The Michigan Daily- michigandaily.com Monday, October 6, 2414 - 5A The ichgan ail - ichiandilycm Mnda, Ocobe 6, 014-r5 PERFECTION From Page 4A trol about myself. Every pound I lost became a step further from the bookish, nerdy Asian stereotype and a step closer to attaining a beach body of Californian girls who were attractive, alluring, accepted. It was hard to ignore expectations, but it was harder still to change myself to meet different standards. I always thought that people wouldn't accept me until I perfectly met these irrational demands of societal convention. It's hard to understand the essence of acceptance, and it's hard to describe the transition from self-hatred to self-love. I still have some days when I wake up and shrink away at the sight of my skin, pinching, prodding, and pulling at my ribs. But most days, I know that it's okay to be in love with myself. That it's okay to care about me. I understand that I'm not vain when I look into the mirror to admire what my weight gain has done to me. I'm not conceited when all I am is looking out for myself when I need it the most. I would much rather be called arrogant than be shamed for, admiring the person that I've grown to be so proud of. It's through this journey that I realized that I'm not invincible; I found out that I'm a little more than a larger pile of mistakes. It allowed me to grow, to know that I'm no longer afraid of disappointing others or proving them wrong. I'm not afraid of not being perfect. Michigan in Color is the Daily's opinion section designated as a space for and by students of color at the University of Michigan. To contribute your voice or find out more about MiC, e-mail michiganincolor@umich.edu. CONTRIBUTE TO THE CONVERSATION Readers are encouraged to submit letters to the editor and viewpoints. Letters should be fewer than 300 words while viewpoints should be 550-850 words. Send the writer's full name and University affiliation to tothedaily@michigandaily.com. The highs and lows o)fneiwork premie...re .weekf Annabelle made a ponpy. Hollow Annabelle I've said it before and I'll a flashback framing device say it again: network pre- that promises something very miere week is better than bad will soon happen. Like Christmas. OK, I've never any good primetime soap, actually celebrated Christ- the trailer for the ABC series mas, but I promises sex, lies and mur- imagine it's der (not to be confused with almost the ABC's forthcoming drama same thing. "Secrets and Lies," which I'm Waking up pretty sure promises sex, lies, in the morn- secrets and murder). ing, the That is not to say "Murder" sweet smell isn't a good show. If Shonda of apple Rhimes's other series have spice and ALEC STERN proven anything (chiefly hope in the "Grey's Anatomy" and "Scan- air as you dal," though at times "Private walk down- Practice"), it's the efficacy of stairs in your pajamas, sit their genre. And while "Mur- down on the couch and turn der" is not revolutionary tele- on the television for some vision in narrative or scope, bingeing. Since May, the its representations of race, networks have touted their gender and sexuality push newest series ad nauseum - network television standards at the Upfront presentations, to the brink. For its refusal on social media, in maga- to moralize or desexualize zines and on billboards. Now, Keating, and its commitment they are all finally here, and to breaking down stereo- this column is an attempt to types of any kind, "Murder" roundup everything you need gets the gold star in a year to know (or maybe every- that was already breaking an thing you never even knew impressive amount of new you wanted to know); from ground: "Scandal" to "New Girl," the highs and lows of network Low: Comedy premiere week. In the fall of 2013, it was High: Diversity a great time to be a comedy series - CBS finally made Heading into the fall sea- the long-rumored decision to son, it was already a banner expand its Thursday lineup year for diversity on network to two hours of comedy, FOX television; a record number and NBC remained commit- of series with nonwhite leads ted to their respective failing were ordered to series, even comedy blocks (on Tuesday excluding summer fare like and Thursday) and ABC con- Halle Berry's "Extant." Since tinued to expand its comedy the skyrocketing success of presence (now on Tuesday, ABC's "Scandal," TV execs Wednesday and Friday). have finally started to catch But just one year after the on to the fact that audiences networks doubled-down on would rather see a more real- their half-hour series, each istic depiction of everyday has scaled back significantly. life than the whitewashed (When it was all said and world of make-believe we've done, ABC, NBC and FOX grown accustomed to being escaped the 2013-2014 season slung. This season, "How each with just one new com- to Get Away With Murder," edy series left standing. CBS "Red Band Society" and led the way with two.) "Black-ish" have joined the This year, the comedy aforementioned "Scandal," failures of the networks still "Sleepy Hollow" and "Brook- linger like a bad aftertaste, lyn Nine-Nine" on the list of and one look at this year's shows challenging broadcast schedules proves the last- television's status quo. ing effects of last fall. For But at a time when prog- the first time in years, NBC ress for minorities continues has diminished its Thursday to move slowly, the Viola comedy lineup (once hailed Davis-led "How to Get Away as "Must See TV") to just one With Murder" shot to num- hour, the two series of which ber one with a bullet (on the - "Bad Judge" and "A to Z" list of television series lead- - premiered to disappointing ing the diversity charge); results. ABC's new Tuesday " because ABC's newest drama comedy series also flopped is not just diverse in color. (though was "Selfie" ever "Murder" tells the story of really going to be a breakout Annalise Keating, a lawyer hit?). On CBS, the network and professor who invites a has - at least for now - select few of her students to abandoned comedy entirely come work for her firm. It's in favor of "Thursday Night "Damages" - if "Damages" Football," save for behemoth were a crass soap opera and "Big Bang Theory." "Mom" not one of the most well- was scheduled to premiere written, defining series of the following last week's new decade - one tough-as-nails episode of the comedy hit, litigator at the center, young but the Eye has opted to hold professionals trying to navi- off, rerunning old episodes gate her work environment, instead. And as for FOX ... well, we'll get to FOX later. High: Optimism Broadcast television rat- ings have eroded so quickly over the past few years that each premiere week, the only silver lining is that it wasn't that bad. No,really. It wasn't that bad. ABC's "Thank God It's Thursday" Shondaland- infused lineup brought in huge numbers - including big gains for flagship "Scandal" at a time when veteran series continue to decline. NBC's "The Blacklist" showed signs that a possible sophomore surge is on its way, while "The Voice" and "Chicago Fire" continued to be reliable players. CBS continued to thrive in the My Grand- ma loves that show market (three hours of its schedule now have "NCIS" in the title). And even FOX had a few great premieres with "Gotham" and its "Family Guy"/"Simpsons" crossover, even if that's all that can be said about the network. Low: FOX And finally, here we are. While many insiders - and outsiders - were looking at ABC to take the unwanted title of "being the new NBC," FOX has not only earned the distinction, but forged an entirely new low for net- works to fear. For years, the perennially fourth-place NBC was the industry laugh- ing stock. But with Robert Greenblatt (formerly of Showtime) at the helm, NBC has corrected course in an astonishing way, emerging as the No. 1 network last year and holding onto its lead early this fall. But for FOX, the story is an entirely differ- ent one. Once No. 1 for many consecutive years, thanks in no small part to "American Idol," the network is now nearly devoid of bright spots. "New Girl," still the net- work's biggest comedy debut in 13 years, and its compan- ion "The Mindy Project" are now blips on viewers' radars. New series "Red Band Soci- ety," "Gracepoint" and "Uto- pia" (the latter of which has already been pulled from both of its nights on the sched- ule) all premiered to dismal numbers while older series "Sleepy Hollow" and "Bones" have taken year-over-year hits. FOX is going to need a hero to get out of its increas- ingly desperate situation, but unfortunately, in prequel series "Gotham," Batman won't be around to save the day for another 20 years. Stern is not celebrating Christmas. To not celebrate with him, e-mail alecs@umich.edu. By OMAR MAHMOOD DailyArts Writer "Annabelle" is worth a watch, if you're willing to part with your doll collection that is. You'll never be able to look [3 at a Barbie the same way Annabelle again. For all you know, it At Quality wants your 16 and Rave soul. Warner Bros. Director John R. Leonetti has done it again: After working on such movies as "Insidious" and "The Conjuring" he's developed an elegant philosophy on scaring people. Keep it simple. Take it slow. There's no hurry. Put the audience in charge. Keep a wide camera angle. Let them see things. And make them believe. This is why his movies speak to fears that we all really hold. There's something scarier about demons and spirits than there is about ghosts. We don't believe in ghosts, says Leonetti, but we believe in demons and spirits. So just as in "Insidious" and "The Conjuring", Leonetti appeals to the religious sensibilities of the audience. The priest, Father Perez (Tony Amendola, "The Legend of Zorro"), is a hero in the film. He gives the church-going couple John (Ward Horton, "The Wolf of Wall Street") and Mia (Annabelle Wallis, "Body of Lies") life-saving counsel when their house is raided in the middle of the night by the daughter of their neighbors, also p congre boyfri years cult. V of the movie slow i Father summr newbo Wri ("Swa the th that Hell" Emily summ other most TI m art of the Father Perez's many years to be unsurprised egation. She and her by anything. At first, Nicole end had run away two hesitates to tell her what is ago and joined a Satanic wrong, but Mia wrings out her Ve begin with the murder fears. "I think that my family is neighbors, though the under a curse," explains Nicole. is thereafter painfully Mia doesn't even blink. "Aisle n true Leonetti fashion. 4," she says, as if they had been r Perez tells them that the talking about eggs and butter. oned demon is after their . The exchange draws laughter rn daughter's soul. from the audience, which the ter Gary Dauberman film more than brings to life. If mp Devil") draws upon there's a sleepover movie this e same biblicalt tradition year, it's "Annabelle." You'll get novies like "Drag Me to plenty of chances to jump into and "The Exorcism of your friends' laps, and there will Rose" draws upon. The be plenty of jokes to crack about oned demon is none the plot. And no one will mind, than Belial, one of the because something about Gary notorious in Lucifer's Dauberman's script is meant to be interactive. Of course, the playbook scares, as effective as they are, he sleepover come at a cost. The story is predictable and flawed, even lovie of the for this genre. That the demon wants the soul of the newborn yea. baby is so repeatedly drummed over our heads that it loses any meaning, or maybe because it had none in the first place. What He was the same one to does wanting a soul entail? The ss Emily Rose. Moreover, ending becomes even more orned black ram with red convoluted when the demon whose form he takes in invites Nicole to give up her soul belle," resembles the to save her baby's. The window n from "Insidious." creaks open, the words "Your lyn (Alfre Woodard, soul" dripping in blood on the Trek: First Contact") is panes. send to the young family John and Evelyn rush to her iso furthers the religious aid. Meanwhile, Father Perez She is a friendly womari has been assaulted by the spirt owns the neighborhood of the girl who killed their tore. She takes a liking neighbors. The stakes are high. family, and seeks to help It's one heck of a ride, and thatis She can tell that they've the point. 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