Daily — michigandaily.com 4A — Thursday, November 12, 2015 Claire Bryan, Regan Detwiler, Ben Keller, Payton Luokkala, Aarica Marsh, Anna Polumbo-Levy, Melissa Scholke, Michael Schramm, Stephanie Trierweiler, Mary Kate Winn, Derek Wolfe EDITORIAL BOARD MEMBERS Me and Ali A few years ago, my older sister spoke words to me that I will never forget. In the middle of a conversation about diet (which, as two physically active health enthusiasts, we have often), she remarked, “Oh, I definitely was this close” making a pinching motion with her fingers, “to having an eat- ing disorder.” She said this casually, as mundane as if she was telling me about the weather. I barely reacted; the comment registered in the back of my mind, but it was probably more out of annoyance than any real recognition of the problem with the words she had just spoken. Let me stop to clarify that my sister never formally had an eating disorder. For years, while I was still an active gymnast, I was annoyed at her dietary habits. In my naïve, 20-hours-of-practice-per-week, racing-metabolism mindset, I couldn’t begin to understand why, for example, on her birthday she would deny a perfectly delicious piece of chocolate cake. If we were on vacation in Maine for the summer she wouldn’t eat a single lobster roll, her favorite food, because “she couldn’t afford it.” Of course, it was my responsibility as the annoying younger sister to mock her by eating two of them and have ice cream for dessert. It wasn’t until my senior year of high school, when I had to quit gymnastics after repeat ankle injuries, that I thought critically about food for the first time. I became self-conscious, over- analytical and overly strict on what I ate. I still ate enough — for me, that has never been a problem — but I would be lying if I didn’t admit that the struggle was always there. I was where my sister had been, struggling to adjust to a drastically changed lifestyle that, food-wise, essentially came down to “calories in, calories out” reasoning. However, my sister and I are lucky. She found and then introduced me to a gym with a community of people I now count as some of my closest friends. Not only did the coaches and members of the gym provide physical activity, but also they provided an image of “healthy” that I now aspire to. Never, for as long as I have been a part of this community, has the emphasis been on appearance. Together, we have performance-based goals, which include both nutrition and activity. Though it took some adjustment, I can say today that my definition of beauty has changed from the physical shape of an individual’s body or the number on a scale to the capacity of that person to move and function. People tell me, “You’re not the ‘typical’ kind of skinny,” and I respond with, “I don’t want or need to be.” I also know people who appear thinner than me, but who lift twice as much weight, and that, to me, is also beautiful. At the risk of being cliché, I’ll go as far as saying that definitions of beauty and strength are not one-size-fits-all. Though the comment my sister made that day was in passing, I expect her words are true for a lot, if not the majority, of women today. If things had not gone the way they had for my sister and me, if our gym community had not guided me toward a new direction of health, I may have become one of the 30 million people in the United States currently suffering from an eating disorder. Inside of the gym there may be one, communal understanding of beauty and strength, but outside is a different world completely. I could drone on about the “Barbie culture” that’s portrayed in the media; how by praising the “thigh gap” and the “spring-break bod” society imposes an expectation on young women that is, simply put, a fantasy. I’m no expert on eating disorders, and I’m fortunate enough to never have been the victim of one. For this reason, I was hesitant to write this article. Who am I to talk about these things when the only perspective I have is of someone who can understand the temptation, but has never actually been there herself. Out of self-doubt, I asked a few friends to read this article, and subsequently each of them echoed feeling “borderline eating disorder” in the past. The position I’m in is not uncommon, so what’s to keep the scales from tipping? There’s more encouragement to succumb to these pressures than to go against popular images of attractiveness to create your own vision of health. It’s easy to become desensitized to this topic, which is why my original reaction to my sister’s comment was so understated. Perhaps it’s because there are countless articles, just like mine, calling for attention to the fact that jokes about body image mask very real turmoil within. At the time, while I listened to my sister’s words, I was one of those desensitized people. It’s only after experiencing it in a tiny way, and being exposed to it through friends and family, that I understand the gravity of this issue is fundamentally overlooked. — Grace Carey can be reached at gecarey@umich.edu. GRACE CAREY L et’s establish something right off the bat: Knowing things is the worst. I’m not refer- ring to some sort of “ignorance is bliss” ideology, or the distress of comprehending the world’s prob- lems, or even the annoyance of being unable to recall something you are posi- tive you know when you suddenly need it. Rather, knowledge is the worst because of the frustration I get from try- ing to remember what it was like not to know something. It’s some- thing that educators and people in communications positions under- stand deeply and must deal with constantly: the challenge of com- municating or teaching something you understand to someone who is uninitiated to the topic. It’s terrible. This problem, called the “Curse of Knowledge,” is something I run into primarily in two very specific situa- tions: when writing essays about top- ics I’m entirely familiar with, and when I’m talking to kids and trying to remember what I knew at their age. Had I already learned about the planets in this grade? Would it be strange for me to ask this student what they might want to study after high school? When was it that I real- ized that the only thing I really need to know is that the mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell? Thus, I’m taking a very special opportunity here to lay out some of my current knowledge and assump- tions on a very specific topic before I have the chance to ruin it with actual experiences. This weekend, I’m turn- ing 21 (insert party horn noises here), and I will be permitted by federal law to partake in the consumption of ethanol. Along with this rite of pas- sage, there will come some oppor- tunities to try certain activities I’ve never had the (legal) opportunity to try out — namely, bar-hopping. Cur- rently, I have a variety of sources and media that I can draw on to paint a picture of what I think bar life is like, but I really can’t be sure just yet what is and isn’t true. So, to date, the mental picture I have of bar-going is this: My night will start with either an encounter with a meaty bouncer outside a bar whom I must battle for entrance, or I will kick my way through dou- ble doors to stand in some dusty, sepia-colored light while the saloon goes quiet. Considering my plans for my birthday outing, both seem equally possible. Then, I will hang out for hours in the same booth with my friends and our rotating cast of significant oth- ers (or did I just get that from “How I Met Your Mother?”). At some point, there will be a bar fight. Guaranteed. It will also possibly be over me, but that isn’t guaranteed. It might just be over misplaced testosterone. I realize that some bars are differ- ent, so some elements of any of these possibilities are circumstantial. For instance, I’m aware that it’s only in particular lounge-like bars that I will need to drape myself over a piano and sing seductively. Other venues might require some seductive dancing instead. The bottom line is that I will at least be seducing someone (some people?) somehow. Later in the night, I will find myself sitting across the bar from a worldly and wise bartender who will listen to my stories and give me sage advice like “That’s rough, buddy” and “Please stop opening those sugar packets and dumping them on the counter. Where did you even find those?” Before the night is over, we will partake in a piece of classic banter: They try to cut me off and I claim that I know when I’ve had enough. They will then nod with approval and I will know that I have finished the last stage of initiation into bar life. I’ve made it. Basically, what I’m getting out of this exercise is that, even without the “Curse of Knowledge,” I have no idea what I’m doing, and I’m glad I have some older friends to take care of me. So, there’s my baseline of my 20-year-old thinking concerning my bar expectations: ignorant but probably not too far off. I plan to use this article in the future as a resource to support a larger argu- ment about how stupid past me was — something that far-distant- future me is probably also thinking about not-so-far-distant me as well. This is the beauty and the progres- sion of the “Curse of Knowledge,” to always look back on your past self and cringe. Nature is amazing. — Sarah Leeson can be reached at sleeson@umich.edu. The curse of knowledge and barhopping SARAH LEESON No help for the highways The state legislature should be more specific in its road plans FROM THE DAILY Y ear after year, Michigan’s roads deteriorate at a rate that ongoing repairs cannot keep up with. In an attempt to finally address this issue, the state legislature recently passed a comprehensive bill that promises to provide an additional $1.2 billion to the Michigan Department of Transportation and local governments over the next six years. Despite the near- unanimous agreement that our roads are in need of repair, the spending package — backed largely by Republicans — has proven to be quite controversial. While apparent improvements to roads are needed now, the proposed solution delays action for years and isn’t transparent about its spending re-prioritization. Though highly unlikely, Gov. Rick Snyder should consider vetoing the proposed bill in the hope of passing a more specific road infrastructure plan. Currently, the Michigan public road system is the ninth-largest in the nation. Though the road system is extensive, just 19 percent of Michigan’s local government leaders rate their county’s roadways as being in good condition. Similarly, the average Detroit-area motorist pays $536 on car repairs due to poor road conditions, and the annual statewide cost of crashes resulting from road conditions totals $2.3 billion. The bill currently on its way to Snyder’s desk is hardly the state’s first attempt to improve our roadways. In early May, voters were presented with Proposal 1, a referendum that aimed at increasing funding for highways through a 1-percent sales-tax increase, alongside other measures. The proposal was voted down during the state’s spring election with a record-shattering vote of roughly 1.4 million to 351,000. Many of those who voted against the proposal felt it placed an unfair burden on households, which is a similar sentiment to the opposition the current bill faces. However, the public will not have a say on the recent roads package since it isn’t a ballot initiative. The proposed legislation stipulates that a portion of its funding will come from cuts to the state’s general fund. The fund — which is responsible for financing state initiatives, such as education, healthcare and other public services — totaled approximately $10 billion at the close of the last fiscal year. Over the past few years, the Snyder administration has slashed the general fund, including a $103 million cut that shifted money away from the State Police, the Department of Education and Department of Environmental Quality to decrease the budget deficit. It’s difficult to find an area in the general fund that hasn’t been diminished by deficit-reduction measures and even harder to find an area that is able to endure further decreases in funding. The Michigan Legislature should have specified within the bill currently before Snyder exactly what funds will be cut from the general fund. This would make Michigan residents more aware of potential harmful effects of the bill. Currently, the bill offers no such specificity, so few assumptions can be made other than the fact that critical state services could suffer from lower funding. With a $600 million cut to the general fund accounting for half of the bill’s costs, the remaining half must come from other sources. If Snyder signs the bill into law, Michigan citizens would pay more out of pocket for vehicle-related costs through a 20-percent increase in vehicle registration fees and an additional fuel tax of 7.3 cents per gallon. Though this new tax is presented as an equitable solution, the bill’s sponsors do not recognize its potential negative impacts on certain segments of the population. The new policy is effectively a regressive tax — one that disproportionately affects citizens of lower socioeconomic status. For a better infrastructure, the state legislature must work toward a bipartisan solution that spreads the costs in a fairer distribution. Additionally, our lawmakers must recognize that further cuts to the state’s general fund will have significant consequences for citizens throughout Michigan. The state legislature cannot continue diminishing crucial programs like public education and health care; our government must consider alternative ways to raise revenue to improve the road system. The things we don’t like hearing TO THE DAILY: I’m a proud liberal. I was raised in an intellectual household by two politically active parents who taught me to stand up for those less fortu- nate than me, those who are bullied and oppressed, and to fight for the rights of all humans. What happened at Yale Univer- sity and the University of Missouri this week frightens me. I watched the videos. I saw an assistant pro- fessor, a woman whose job it is to teach and stand up for the rights of all students, harass and threaten a student photographer for taking pic- tures on public property because he was encroaching on a “safe space.” I saw students lose their minds that a professor would encourage the exchange of varying ideas because they feel “threatened.” I saw people standing up for what they mistaken- ly believe is their right to stamp out voices they don’t agree with. But the most disheartening thing I saw was a young Yale student scream- ing the words, “(College) is not about creating an intellectual space … It’s about creating a home here.” I don’t know about anyone else, but I chose to spend tens of thou- sands of dollars to go to school so that I could surround myself with ideas and philosophies and to learn. If I wanted a “home” or a “safe space” that shelters me from things that might offend me, I could have just stayed home with my par- ents. We must ask ourselves: is this the mentality that will inherit the world? It’s one I want no part of, and it’s one that scares me. What about an idea makes a per- son feel “unsafe,” anyway? There’s no threat of physical violence from an idea, certainly. The way I see it, what it comes down to is basically students saying, “I don’t like that people are allowed to disagree with me. Change it or I will leave the college.” If that’s the case for you, maybe you should leave. Education is too important to bend to your every need. I hope you don’t leave. I hope you find the strength to hear other peo- ple say things that you may not like. I hope you learn that disagreeing is not the same thing as not listening. I hope you learn to learn. I’m a proud liberal. This is not the liberalism I know Michael Shapiro LSA sophomore Asking the hard questions TO THE DAILY: The Diversity Summit is underway. Between Nov. 3 and Nov. 14, we have been, and will be, coming together for talks, panels, cafe discussions, a community assembly with Uni- versity President Mark Schlissel and more, all to mark a collective re-commitment to diver- sity, equity and inclusion on campus. Many of us are hard at work, developing a strategic plan that will map the future. Our summit coincides with a week during which, on campuses across the country, stu- dents walked out, rose up, went on strike and banded together in response to racist acts and a climate that harbors them. In Berkeley, Calif., high school students protested the discovery of a computer message that included a racial epithet, references to the Ku Klux Klan and lynching. In New Haven, Conn., Yale Univer- sity students gathered to demand a response to the exclusion of Black female students from a fraternity party. In Columbia, Mo., a student hunger striker has been joined by members of the football team in a protest against the use of racial slurs and the posting of swastikas. We are not strangers to racist acts and exclusion at the University. The #BBUM cam- paign grew out of this atmosphere. Students responded to a theme party, “World Star Hip Hop Presents: Hood Ratchet Thursday,” which drew upon negative stereotypes of Afri- can American culture. #BBUM, the “1,000 Speak Out for Racial Justice” and the discus- sions that followed reveal how our campus is not yet the equitable and inclusive community to which we aspire. The Diversity Summit is an opportunity to talk about hard questions. What can we learn from the examples in Berkeley, New Haven, Missouri and elsewhere? How does our Uni- versity address incidents on campus? Can we prevent them in the future? Will the diversity initiative tackle issues like policing and racial profiling? How might the University’s strate- gic plan foster a safe, inclusive and equitable climate? How will the University address racial tensions in classrooms, residence halls, elsewhere on campus and in the Ann Arbor community? Be there, be heard. Amanda Alexander Assistant Professor and Post-doctoral scholar in Afroamerican studies Matthew Countryman Professor, Dept. History and American Culture Martha S. Jones Professor, Dept. History and Dept. Afroameri- can and African studies Austin McCoy Rackham student Send letterS to: tothedaily@michigandaily.com LETTER TO THE EDITOR Send letterS to: tothedaily@michigandaily.com LETTER TO THE EDITOR