The Michigan Daily - michigandaily.com Wednesday, November 12, 2014,, 5A The Michigan Daily - michigandailycom Wednesday, November12, 2014 - 5A Blurred and grey "Ladies and gentlemen, we're gathered here tonight for a most beautiful occasion." L 0 FlyingLotus: A master at work Acclaimed producer brings 'You're Dead!' set to Royal Oak By ADAM DEPOLLO Online Arts Editor I've been mulling this article over in my head for the better part of three weeks. Now, not every waking moment of those 18 days was spent curled in a fetal position on my bed, marveling in horror at the utter inadequacy of written language for the task at hand, but suffice it to say that the problem posed by this article has kept me up nights. It's the type of problem any writer faces, but that doesn't make it any less profound. Really, it's the problem of written expression. - to translate something intangible, a feeling, a moment, an image, into words that other people will understand, to tell the "truth" about the thing you're writing about. And the truth is that two-and-a-half weeks ago at the Royal Oak Music Theatre, I experienced something uncanny, something that I'm not sure I have the literary wherewithal to articulate. In short, I went to a Flying Lotus concert. But I've already run into problems - really, "concert" isn't exactly the right word to describe what FlyLo did. Yes, I was in what you might call a concert hall. Yes, there was a stage with a musician on it. Yes, a room full of people had come there to watch said musician make noises at them. But within moments of FlyLo taking the stage, it became clear that "concert" and all of the expectations tacked onto 9 that term - the song, clap, witty banter, song, clap formula, the room full of gyrating twenty- somethings in various states of inebriation - none of that imagery would adequately encapsulate the sublime artwork happening in that theater. FlyLo's stage setup consisted of a massive prismatic cube flanked on either side by strobe lights and enormous speakers. Inside the cube, whose walls doubled as 3-D projector screens, a small set of stairs led up to a podium where the L.A.-based producer had set up his laptop and DJ equipment, looking a good deal like a conductor's stand. Before he began his set, FlyLo appeared with little ceremony from behind the right side of the cube. He walked out to the front of the stage, dressed in an undertaker's black suit, and addressed his audience as the sound of funereal organs filled the room. "Ladies and gentlemen, we're gathered here tonight for a most beautiful occasion." He slowly climbed the stairs to his perch, putting on a black mask with glowing yellow eyes. The organs cut out and he finished his speech. "But I'm afraid I have to tell you ... You're dead!" The frenetic opening lines of "Theme" from FlyLo's latest release, You're Dead!, blared out of the speakers, and the music would continue with only a handful of pauses for the e tof 4h ,rariy ly e hour set.* He'.was'dding lairge y improvised trap renditions of tracks from his entire Flying Lotus discography interspersed with a handful of Captain Murphy numbers, pairing his beautifully syncopated rhythms with stunning visuals projected onto the walls of the cube surrounding him. The one minute and thirty second track "Fkn Dead" expanded into a nearly four- minute-long trap/jazz fusion accompanied by animations of tastefully disemboweled and segmented bodies provided by Japanese guro artist Shintaro Kago. "Getting There," a masterpiece of sound engineering off of 2012's Until the Quiet Comes, came across just as crisply in the live setting as a lightly rotoscoped version of the track's music video played on the screen. Throughout the performance, FlyLo stood at his podium, his mask's yellow eyes shining through the animations surrounding him, rocking back and forth in time with the music. He was very clearlyuninterested in providing the sort of inclusive experience one usually finds at a hip-hop concert. There was no call and response with the audience and certainly no call to "get turnt"; he didn't even really ask how anybody was doing, All in all, he might have said 100 words by the end of the night, most of those at the very end of the show. But if this performance was impersonal, it was impersonal in the same sense that an opera or tragedy is impersonal, which is to say profoundly beautiful and moving without feeling the need to be on a first-name basis. FlyLo wasn't there to build a reputation or a fan base - he has already achieved both in spades, and his reward is the ability to create art divorced from the more practical considerations that bog down other artists. The crowd was unusually reticent for a hip-hop concert, but the gaping mouths and stunned expressions around the room showed that they understood their job: they were simply there to watch the master at work. That room full of awed expressions illustrates, perhaps better than any other image, the uncanniness and intangibility of this concert. You could not be in that room, staring at those glwj49gyes behind \he prdjtctor srte'ehs,and feel anything other than a sort of ecstatic wonder, a bewildered reverence for the man and his music. Flying Lotus is one of those artists, like the AbbeyRoad Beatles or the "Don Giovanni" Mozart or the BitchesBrew Miles Davis or even the MF Doom and Madlib of Madvillainy, who seems to have reached as nearly as one can, however fleetingly, to perfection. But perfection is a very different thing from being flawless. FlyLo made a handful of mistakes throughout the show - a mismatched visual cue here, a mistimed drop there - but even the errors seemed to have a sort of logic to them, adding to the performance rather than subtracting from it. And that's precisely what makes him perfect: the ability to reconfigure flaws and mistakes into a workable whole, shoring up the gaps with his own innovations. Where hip hop falls short, he takes cues from jazz. When simply standing on stage with a laptop doesn't work, he builds a 3-D projector cube on top of it. Hell, when Steven Ellison himself doesn't get the point across, he becomes a masked, nameless undertaker with giant, luminescent yellow eyes. It is uncanny, it is intangible, it's a kind of magic you can't necessarily understand, but music can approach perfection, and you know it when you see it. Two-and-a-half weeks ago in Royal Oak, it looked a lot like Flying Lotus. than epidemic ofsexu- alassault sweepingcol- VYlege campuses across the nation, as well as the Uni- versity of Mich- igan, there are countless topics of uncertainty and controver- sy. In afourpart series, Jamess Brennan seeks JAMES to explore them BRENNAN with interviews and personal research This ispart l. In the past year, the Univer- sity has become ground zero for the crisis of sexual assault on col- lege campuses. From the school's bungling of the sexual assault case involving former Michigan kicker Brendan Gibbons, to recent campus demonstrations, includ- ing the spray-painted phrase "EXPEL RAPISTS" across the Diag, students and administration alike can no longer sweep sexual assault under the rug. At the same time, a national movement to prevent sexual misconduct has gained steam, highlighted by the White House-sponsored "It's On Us" campaign, which Central Stu- dent Government has enthusiasti- cally supported. Meetings have been con- vened, profile pictures have been changed and PSAs have gone viral - but what does this all amount to for students? What will this mean for survivors and their allies from all walks of life? What exactly does "stopping sexual assault" look like? Over the past month, in inter- views with dozens of peers, student leaders and members of administration, along with additional research, I've tried to make sense of these ques- tions and dozens of others. What follows is the first column of a four-part series examining sex- ual assault on college campuses. My findings and opinions are by no means conclusive; this is an attempt to shed light on some of the many moving parts that students grapple with when it comes to this issue, especially the aspeFtswefind most confus, ing, painful and pola-izing. To any perspectives I leftout or simply glossed over, I hope you will write to me so I can continue to learn. I also hope you'll consid- er writing your own viewpoints in The Michigan Daily so that all students can hear your voice. When it comes to sexual assault and its endless list of related problems, the only true consensus amongst students seems to be confusion. While most of the students I interviewed gave relatively simi- lar definitions for "sexual assault" as a term, their ability to confi- dently draw lines around consent, alcohol and coercion typically came up short. This is not because our student body is stupid, but rather due to the all-encompass- ing language that deals with sex- ual misconduct. According to the Universi- ty's Sexual Assault Prevention and Awareness Center, sexual assault covers a broad range of behaviors, from violent, penetra- tive rape, to one-time instances of groping without consent and everything in between. This was pretty consistent with the defi- nition most students gave me. But SAPAC doesn't stop there, also making sure to include any unwanted sexual contact obtained through threat of force, intimidation or coercion. A handful of students even went so far as to saythat sexually explicit speech, gestures or text messag- ing fell under the increasingly large umbrella of sexual assault. Anne Huhman, SAPAC pro- gram manager for education and prevention, sat down with me to try and make sense of this terminology. Huhman, who has been at SAPAC for a decade, explained that the broad language is meant to emphasize the core issue behind consent: the experience of the individual. Because every person has a unique life and perspective factoring into their boundaries, the language around sexual assault is intentionally left open-ended. According to Huh- manthis is ahuge partofSAPAC's Relationship Remix workshop for first-year students in an effort to get students focusing on what they as individuals want out of relationships and sex. LSA senior Kathryn Abercrom- bie, a former SAPAC volunteer coordinator, expressed a similar viewpoint, saying that handling sexual assault should be all about empowering the survivor. In large part, the ambiguities of consent come from the intensely personal nature of sex and sexual assault. These individual varia- tions are most clearly present in what may be the blurriest of the lines surrounding sexual assault: the role of alcohol. Drawing a line between con- sent and over-intoxication was by far the most challenging ques- tion for most of the students I interviewed. A handful of stu- dents emphasized a person's ability to communicate or appear coherent, with one senior defin- ing it as a person "doing things they would not normally do." But this poses challenges. One senior noted her ability to appear com- pletely sober and put together while blacked out, even to the point that her friends can't tell she's been drinking. Moreover, this strategy is hard to apply to a person you don't know very well or have never seen intoxicated. "We try to validate that we know that happens," Huhman said regarding consensual sex under the influence. However, she also expressed concerns about the confusing physiological roles played by food, sleep and a per- son's tolerance. "If what we are aiming for is good, positive, healthy, satisfy- ing sex, it's sometimes harder to accomplish when under the influ- ence of alcohol or other drugs," Huhman wrote in a later e-mail, also noting that "it's important to remember that people who sexu- ally assault others will intention- ally use alcohol and other drugs as tools to sexually assault. "It would be a lot easier if we could just draw a line," she said, a sentiment that most students seemed to share. Like issues surrounding alco- hol, there's a lot of gray area when it comes to getting clear consent. Of the students I interc,. vie'wed, most explicitly asked for' or were asked for' consent less than half the time they had sex. One senior told me that while he usually asks permission, many times he has been "too drunk to remember" if he asked or not. For the most part, how- ever, men said they didn't ask because they were familiar with their partner or they thought it would be awkward anti "kill the moment." Abercrombie, when asked about these barriers to affirma- tive consent, answered with a pointed question of her own: "Are you honoring awkwardness over your partner's safety and sense of security?" This fear of an awkward moment may also be unfounded; most of the women I surveyed had no reservations about a partner who paused to ask for consent, and many in fact preferred it. One senior said she thinks it would "actually be kind of awesome" if men made it a point to stop and ask. I should note that this line of questioning was asked, at first, in a very gendered, heterosexual fashion: men were asked about getting consent, women were asked about giving it. However, even as I began asking students without gendering the question or assuming their sexuality, men discussed getting consent while women discussed giving consent. AsHuhman emphasized inthe beginning of our conversation, sexual assault is an intensely personal concept. From affirma- tive consent, to alcohol, to just defining terms, erring on the side of caution is the only way to ensure a potential partner's safe- ty. At first, I was somewhat dis- appointed by my own inability to make gray areas black and white; a frustration that only increased when dozens of interviews failed to help me. But rather than being vague, these concepts are meant to be inclusive While .the law may attempt to draw lines around what is and isn't assault, and different levels of sexual violence, it can never come close to defining the trauma that each individual sur- vivor feels from any variety of forced sexual contact. In accept- ing these terms as broad, we are in fact accepting the reality that caution is our only choice when faced with a decision that could potentially permanently ruin another person's life. "I have witnessed these beau- tiful beings ... they just change," said.HannahCrisler,,, an LS4, senior and campaign director of I Will - a stude'nt'initiative to spark conversation about sexual assault on campus - describ- ing friends who survived sexual assault "The light is snuffed out" - James Brennan can be reached at jmbthree@umich.edu. YOU KNOW THE BLACK PLAGUE? YEAH. WE'RE LIKE THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF THAT. @ MICHIGANDAILY In conjunction with Dead Man Walking, the School of Music, Theatre & Dance welcomes author Sister Helen Prejean, CSJ, for two events: Sally Fleming Master Class "Dead Man Walking, the Journey Continues" November 13 at 3 PM - Rackham Auditorium Free and open to the public Post-Show Discussion following the Thursday evening performance of Dead Man Walking 1K SCHOQLOF MUSICTHEATRE & DANCE UErsI oeMeCHrGA .t 1 I