Thursday, August 1, 2013 8 1 1M 11 IThe Michigan Daily - michigandaily.com Sky Ferreira is an indie singer/songwriter and a legitimate angel. Tm p really realize what this meant. Until I got there, that is. Day One After a train ride and a two- mile walk that tortured me with anxious anticipation, similar to that of Christmas morning, my whole body lit up as I was final- ly allowed to "walk down the stairs" to the festival entry. I do have to admit how satisfying it was walking past those painfully long lines to get in and stopping at the 10-person-long line at the press check in. Standing there, I tried hard to conceal my hard- core staring at the people I was in line with. Everyone seemed so official, so legitimate ... and then there was me. I wasn't going to let myself become intimidated, I told myself - though I'd be lying if I said I wasn't already a little. Finally I was all checked in, all credential-ized with this new pur- ple tag accessorizing my camera. Then I paused. Now what? I didn't know what to do, where to begin, now that Iwas here, and by myself, and this was really happening. I checked the schedule and Frankie Rose had just begun her set, so I rushed over to the Blue Stage to start shooting. I approached the fence where the security guard stood and I tried to get through. All of a sudden, I was standing right in front of the stage with the whole gated-in crowd behind me. I was maybe five feet from Frankie Rose. As she belted "Night Swim," a single off her latest album, I was in complete and utter awe. It was as if my motor skills had become disabled. It took me a minute to regain my consciousness and start actually doing what I was there to do. I took a total of about 10 pic- tures before I was pushed out of the way and yelled at to leave by some (typically) huge and scary security guards. What's going on? Ijustgot here ... and now I have to leave? I suppose my confusion was blatant; one of the other photogs explained to me that we could only be in the "pit" for the first three songs of each artist. Man, did I feel out of the loop. I wanted to make sure that I was on time for the next show so that I could be there for the whole three songs and - who knows! - maybe take 11 photos instead of 10. Mac DeMarco came up next on the Green Stage, so I headed over to get in line. The day was only beginning, and I already felt overwhelmed, both mentally and physically. I was drenched in sweat from the glaring sun, and I evidently had a lot to get the hang of. But Mac DeMarco made none of that matter anymore. His goofy, free-spirited energy made me and the whole crowd so pumped up and excited to be there in this moment, and this whole. week- end for that matter. Even while I was fighting my way through the crowded pit full of photographers to get the shots to do him justice, I caught myself smiling and laugh- ing and jamming out with him. and his naturally great voice and stage persona. It was during this show that I encountered my first round of chills from P4K 2013. I walked out of that pit with literal "WOW"s spilling out of my mouth, even though I wasn't really saying it to anyone in particular. He is awesome. This is awesome. Adren- aline rushed through my body as I reflected upon what had just hap- pened. Beinga fan is a ton of fun, but being a photographer for the show - having a purpose, work- ing alongside all these artists, both the photographers in the pit and the ones performing onstage created for an energy - that was unexplainable. The rest of my night followed in a similar fashion with more and more chills, albeit in a folksier way, as I attended Woods, Mikal Cronin and Joanna Newsom. Newsom's ethereal serenades had everyone (especially me) under a spell. I photographed my three songs, got out and just lied down in the grass in the middle of all these people without knowing a soul. But I didn't have to. Right there, in that moment, nothing else mattered. The peaceful tri- angle of intimacy between me and the crowd and Joanna New- som was pure magic. What I was doing was magic. Today was magic. Day Two I went into day two with a confidence that I had lacked the day before. I finally felt accus- tomed to the way things worked, where to go and when. The cool- est part was that this was actually starting to feel like the so-called "real world." I wasn't in some college fantasy land anymore; I was working alongside photo- journalists and reporters from all over the country from impor- tant publications. And yet we were all there, together, doing the same thing. For the first time ever, I felt like a real journalist, like what I was doing mattered "A photojournalist's dream realized in Chicago's Union Park By KATHERINE PEKALA Daily Photo Editor It was just two years ago when I, a recent high school graduate, was blown away by the magic of Pitchfork Music Festival for the first time. I still remember the chills that crept through my body as I witnessed those artists cre- ate brilliance. This time around - acting as a photographer and reporter rather than just a care- free fan - I had doubts about how the festival would pan out. While I would be traveling back home to Chicago to attend Pitchfork, I wouldn't have the luxury of wandering around wherever my heart desired. This Graduation day year, I would be lugging around my three cameras, a backpack full of lenses and a tag titled, "Press," that ultimately felt the heaviest of them all. To all of the other attendees, I was no longer an "us," but rather a "them" - a member of The Press. My job, first and foremost, was to cap- ture the essence of the festival through my cameras, not just my brain. Now, taking photographs is second nature to me, so I didn't Graduation day - the day we all look forward to our whole lives. After all, it's the time we finally receive our "golden ticket" that, gets us into the workforce. I should be jumping for joy - no more SARA exams, all- SHOUHAYIB nighters and endless pages of reading to do that make me want to gouge my eyes out. I'm about to graduate from one of the most amazing universities in the world. I mean, I should be happy, right? The truth is, I've never been more scared in my life. But before I get into all of that, I want to rewind back to the day that I got accepted as a transfer student from Grand Valley State University. I was on vacation in Florida with my friend Alex in March 2010 when my Mom called me. When I saw her name pop up on my caller ID, I was positive she was calling just to fulfill her paren- tal duty and make sure I was doing all right. But when I answered, she said something that caught me off guard. "Hello, Miss Wolverine," she said. I thought she was getting me confused with my sister for a second - she also went to school here. Once I realized she really did mean to call me, I went screaming and running around like I had just won the lottery. I remember think- ing it was the best day of my life. And in hindsight, it still kind of is. Being a transfer student as a sophomore was tough, though. Everyone had already made their friends as freshman, and I felt like a fish out of water. I joined club volleyball, WOLV-TV and the Lebanese Student Association. I quickly made friends, and I start- ed to feel a little more integrated into University life. However, I wasn't the typical college student - and with only a week left, I don't think I ever will be. I didn't go to my gradu- ation ceremony for any of my departments or walk in May with my class. I wasn't a big partier, I hated going to football games and I went home a lot to see my family. I consistently complained about classes being stressful and always said things like, "Ugh, I'm so over school." But now that that time is here and it actually is going to be over, I feel entirely different. To be frank, all I want to do is bundle up in my bed with Edy's Cookies 'N Cream ice cream while clicking through past Facebook photos of my college journey and bawl my eyes out. I can't help but be upset that I'll no longer be a Michigan student anymore and that Ann Arbor will no longer be my home. For the first time in my life, I don't have a plan. I don't have a job lined up or any real agenda when it comes to the next few months. The non-structured life that I'm about to enter scares me more than the creepy little girl from "The Ring." At the end of the day, Ann Arbor raised me. Despite feeling all of that though, I'll refrain from acting like the world is coming to an end. Instead, I'll pick my head up and reminisce with elation that I was blessed to be a Michi- gan Wolverine. For I'm thankful for the wonderful friendships that were formed, the beautiful mem- ories that were made, the knowl- edge my professors provided me and for the person my University experience made me become. I will miss Ann Arbor every day - it will always be one of my favorite cities on the planet. At the end of the day, it was essentially what raised me. I came here as a girl, and I'm leaving as a woman. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know what life has in store for me and I'm starting to come to the realization that that's OK. It's true, what they say - you never really know what you've got until it's gone. I'm not ready to say goodbye, but I don't think I ever truly will be. It's time to close this chapter of my life with no regrets, and smile about the fact that no matter what I'll always be a Michigan Wolverine. I will end my final piece with a quote I have engraved on my bracelet that I wear everyday, "Wherever you go, go with all of your heart - and forever go blue." -Sara Shouhayib can be reached at sarasho@umich.edu. t seems like I can't turn a kids ruining everything. corner these days with- If only there were some recent out some baby boomer or University news story that could Generation highlight the role of student politi- X'er blaming cal activism and empathy in our "young people" day and age proving those old gee- for our coun- zers wrong. Alas, there is none, try's current as our young, lazy generation's failures. "Kids impact on politics in general is at these days best minuscule. aren't as politi- My fellow Millennials - this is a cally active as JAMES call to action. when I was BRENNAN The truth of the matter is our a student!" lack of political activism is really they'll claim, about a lack of care for one anoth- fully deciding that apathy from er. Not only are we hurting each young Americans is the most valid other with our focus on "me," but target for criticism - and definite- we're setting up the next genera- ly not just the easiest. "Just look tion for an awful fate. Only a truly at Ann Arbor," they say, "students selfish and immoral group would have no representation on city pass on massive debts without even council and never get involved attempting to pay the bill, go to war in local government." Sure, this and kill thousands ofinnocent peo- assertion fails to mention what I ple, imprison the poorest and most see as gerrymandering of council disadvantaged among us at mon- districts to effectively silence the strous rates and bet on an economy 40,000-plus student voices when of selfishness and inequality that it comes to local elections (not to breeds disaster after disaster - just mention that baby boomers claim like all of us Millennials have done. their involvement was mainly in For this is a "We the People" national issues, like the Vietnam government, and it's our awful War) - but let's not get caught up decision-making that has led to in semantics. The point is, college the country's many recent atroci- kids these days don't care about ties - and no, our elders are not important issues - at least not in being hypocritical when blaming the way our parents did. our choices for societal problems But it's not just baby boom- while chastising our lack of politi- ers, for even the cool, young Joel cal participation. The economic Stein of Time magazine criticizes deregulation, the War on Drugs, the Millennial generation for our the beginnings of our massive apparent failure as a group, call- debt - sure, literally no one in our ing us the "Me me me" genera- generation had even been born yet tion. "You're too selfish!" they yell. when this all started in the late Unlike those before us, we don't 1970s, but that doesn't mean it isn't care about other people and are far not our parents' fault. too concerned with chasing mate- Please, wise elders, forgive my rial things , commitment-free sex young naivete in reelecting former and connecting to people through President Bill Clinton - I was only boxes and screens instead of in three yearsold. His repeal ofGlass- person. We need to learn how our Steagall, signing of the Defense parents lived, because it's us dumb of Marriage Act and bombing and sanctions against Iraq certainly were my doing, and I must - along with the whole generation that allowed for such atrocities to occur on their watch - apolo- gize. Similarly, we must all take our blame for the continued wars under former President George W. Bush. My generation was in so much fear from 9/11 - those of us who were actually old enough to comprehend what it meant when it happened, thatis - thathe seemed like a safe choice. We were such foolish middle schoolers when we put him back in office. It's time we man up and make a difference. Thankfully, our parents came to the rescue and turned out en masse to elect President Barack Obama, a man whose administration has been criticized by many in our gen- eration for trying to protect our country, fight corruption and pro- mote freedom while we "Occupy Wall Street." Will we ever learn? My fellow Millennials - it's time we man up and make a difference. Get a decent education. Try to do something other than smoke weed and go on Reddit. Make something of yourself. And most important of all, when we're given the amazing gifts of hard work and opportunity from our parents, let's notsquander them with selfish, stupid decisions, ignoring our own role and blam- ing the next generation for our terrible mistakes. -James Brennan can be reached at jmbthree@umich.edu. Thursday, August 1, 2013 The Michigan Daily - michigandaily.com --the Seeing Red: Jeremy Lee has a message for his peers - rather than voting for Congressional representatives pOuiurn based on their advertisements and appearance, look at their individual accomplishments. Go to michigandaily.com/blogs/The Podium for more. The lamest generation?' r- --------------------------------- - -- - - -I I Buy a smoothie and receive one of i I equal or lesser value free. I 9 Limit One offer per customer with coupon. Cannot be combined with any other offer. 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