'P 1 RS PP FC TTV V Pgpi- Thrro- l/ Lt V= J %_0 Z Z. / tl s u r l !./.! t 5 F" THE THREE RAVENS by Gerald Burns F OR A LONG TIME before it actu- ally happened, they knew that the nie, white-haired old lady was going to die. When they came into the house they walked silently on rubber-soled shoes, and going up the stairs they let their soft, sympathetic hands roll along the polish of the ban- nister. When they got to their rooms they were careful not to slam doors so that the walls would not tremble and annoy the poor old soul lying downstairs in her bed, her white-sheeted with homey .quilted red. and white blankets bed. If they met in the hall (at least, the two of them) they would stop and whisper to each other sadly, "I guess she's nearly gone, poor thing. Poor soul." There was, first of all, the German in- structor. He had the back room, the small, squared off space with two win- dows looking back over the garage. On the walls of this lovely room there were pictures which he had clipped from var- ious art books and magazines; and in one corner of the room he had his li- brary, two book cases set next to each other at an angle to form a sort of cozy corner. On the desk were his ink wells (red for the examination papers and rich blue for hiscasual writing. Purple for the special stationery), his pens, rubber bands, pencils and scratch pa- per. Over the door leading into his clothes cloet he had hung a fragment of a large tapestry, beautifully colored yet dignified with the stains of age. In the front room, the large room which extended across the entire width of the house, was the sophomore who had moved out of hisfraternity because of the noise. There is nothing to say about him except that he was large and a very nice chap. He read occasionally, borrowing books from the German in- structor. The suite at the side of the house, comprising one large room with a small annex called a bedroom, was occupied by Mr. Webb, the graduate student. He had two book cases full of books which he liked to see but which he seldom read. Neither the German instructor nor the sophomore liked him. He was, in a pe- culiar sense, strange and not one to be trusted. DURING THE ILLNESS the German instructor and the sophomore were unusually careful, of course, not to write on their typewriters, for the clack- ing jsr of the keys shook the walls, fra- gile, and old and dry. Downstairs that noise would go, down through the side of the house and into the dark room where the puffy dry lady lay with her medi- cines that smelled of real death. The German instructor was careful now to have all his examination papers cor- rected in the afternoon so that his mov- ing around would stop early and so that the old lady would get plenty of healthy sleep, even if she was going to die. You can't do too much for the sick and aged, you know. And when he jauntily visited the German Inn (band every Friday and Saturday night) he would make a sin- cere effort to return to his room early, before she had fallen asleep. But he was such a tall, lanky sort ofchap that he would make noise even when he tried to be quiet. Stumbling on the stairs, knock- ing against doors, apologizing in his genuine British accent-pleasant to hear if you were healthy. Now the sophomore was overly solici- tous of the progress of the good woman's illness. When the doctor came in the morning and afternoon during that last week he would stop him and ask in half a whisper, "How is Mrs. Gauss doing?" The doctor didn't mind telling him, but he was careful always to rub one fatty- pink tipped finger over the bulbousness of his lower lip (just as they are always doing in the movies) before he spoke. This impressed the sophomore, who had never been nearer to death than this be- fore in his life. An aunt of his had died five years ago, but he had seldom seen her in life. In fact, he wasn't at all certain for a long time of which aunt it had been; for he was so young then. But about this pleasant, white-haired old woman-well, he was greatly con- cerned. There was no intimate bond be- tween them, but the sophomore knew' that one man's death diminished his life. No man, he realized, is a peninsula. THERE WERE GOOD REASONS for the dislike which the German in- structor and the sophomore had for the graduate student. -He said, without any nonsense about it, that it meant nothing to him whether or not the old lady died. "It will," he admitted grudgingly, "mean of wet thread on the yellow ivory of his head, came sometimes to sit beside her in the room. If she was conscious he might say, "Mr. Wilde asked about you today," smiling so that his false teeth showed up beautifully, slips of spark- ling porcelain laid in two rows under his lips. And Mrs. Gauss would smile as best she could, though she was on the point of death, "Tell him I am as well a's the Lord wants me to be." She knew herself, though that her death was an impossibility, ridiculous. At anyrate, the two of them, man and wife for thirty years, would quietly hold hands, think- ing of Lord knows what. Maybe of the life behind them and the bed usmade, or of the simple chandelier or of the doctor bills that were coming. When her maker politely inquired what good quiet would be to a dying woman, especially one under the influence of a strong seda- tive; and the German instructor indig- nantly went back to his room. That same evening he wrote, in violent long- lrand, an essay which he was tempted to entitle The Inhumanity of Mani tiMau. Mr. Wilde, the sophomore, a qualified fraternity man, as first tried to approach the graduate student on the basis of good fellowship. He knocked on the door one of those last nighs and came into the room with a cigarette held be- tween his fingers. Mr. Webb recognized him courteously enough but made no ef- fort to rise from the chair on which he was sitting, working in front of his type- writer.. "Look, Webb," Mr. Wilde said graci- ously, "I know how you feel about the whole business, but how about giving the old gal a break?" He was smiling. "She's probably going to die, and the least we can do is to be quiet for a couple of days. I don't mind the noise myself, of course, but it makes her nervous." "That would be unfortunate if it were true," Mr. Webb said, not lifting his fingers from the keys, "but I have work to do." This angered the fraternity brother, and he drew his eyebrows up into a look of extreme seriousness. "Look here now, fellow," he said brusquely, "you can't go around always doing what you want- to do. There are other people in the world, you know." "I'm busy," Mr. Webb told him. The fraternity brother glared viciously at him and left the room, slamming the' door so that the old walls shook and caused Mrs. Gauss downstairs to draw her own brow up into an expression of pain. Her.husband, who had been sit- ting beside her in the yellow light of the 'night lamp, took one of her hands in his and rubbed the wrist. "You'll ask him to leave when you get well," he said con- solingly. Mrs. Gauss smiled. MRS. GAUSS' HEART beat with greater and greater difficulty until the doctor was forced to admit to her husband that the possibility of a re- covery was almost nonexistent. He told this to Mr. Gauss while the two of them were standing in the living room amid the confusion of red padded back chairs and spindle legged tables and artificial peonies, told him talking over his pink tipped fingers to the floor, then packed his bag with all the small things which he had removed and left. Mr: Gauss dropped onto a couch and put his head into his hands. After a while he began to weep, the saltiness of tears rolling like a warm sea down over his parched cheek and onto his lips. He blew his nose into his handkerchief and tried to pray, knelt in a fury of passion on the rug before the couch and turned his fade toward the ceiling. "Oh, Al- mighty, Merciful God in Heaven," he cried to himself. "Do not take her away from us. She is good and kind. We love her. Please, God-Please." Then he was so overcome that his head dropped onto the cushions of the couch, and he con- tinued to weep until the nurse, going to, the kitchen for some water, saw him and persuaded him to eat a plateful of bacon and eggs. He wept, though, even into his food. Mr. Wilde, to whom the terrible truth was told the same evening, was pro- foundly shocked. He bit at his lower lip and pounded one fist into the other, rubbing the knuckles with the palm of his other hand. "I guess we all have to take it some time," he consoled Mr.. Gauss, touching the unhappy old man on the arm. "It just happens that way." Then he left, feeling his feet like leaden weights. The German instructor and Mr. Webb reacted to the news somewhat less in- (Continued on Page Four) Illustrted by CLIFF GRAHAM some temporary inconvenience to me; but that is all. What else?" Now, there is no hard and fast answer to such a question, but the old lady was such -a sweet thing. She used to bring them all cookies when she baked-three warm, raisin centered cookies in a white china saucer. The German instructor once asked her for the recipe. She was dy4ig now all right. Lying downstairs in her room, in the room which had kept her body for thirty years, ever since the house had been built. Her old face was blue where the shadows struck, aud her hands, which lay like withered fruits on the whiteness of the turned down sheeting, were ridged with blue, pulpy veins. Sometimes she moaned and looked with heavy eyes around the ceiling, stared at the simple chandelier or turned her head sideways and tried to read without her glasses the writing on the sides of the brown medi- cine bottles. Her husband, a small man with white-blond hair plastered like lines pains became so intense than another drug injection was.necessary, hr. Gauss would kiss her on the forehead (with a tiny tear globe clinging'in the corner of his eye) and leave the room. ON THE SECOND FLOOR during those last days a minor crisis de-. veloped. The German instructor and the sophomore aligned against the grad- uate student. There would be a casual talk between them, of course, for neither the instructor nor the sophomore had quite the courage to pass the graduate student without recognizing him; but it was intended that he notice the calm disgust they felt for him. The German instructor went so far as to knock in- cautiously on his door one night when he was typing on the clacking machine (which sent noise down through the side of the house into the old woman's room) to ask him, in a well modulated voice, to be a bit more quiet for the sake of Mrs. Gauss, who was dying. The noise