The Michigan Daily - michigandaily.com Thursday, January 16, 2014 - 38 The Michigan Daily - michigandailycom Thursday, January16, 2014 - 3B ARCH From Page 1B Harris, who has been teach- ing at Taubman since 1990, also coordinates the first-year studio classes. Studio classes take place in Taubman'sopen studio space on the third floor of the Art & Archi- tecture Building, the largest of its kind in the world. At one time, as many as 500 students could be at work in the vast space. It's a flurry of activity and discussion, and its white walls are covered in stu- dents'works-in-progress. Lasting four hours, yet allot- ted six credits, studio classes are staple of a Taubman education. The classes always consist of 12 students and their professor, ensuring intimacy and individual attention, and are project-based rather than test-oriented. "Studios were my favorite classes,"said Gerry Kleiner, a 2010 alumnus of Taubman who also works in the college's admissions. "You learn as much from your peers as from your teacher and get to know all of them very well. It's asupportgroup - almost like a family." For each project, students must give a presentation as a part of a review of their work, and receive feedback from both classmates and a panel of professors in the studio. The collaborative nature reflects Taubman's studio culture as a whole: The studio is never empty, and students can be found working in its cavernous interior any hour of the day or night. It becomes a home away from home, where students eat, sleep, watch Netflix, and even work. Every stu- dent has a personal desk. "Architecture should be fun, and even if you're spending anight in the studio working, the com- munity atmosphere in the studio embraces you," Hazle said. "You can always engage classmates in discussion and ask, 'Hey, this is my idea. Does it make sense?"' Studio classes extend beyond design, with assignments often emphasizing the personal vision of the student. The works pinned up on the studio walls are often abstract sketches, not just pristine drawings of buildings. Kleiner studied the muscles of the human body for three weeks to incorpo- rate the research into a project on tessellation. "By the end of the first stu- dio, students are really looking at how an idea takes shane in a Looking to live a 'Year of Nio Fear' built world," Kleiner said. "They realize that they can take a point of view. They ask, 'Can architec- ture move people in a particular way?'" Outside the classroom "My favorite experience at Taubman was a studio trip to New York City during my senior year. I learned an incredible amount in 3 days," Kleiner said. The profes- sor toured her students at 3 firms, introduced them to colleagues and explored a hidden side of Manhattan. "We found out, for example, that New York City actually sits on many fault lines." Studio trips are not atypi- cal at Taubman. Professors have taken classes to Alaska, Kentucky and even Iceland. The location is dependent upon the instruc- tor, whom students choose after viewing their presentations. Ranking their top choices, stu- dents match themselves with professors whose fields of study interest them the most. "Taubman really fosters acom- munity. To build a building is the epitome of a team effort, after all," Harris said. "Architecture is intrinsically collaborative," Kleiner added. The opportunities extend to study abroad and research pro- grams, which allow even first- year students to accompany professors on an off-campus proj- ect, whether to Chicago or over- seas. For the more career-focused student, Taubman provides externships over spring break at firms in major cities. Qualified students who apply are guaran- teed placement. On campus, networking events and lecture series heln further career opportunities. Taubman has over 8000 total alumni, many of whom visit their alma mater for lunchtime meet-and-greets with current students, discussing their career paths or the nontraditional ways in which they are usingtheir architecture degree. Taubman's weekly lecture series invites guestspeakers to discuss a variety of topics, such as their research or a book they've recently published. Because of Taubman's small size, it can provide students with opportunities to meet profession- als. "I usually go to all of the lec- tures," Hazle said. "Each one is fascinating." Resources Aside from the academic offer- ings Taubman also boasts some of the country's best digital technol- ogy and laboratory equipment. Any student has access to Taub- man's Digital Fabrication Lab (FABLab), which uses robots and other advanced manufacturing processes to test materials and concepts for commercial use. However, Taubman's resources aren't limited to its tools. "People may say what sets Taubman apart is our FABLab, but for me that's a very flat answer, because that's just equip- ment," Harris said. "It's the minds that run the equipment that are our true resources." Each year, Taubman provides three fellowships to the country's top young talentin architecture to help them their teaching careers. Studentsabenefit from their proac- tive professors, who strive to find new and better ways to teach. For these fellows, their interest isn't only architecture. It's figuring out the bestwayto bring architecture alive for students. Aside from fellowships, the col- lege also offers substantial grants to faculty, including a $20,000 internal grant that professors can utilize for research projects, often engaging several students to assist them. The Taubman pro- gram is research-intensive over- all, even down to the structure of studio classes, and students may not design anything until weeks of research have been completed. "What really sets Taubman apart are the individual passions of our faculty and their dedica- tion to having conversation with students," Harris continued. "We teach how to diagram thought. The emphasis at Taubman isn't so much to simply have students ready to produce drawings in an office, but rather to create stu- dents who ask questions. Why are we making these decisions? Why is this building organized the way it is? Students emerge as leaders." Jts going to be a great year for me, and it's not because I have some superstitious reason - though I did wear No. 14 for almost my entire soccer career - and it's definitely not because I'm going to prove it to you by accomplishing some bucket list that I was prompted CARLY to compose KEYES because it's Jan.1 again. It's going to be a great year because I'm attempting to live a "Year of No Fear." Well, the fear will always be there, but I'm just choosing to say "No" to it this year. Being the all-or-nothing think- er that I am, I have an awful ten- dency to either entirely ignore my emotions or allow them to take full control of my mind and body. I think that when we discuss health, we focus so deeply on the physical that we seldom consider the emotional and mental states that accompany physical short- comings. For me, the toughest of all emo- tions to understand is fear. As a personinlong-termrecovery,even after three years, two months and 11 days of sobriety, fear can actu- ally be a helpful motivator. I'll always maintain a level of healthy fear of relapsing and returning to a life of active alcoholism - which in my mind, at least, always leads to jail, institutionalization and death. I wholeheartedly fear these consequences - two of which I've already experienced - as I should. But fear, itself, can foster terri- ble consequences, too. A crippling fear - of judgment, of rejection, of failure - is like a monster that will prevent me from achiev- ing my dreams if I let it ... or I can smash it to pieces each time it rears it's ugly head in my face. I've endured a lifelong struggle as a slave to my fear, which until recently has prevented me from living the life I want. Now, every fear conquered is another step closer to becoming the person I'm meant toube. When I was in 1st grade, our teacher asked us to draw a picture of what we wanted to be when we grew up. I drew a picture of an artist (obviously, I thoroughly enjoyed this assignment). Prior to the natural disillusionment as we inch closer and closer to "real world" status, this is what I want- ed; this is who I wanted to be. over the recent holiday break, I dove into old boxes of my pen- cil drawings of everything from Darth Vader and Boba Fett to NHL hockey players to animals, animals and more animals. There were also original stories I'd written and illustrated as class assignments throughout elemen- tary school. Myuntainted sense of wonder and affinity for visual sto- rytelling was vivid and palpable on those pages. At that age, I had zero reservations - no fear - over sharing myself t But a ist and dorman into spo jects, a phy clas high sc ly devo pursuit Ilearne this se overwh even co its mass I wa thing n sports hesitate I was s my hea filmma - wasi than an rified m "Wh me? W though crazier and su' enough These mind at the film to bear. A: cor S And, disillus I figure cally m maker' add "fe to the I ,tegssc wass a"s move ... 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I realized that if telmed me every time I I wanted to be happy, I was going nsidered attending one of to have to face my fears instead of information meetings. avoiding them. And it was at this sn't scared of trying some- point that I took steps towards liv- ew; I played a half-dozen ing the life I've always wanted - to competitively, and I never revive that dormant artist with- d to take on a new subject. in me; that 8-year old girl who cared because I knew in wanted nothing more than to tell rt on a visceral level that stories and draw, draw and draw king - visual storytelling some more. what I wanted to do more I decided to keep the psycholo- ything else ... and that ter- gy degree for the moment, but also ;e. elected the minor in Screen Arts & at if I try and people reject Cultures (SAC). hat if I try and fail?" I A fear conquered; a step closer. t to myself. Or the even Then, I applied for the new question: "What if I try minor in writing program, and I cceed, but I never attain was accepted. success to be happy?" Another fear conquered; anoth- notions ran through my er step closer. ny time I thought ofjoining Then, I applied to write for club, and it was too much the film section of The Michigan Daily, and I was accepted. Another fear conquered. Another step closer. As I continued to face my fear of judgment and rejection and 1 e , n failure, I was metwith acceptance iqLeet, one and success with validation that ;tep closer. I am, indeed, headed down the right path, and during the fall of 2013, I made my greatest stride yet when I decided to declare the SAC at the height of the life- major. ionment process at age 18, Another fear conquered. d the chances of realisti- Another step closer. aking a living as a film- Soon after, I submitted a script were slim (Go ahead, and I'd written for a short film to the ar of financial insecurity" M-Agination board of producers ist...), so I went to a busi- student filmmakers atthe Uni- hool in Pengsyjvnia. It _viy - and it was accepted. I mart" move; it was a "safe" now have directed my first short and it was the worst move film, and I'll be directing another ould've made. concept I've written for a music r a delightful fall term of video this term with their orga- ig up pre-requisites, the nization. *Both projects will be semester capsized me shown on the big-screen at the wave of number-crunching Michigan Theater in April - and : statistics, accounting and it almost didn't happen ... because . Though I've always liked of fear. s well-enough, it quickly But I also have to look at it as that "well-enough" wasn't my fear almost prevented me o make me happy. I didn't from dozens of crucial learning make my life about liking experiences I never would have yexistence "well-enough." had, cherished memories I never tgh there were many fac- would have made and incredibly ontributing to my deep talented artists and generous peo- ion during this time in ple I never would have met. - I quit the varsity soccer And I understand that just fter playing for 15 years, I because I conquer my fear of judg- blacking-out every time I ment and rejection and failure, it and I was bearing a frigid doesn't necessarily mean that I lphia winter - I couldn't won't still be judged or rejected or te fact that I just did not fail. But the greatest failure in life vhat I was paying tens of is not trying in the first place, and nds of dollars to learn, what for me, I know that which keeps reating for a future. me from trying is ... my fear. fter I transferred to the So this year, I will fear less, try sity and got sober (a very more, and focus on taking anoth- tatement to denote a very, er step closer to that person I'm tgstory), I decided to major meant to be. hology, go on to graduate and become a therapist. 11, I'd been seeing one since AICHOLAS WLLAM/Daiy Archtedteiunior Mar? Mford draftasp an assignment insa Taubman stadis. Keyes is beinglfearless. To help out, e-mail cekmusic@umich.edu. this was a tratter for a new is bound to nappen. uovi- Christopher Nolan movie or ously, details are being kept a Public Service Announce- secret, in true Nolan style, ment encouraging the but that should only build American public to support anticipation for what seems more funding for NASA. 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