The Michigan Daily - michigandaily.com.10 Page 4 - Friday, October 24, 2014 Page 4 - Friday, October 24, 2014 The Michigan Daily - michigandailycom Jbe 1Midtigan &aitl Edited and managed by students at the University of Michigan since 1890. 420 Maynard St. Ann Arbor, MI 48109 tothedaily@michigandaily.com MEGAN MCDONALD PETER SHAHIN and DANIEL WANG KATIE BURKE EDITOR IN CHIEF EDITORIAL PAGE EDITORS MANAGING EDITOR Unsigned editorials reflect the official position of the Daily's editorial board. All other signed articles and illustrations represent solely the views of their authors. Stressing the small stuff Basic mental health services can help the 'U' prevent future crises n Oct. 15, University Health Service published the National Health Assessment Survey, a study that looks at general health indicators of the student body. The results of this survey provide a useful tool for identifying positive and negative health trends of University students. The Michigan Daily Editorial Board has isolated three main topics for analysis: Alcohol and drug abuse, mental health, and sexual health and relationships. This editorial focuses on the mental health of the student body. Unified by faith or bound by obligation? ver the summer, as I attempt- ed to clean out my room and sift through the multitude of half-scribbled- in journals I've kept from my early years, I found one from the year 2000. In simple phrasing and rudimentary words, my 7-year- old self detailed the A trip my family took ABBY to Israel. "Me and my sisters got off the plane and then we kissed the ground," it reads. "My dad says it is holy." What I remember now from that trip is not that it was holy, but rather that I enjoyed picking oranges from trees and eating my distant Aunt Shoshi's Israeli cheesecake. I haven't been back since, and frankly, the main reason I would return is to claim my free Birthright trip. I've struggled with my Judaism for a long time. Growing up, instead of joining the recreational soccer team that met on Saturdays, I went to synagogue. My dad, after many years of attending the tightly knit prayer group called Havurah, became central to the community. Every other Saturday, my sisters and I joined him to sing and chant antiquated Hebrew words. No prayer ever resonated with me, and during the silent portion of the service, when Jews individually spoke to God, I watched the clock tick and imagined the mounds of bagels that awaited me at the post-service reception. During the sermon portion of the service, where one person led a discussion about that week's biblical text, I'd sometimes raise my hand to ask a question or provide an insight. Myparticipationwaspurelymotivated by the desire to intellectually impress my father and his peers, rather than comment onthetext at large. Despite my inability to connect with Judaism spiritually, at the age of eight I started attending Camp Ramah, a summer camp with con- servative Jewish values. While many of my strongest friendships were formed during my summers at camp, I never feltparticularly attached to the praying, the Jewish learning or the Jewish-themed activities I was forced to partake in. A fun free-time activ- ity like jazzercise turned into Jewish jazzercise, and games in the lake were labeled alongthe lines of, take a splash in Moses'parted sea! It felt almost cult- ish. Still, I held hands with my friends on Friday nights, singing songs that welcomed the Sabbath, and acknowl- edged the fact that our culture brought us together in a meaningful way. But, when campers' eyes welled up with tears as we sang the solemn Hebrew melodies, I felt absolutely nothing. Coming to college, I felt liberated in that I could beginto formulate my own Jewish identity without my family's influence. I remember that att16, one of my sisters told me she'd be extremely disappointed in me if I didn't marry someone Jewish. Recently, when I posed the question to my dad whether or not he'd prefer me to marry a, Jewish woman or a Christian man, he responded, "Jewish woman. Ha! Look at how progressive Iam." As an incomingfreshman, however, the only people I knew were, unsur- prisingly, Jewish kids from Camp Ramah. While I endlessly appreci- ate the guidance they gave me as a stumbling, clueless freshman, they themselves prescribed to the life of the typical Jewish student. Following in their footsteps alongside other fresh- men I knew from the Ramah sphere, I attended Friday night dinners at Hil- lel and joined a Jewish sorority. The only way I justified it was by repeat- ing to myself and everyone around me that Friday night dinner at Hillel was free, and my sorority was made up of the "chill" Jewish girls. But after a month's deliberation and a night with my head buried in the toilet during a sorority event, I quit and stopped attending Jewish events entirely. My rejection of the mainstream Jewish institutions at the University, which are by no means the only Jewish institutions, was perceived as a rejection of my Judaism altogether. When I admitted to not having attended High Holy Day services at Hillel, my dad replied with a sigh and said, "I've failed you as a Jewish educator." Last fall, I ran into a kid I'd known during my freshman year, another Camp Ramah alum, and he asked, "So you're basically not into being Jewish anymore, right?" Even more problematic was that as I drifted away from the social institu- tions that were so inextricably linked to Judaism, I began to drift toward very left-wing thinkers who per- ceived religious Jews to be Zionists, and Zionists to be oppressors. Last December, when the pro-Palestinian student group, Students Allied for Freedom and Equality, put mock evic- tion notices in residence halls in order to highlight the evictions of Palestin- ians from their homes, I was outraged - not because of their radical perfor- mance of activism, but because of the attitude members of Hillel took. Jew- ish students felt personally victim- ized, which I'm not discrediting, but suddenly the situation took a complete 180. No longer was the conversation centered around the Palestinian refu- gee situation, but on how Jewish kids attending the University of Michigan felt uncomfortable. Well, wasn't that the point? When Jews dip parsley into salt water during Passover to sym- bolically taste our enslaved ancestors' tears, isn't the point to feel sad and uncomfortable? Or do Jews only sym- pathize with our own kind? This summer, during Israel's ground assault in Gaza following the discovery of Hamas' tunnels, a Jewish student at the University published an article challenging the intentions of left-leaning Jews, arguing that all Jews should without questionsupport Israel in its time of need. But, by that same logic, Palestinians should blindly follow Hamas, a definitive terrorist group, because they are the authority in power. The pointis not to not support Israel, because in reality, in this case I believe the military action taken by Israel was warranted. Instead, the point is to think critically and never blindly follow something because of your hereditary, religious or cultural roots. A unifying culture can't justify perpetuated sameness. I am Jewish. Although I don't feel spiritually connected to prayer, have never spokenwith God other than dur- ing a shroom trip, and don't feel a deep bond to Israel, I am Jewish. I am proud ofthecultureJudaismhascreatedand developed, the moral code it promotes, the level of perseverance amidst endless persecution that Jews have endured. But I am both pro-Israel and pro-Palestine. I am disturbed by the homogeneity of Jewish institutions, especially those here on campus, that subsequently produce homogenous, uncontested thought. I am unwill- ing to subscribe to the archaic belief that marrying within my tribe is the only way for marital success. But most importantly, as a Jew, I will never let my religion identify me too completer ly, so much so as to isolate me fromthe amazing souls that don't happen to be Jewish. And, as I continue forward, I will tryto stop rejecting aspects of my Judaism, but rather use them in a way that religion should be used:as aguide to becoming a better person. - Abby Taskier can be reached at ataskier@umich.edu. The University used the NCHA guidelines to survey students covering about 30 different factors affecting academic performance. Results indicated that stress and anxiety were the two leading factors that impeded students' academic performances. Among undergraduate students, 31 percent of respondents indicated stress as a factor affecting their academic performance, and 22 percent reported being affected by anxiety. These results show a growth from 2010 numbers of 25 and 17 percent, respectively. Eighteen and 14 percent of graduate student respondents said stress and anxiety affected their academic performance. While these statistics are near the American College Health Association's 2013 national averages of 27.9 percent and 19.7 percent for stress and anxiety, these concerning numbers suggest the start of an upward trend and and should be taken seriously by University administrators. The University can begin by further pro- moting the tuition-funded services offered through Counseling and Psychological Ser- vices, located on the third floor of the Michi- gan Union. Though CAPS has faced criticism from students in the past, CAPS administra- tors have revamped its services in order to better accommodate students. Most com- mendably, the wait time for an appointment decreased from a period of one to three weeks to a period of one to three days. "What we, as a staff, listened to was this critique that the wait for CAPS was too long. We overhauled the old system in response. We had to completely change our mindset," CAPS Director Todd Sevig said in an interview with the Daily. With the consideration of student input in its expansion and the implementation of innovative programs, such as the awareness events at the Michigan Theater, other University units must actively help promote CAPS' endeavors and help students become more aware of its services. Furthermore, University promotion of student-led initiatives on campus in support of mental health will encourage students to take advantage of available services by spreading awareness and destigmatizing their use. For example, the Central Student Government's Wolverine Support Network is an initiative in which student mentors, who are trained by CAPS in a three-day retreat, will meet weekly to help students work through their issues beginning in January 2015. Reports of stress and anxiety may appear to be common, everyday challenges, and thus undeserving of such attention. But willful disregard for basic mental health will certainly lead to larger and more serious disorders that can have devastating effects. By working to lower the stress and anxiety levels of its students, the University can prevent future cost and illness while improving students' daily lives. LISA PAPPAS|I Actions not keeping up with awareness EDITORIAL BOARD MEMBERS Devin Eggert, David Harris, Rachel John, Jordyn Kay, Aarica Marsh, Megan McDonald, Victoria Noble, Allison Raeck, Melissa Scholke, Michael 0 Schramm, Matthew Seligman, Mary Kate Winn, Daniel Wang, Derek Wolfe According to findings from a new U-M Sustainability Cultural Indicators Program report, most U-M faculty, students, and staff have boosted their knowledge about how to be more sustainable, particularly in the areas of foods and waste prevention. However, behavior in these areas has remained essen- tially the same. SCIP is a collaborative effort between U-M's Graham Sustainability Institute and the Institute for Social Research, with support from the Office of the Provost. Launched in 2012 to track "sustainability culture" on the Ann Arbor campus, SCIP uses annual surveys to measure and evaluate changes and progress over time. The survey data inform a set of sustainability indicators in four key categories: climate action, waste prevention, healthy environments and community awareness - aligning directly with the University's campus sustainability goal areas. The second- year SCIP report reflects responses from 4,700 faculty, students, and staff in 2013, and compares those results to benchmarks established in 2012. "To achieve its ambitious campus goals, the University prioritized stakeholder engagement, education, and evaluation strategies toward a campus-wide ethic of sustainability", said Professor Don Scavia, special counsel to the U-M president for sustainability and director of the Graham Institute. "SCIP is a critical tool to assess sustainability behaviors throughout our campus community, and to inform strategies for improvingthem over time." The 105-page SCIP report covers findings on people's levels of awareness, behaviors, and commitment to sustainability, and an easy-to- read "Sustainability Indicators Highlights" sheet outlines statistically significant increas- es and decreases between 2012 and 2013. A promising outcome is that more indicators went up than down from 2012 to 2013, particularly in the area of community awareness. However, while most people on campus said they were committed to sustainability in both years, key sustainability behavior indicators for climate action, waste prevention, and healthy environments all remained unchanged. "It's an important stride that people know more about sustainability, and that shows success in terms of on-campus education and outreach programs," said the Graham Institute's John Callewaert, co-principal investigator on the initiative with Robert W. Marans from ISR. "Now, we just need to see higher levels of awareness translated into more sustainable behaviors." To ensure the SCIP findings are put to good use, the co-Pi's are distributing and discussing the data and results with multiple units on campus. For example, they have met with U-M's Office of Campus Sustainability, Sustainable Computing, Athletics, the North Campus Sustainability Initiative, Parking & Transportation Services, and several others. They're also collaborating with the Planet Blue Ambassador Program, which educates and engages U-M faculty, students, and staff in sustainability on campus. "SCIP has brought people together in ways never seen before," said Kevin Morgan, regional energy manager for U-M Planet Blue Operations Team, who is using the SCIP data to plan energy conservation efforts across campus. "To meet campus goals, it's important to have those conversations." Callewaert elaborates: "The main goal of SCIP is to inform U-M administrators and others responsible for day-to-day operations of the University. So it's wonderful to see so many decision makers across campus already starting to put the data to good use." With an invitation letter from U-M President Mark Schlissel, ISR will send third- year surveys to a cross-section of the campus community in October and November. For the SCIP effort to be most impactful, data must be collected over several years to effectively assess changes and trends over time. "The web survey takes only about 15 minutes to complete," said Marans. "I urge everyone who receives it through e-mail to complete it right away. Sustainability is a top priority for the University, and the survey feedback we receive from our students, staff, and faculty is critical in understanding how we're doing and where we should be going." To learn more, and to access the SCIP reports or highlights, visit sustainability.umich.edu/about/analysis. If you want to do more to help the University to meet its campus sustainability goals, become a Planet Blue Ambassador. Online training is available at sustainability.umich.edu/pba. Lisa Pappas is the Communications Manager for the Graham Sustainability Institute. This article was originally published on the Graham Sustainability Institute's website. SUNDAI JOHNSON | "I got 99 problems and m gender are among them," sa of mine to me and anotherf our sushi date near the e past summer. We, three yi women, sat with partially f painfully uncomfortable ey curiously atour backs as we: about what it means to be what it means to be women for us, those two identities. separately, hence their pres great presence at that - is 99 problems. A familiar p felt a tinge of guilt about, quiet declarations that we encroaching on the comfo the predominantly White d ThenIrememberedthat was something I had an intimate relationship with begun long before I could a with words. I conquered dis a very young age - cradled and nurtured it and na: complex twists and turns if for nothing more than fo And so with this realizatit that I spoke a little louder malicious intent, but simp the little capacity I had left was rapidly diminishing. At dinner that night dormant place inside of me feeling of not wanting to of people by talking about bei had, at one time in my life, f to be "too Black" in fear of the group of people I was s by in academic and socia I cautioned my Blackness to elicit any discomfort in were,asadominantgroup,r for my own discomfort. something I had faced as a as a young teen that I beli obliterated long ago. The turning point was t of my closest middle schc referred to me as an "OrE Taking back my black ay race and whitest Black girl she knew. First of She melted aid a friend all, I am not a cookie. 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She cradled but never spa eo," as the coddled and raised me up a warrior. d hard kisses in my cheeks t me to shine something be something fierce. night at dinner, as that ried to move itsway back ins aside because I had fought once and won. I should not l for my voice to be heard, . Because while we Black ve fought to forge our own everybody still seems to hands on us, and the inces- of ownership over who we s. I know that appropriat aising historically criticized Black female identity, when ies other than their own, is tI am not an accessory you n your keychain and tote tillgetangrywiththewhite boys who ask if I can twerk ated when they assume I pect me to, because hyper- g Black women's bodies is g. Every single day I simul- navigate the complexities wo identities that I hold. ired, but I am not defeated. espite popular belief, I can- sumed. My skin is not edi- e deserts you compare it to. is not performance for you nd applaud or condemn. I s a victim of thievery of my d I have spent years taking eeling away the fingers that so tightly. And I refuse to Blackness, my Black Wom- he whole of my identity, is elongs to me and I carry it d hands. I do not tiptoe, I umble and shake and move d like earthquakes. And I ctoriously-withmycrown Ack gold. Michigan in Color is the Daily's pinion section designated as a ce for and by students of color at the University of Michigan. A A t I