FELDMAN is Writer onfetti rain down ter floor Saturday, Is expressionless. bar and taking a orade bottle, Jon peers smile while very direction. -oldest player on second to climb down his portion fore he even puts [der, he's already to get rid of the n. Andby the end shirt, hat and net him will already ssion. gear would have o as every award gh high school - or discarded. ce, Liz Horford, been approached trd or plaque Jon fo give away. And e mother of that gifted the award rn that, well, Liz a if Jon doesn't. en that way. The ogless. There's no im. keep the Final It's at her house sy never wear the have the memory get the ring. And that's important. >f stuff you think of your life," he Al, currently plays for the Atlanta Hawks. Despite the last name, though, Jon didn't play a lot. Playing with a bunch of boys that were coached by their fathers, Jon rarely saw time on the court. "Basketball in my family has always been a huge thing," Jon said. "The issue was I've been playing basketball since second grade, but I literally sat on the bench from second grade to freshman year in court came pressure. Pressure to back up his family name. Pressure from doing too much in order to make up for lost time. Pressure from finally getting an opportunity he thought he should have had earlier in his life. And with that pressure came negativity. And from that came anger. high school. Straigh "I didn't play, disrespected, mad That stuff didn't was somethingt bothered me." So Jon made a commitment in middle school to work out more than anyone else, despite his lack of playing of time. T anks to h -trrainer and longtime family friend, Larry Turnbow, who taught Jon how to it was possible. "He would picl day," Jon said. "T gym every day, m something to eat won't say father, b father figure, ever have a dad. He w was also my best fr my best friend." Under the teachi Jon's love for bask' as it grew, Jon's fr well. tbenchwarmer. Playing in the 2008 Michigan I was very Class "A" District finals against e fun of a lot. Battle Creek Central. Grand kill me, but it Ledge held an eight-point lead that obviously with 1:30 left. Jon thought they had the game won. With five seniors on Central, it ' of appeared it "It's the type O was going to be stuff you think their last game. Holding on for about at the end dsraion, p. ayers on of your clife, Imed o "throwing guys on the ground" as the refs play basketball, allowed the game to carry on. After calling a timeout, even k me up every though Central had none left, the 'ake me to the refs did not call a technical foul. :ake sure I got "I was going to snap," he said. every day. I "But the game was still going. I was iut he was that like 'keep playing, we're going to n though I did win this game anyway."' as that. But he As the game neared its finish, iend and still is Central forced a couple steals, made some free throws and ngs of Turnbow, ultimately won the game, 57-55, in etball grew. But the final seconds. ustration did as It was after the buzzer sounded that Jon finally lost his composure and took it out on the officials. Jon cursed out the refs as his high school coach, Tony Sweet, and ol, Jon still sat Central's coach stood there telling , waiting for his him he needed to calm down. while it didn't People were terrified. And he showed his after he calmed down, Jon was rhenever he was distraught. He needed to change his ways. beat everyone "At that time, sports meant a lot tests, he still more to me than they mean now," he said. "They gave me a sense ed over to Jon's of purpose, like a false sense of r in high school, purpose. It was a knock against n't play a minute me as a human being at that time sketball. At the because we weren't able to win the od 6-foot-5. district championship. NowI don't Jon disagrees feel that way at all." positivity back to himself. It helped him grow, and not just physically from 6-foot-5 to 6-foot-10. It freed his mind from darkness. It's the positive energy that has expanded his mind and allowed him to grow as a person. It separated his life from basketball, instead of intertwining the two together. Jon wasn't your typical jock in high school. As his teammates wore their varsity jackets and warm-ups during the day, Jon would wear skinny jeans and Vans sneakers. "He was the kid in high school who hung out with the alternative kids, played hacky sack in the hallway," said Anna Horford, Jon's sister. "You'll never catch Jon in his warm-ups unless he has to be, because that's only one part of hislife." Jniib fty to behi]mself and not"1""what otas thought of him carried overto his time at Michigan. With an open mind and an enthusiasm to listen, Jon has become willing to talk to people about basically anything. Almost weekly, Jon says, he walks and someone random will stop him and askhimabout Taoism, the government, anything really. But Jon's point in these everyday conversations isn't to push an agenda of his own. It's to get people to think. Jon doesn't want people to accept things for what they appear to be on the surface. He wants people to push boundaries. Jon wants to help people as much as he can. The issue, though, is that people don't understand how Jon thinks. As a Division I athlete, fans see him as that alone - not a person, just an athlete. Jon hates the attention he gets as an athlete. He hates the glamor and glitz. "We'll walk in the mall and his poster's up, and it makes him uncomfortable," Anna said. Jon thinks the contribution he delivers for the team is more important than the adoration he receives from fans. "That's not his life," Anna said. "What other people have to say about him is none of his business. He doesn't care." Though Jon dislikes the limelight that comes with being in his position, he knows playing basketball at Michigan gives him opportunities to help people that he might not have otherwise. "The significance of what we do on the basketball court is limited," he said. "Compared to the lives that we can touch in other ways, like putting time in the community or working with kids through basketball, that's the stuff that really means something to people." As a captain, it's part of Jon's responsibilities.to make sure his teammates are in the right mental state throughout the season. He wants his teammates to be comfortable with each other and with themselves. Just as Jon wants the people he meets and talks to throughout See HORFORD, Page 7A IVE YOUR SUMMER didn't always * emories for him. :etball tormented In middle schot there, on the bench laying basketball opportunity. And And with the last come in games,1 anly made sense. ability in practice w ito, was the first given a chance. player to play in Jon would b ng three seasons in shooting con kee Bucks and wouldn't play. ets. Jon's brother, The trend carri freshman yea where he didi of varsity ba time, Jon stot Though. that he wa TIIVE angry when I playing time that he was t the situatior have put me t "(Turnbom about the ha dealt that he forget that th that used to way,' "Jon sa that all theco up to youa _ hand every g come and wo kids and stu those are th who held you "You can1 and you can .rnships but don't fo treated you." By Jon'ss at Grand Led R CENTER FOR school, he v E & EURASIA points, 10 rel SITY OFMICHIGAN blocks perj finally done r But with s told to play he finally did get , he did admit ald not to "forget ns that people hrough." e) was so upset and I had been was like 'don't tese are the kids treat you this id. "Don't forget aches that come nd shake your same want you to rk out with their ff. Don't forget he same people back for so long. be nice to them help them out, rget how they sophomore year Ige (Mich.) high as averaging 12 bounds and two game. Jon was iding the bench. success on the It was after Jon's sophomore year in high school that he knew he had to change his attitude and his mindset both on the court and off it to notonlybecome acalmer person, but a sane one. He decided to find his inner peace. "I was always upset," Jon said. "If I did have a good game versus a bad game, that would be like if I was in a good mood or a bad mood. My life was controlled by my performance, more or less." Jon started to study the Law of Attraction - the belief that "like attracts like." If he focused on positive thoughts, he would have positive results. From there, he looked into different philosophies like Taoism and Buddhism. In his quest to find peace, Jon realized that whether he had success or not on the court, it was just agame. It wasn't life. Bringing positivity to all situations in his life brought DEADLINE: MARCH 15 il.umich.edu/wcee WEISE I E UROPI UNIVER I 1 I A