4B - April 12, 2010 The Michigan Daily - michigandaily.com BERENSON From Page 1B the medical field. His pre-med courses were his favorite, and ever since his sister was diagnosed with leukemia at a young age, the thought of being a doctor had always appealed to him. But what about the NHL? ockey meant so much to him, and his high- ly competitive recruitment seemed like it had stamped a ticket for him to the big leagues. Thoughts of transferring and leaving this place behind began to materialize in his mind. He approached associate head coach Mel Pearson with his worries, and Pearson did his best to convince the defenseman to stick it out, even with eight other defensemen on the roster. "It wasn't always easy here for Chris," Pearson says. So Fox broughtchis worries to the coach Berenson, whose wisdom was well documented by then. And Berenson was far from sur- prised by his young player's com- plaints. Fox wasn't the first, and surely not the last blue-chip recruit to experience an identity crisis when entering the college ranks. "All these kids are star play- ers when they get here, and then they have to accept a different role and earn that role," Berenson says. "When he got here, he was a highly recruited player ... He really strug- gled at this level to be ready every night." But the coach was the last person who would let Fox, or any player for that matter, walk out on his educa- tion without a fight. He began to push Fox to focus on his pre-med classes, explaining that his future, more than likely, lied in the field of medicine, not hockey. The coach's response burned Fox up inside. He had never had to face this kind of adversity, and why would he? Everything on the rink was easybefore his last two years in a Michigan uniform. "Someone was telling me that I wasn't good enough," Fox recalls. "And I'd never had that before." The coach could sense Fox's dis- content. So he told Fox something he would never forget. And he never did. " 'This is adversity,' he told me. 'This is what a lot of life is about, facing these challenges and figur- ing out a way through them and around them. You'll look on this and be happy that you had this experi- ence.'" Slowly, but surely, after a series of conversations with his coach, Fox began to buy in to what Berenson was preaching. He didn't have to be a prima donna to fill his niche on the ice. Soon, BerensonbegantoputFox out on the ice more often, andbefore he knew it, Fox had found his place on the team. And aside from an assault charge and subsequent pro- bation stemming from an incident before his 1997-98 season which Berenson called uncharacteristic of Fox, by the end of the year, the coachingstaff thought his contribu- tions had become more important than the pockmark on his record. The Wolverines won the national championship in Fox's sophomore season with Fox playing a small role, but it was two years later, as a senior, in which Fox began to take form right before the coach's eyes. Michigan coach Red Berenson guided the Wolverines to their 20th straight NCAA appearance this seasonr It was the 1998 national champi- onship against Boston College and the game was deadlocked 17 min- utes into overtime. Fox took the puck and faked a shot from the left point as a Bos- ton College player went down. Fox drifted behind the Eagle net and passed to Josh Langfeld, a freshman at the time. It was Fox's dump-off and Langfeld's next shot that sealed the Wolverines' second National Championship in three years. The defenseman remains one of Berenson's biggest success stories. To this day, he still gushes about Fox's story, despite the fact that Fox never made it to the NHL. Caporusso retells it to me. Senior defenseman Steve Kampfer tells me yet again. Both use Fox as examples of a player Berenson is most proud of. "It's not what're we going to do for you, it's what're you going to do for Michigan," Fox repeats today with Berenson's voice echoing through his speech. "How are you going to make this a better place? That's the kind of character he wants in kids at Michigan. He wants good hockey players, but really, he wants good students, good citizens, good people, people he'd be proud of to say 20 years down the line that 'I was proud I coached that kid when he was 18."' Since Berenson became Michi- gan's head coach in 1984, the land- scape of professional hockey has changed drastically, making it increasingly difficult for the aging coach to relay his message: that there is life after hockey. NHL teams began calling play- ers at a younger and younger age. Michigan commits began dropping like flies without their degrees, and the coach's frustration has become increasingly obvious; he furrows his brow as he discusses the state of his beloved sport. Players like Andy Hilbert - who wasdraftedinthesecondround ofthe 2000 NHL Entry Draft by Boston - leave early to pursue their childhood dream of playing in the big leagues. Most don't have a backup plan. The coach continues to warn his young players of the dangers of leav- ing early for the NHL, fearing that they will someday live his worst nightmare - being a "hockeybum." Hilbert, like others after him, drifts in and out of the NHL, never truly earning his shot. They're hockey bums, Beren- son understands. And now, it's his goal to save as many of his players from the same fate. But every year becomes more of a struggle. Last season, the Wolverines' best threat on offense, Aaron Palushaj, found himself in Berenson's office after Michigan's season ended in the firstround ofthe NCAA Tournament. Palushaj had made up his mind, and the coach did hisbest to support his decision. The sophomore for- ward had been drafted by the Blues, Berenson's old team, and the temp- tation was too great not to leave. "When you're 19 years old and have to sign apro contract, you really don't know what's going to happen," Palushaj says. "I'm not Andy Hilbert, I'm a different person. If you think it's time for you to go, you can't just sit back and be scared not to sign. You hold your future in your hands." An injury hindered Palushaj from making a splash in his first season. Then, soon after he became healthy again, the forward was traded away to Montreal. Today, Palushaj is with the Hamilton Bulldogs, fighting tooth and nail for the dream he left Ann Arbor to fulfill. "A lot of guys understand what Red's talking about after the fact," Pearson says. "Maybe when you're 19 or 20, you see the money, you see the glitz and the glamour, and they don't realize till later on, 'I knew what he was doing, he was trying to protect me.'" Berenson gets worked up as he remembers players who left his sys- tem early. It's almost as if he feels like he's failed them, and his pater- nal side begins to show through with each example he gives. With each player, he promises the same thing: "If you're good enough for the NHL, I'll drive you to the airport." All of his players know this man- tra. Jack Johnson, the third pick in the 2005 NHL Draft, is one of the few able totake advantage of it. But he's the exception, not the rule. This year's team, a team charac- terized by its response to adversity, shows signs that it is beginning to understand Berenson's need to pro- tect it. Over winter break, senior walk- on Eric Elmblad knew he needed to meet with the coach. He made his way to the Berenson's office, but this conversation wouldn't be about the NHL or professional hockey or anything about the sport in general. Elmblad just wanted some advice about how to succeed in life - away from the rink - so he went to the man who he knew had the answers. The coach told him to make sure touse alloftheresources aroundhim at Michigan, explaining all the steps he took to succeed after his time at Michigan. Of course Elmblad, an engineering major, would have loved to have a career in the NHL; hockey was, after all, his first love. But a career in the big leagues wasn't in the cards for him. Of anyone, having worked from day one just to preserve his spot on the team, he understood the coach's advice all along. "Coach talks about that life after hockey all the time," Elmblad tells me. "This program is not about becoming a better hockey player - you're going to be a better hockey player no matter what. He wants you to get those attributes that will help you be better in life." Chris Fox spent a little over a year trying to make it in the NHL after his senior season, buta serious injury made his shot at the NHL an afterthought, as well. But it was the next 11 years, four in Michigan's medical school and seven as a neurosurgery resident, that would prove to cement Fox in Berenson's mind as a model of the ideal Michigan hockey player. "He was kind of a surrogate par- ent for all of us," Fox said. "Without him, a lot of us wouldn't be where we are today. I wouldn't be a neu- rosurgery resident, I wouldn't have the kind of personal success I had in my life without Red." It was an autumn Sunday in 2006 and Gordie Berenson, son of the coach, could no longer bear to con- tinue blowing leaves out of his yard. Gordie decided to take a break on his ATV, despite the fact that he wasn't much of a trail rider. But there was a nearly 6-mile run span- ning dirt roads in the area, and Gordie just couldn't resist. And as the trail neared its end, Gordie could see his house within sight, a few hundred yards away. That's when Gordie lost control of his Honda and crashed off the dirt trail. Gordie Berenson's body began to falter. Helpless and unconscious, Gordie had sustained a serious head injury that would put his life into peril. As he was lifted out by heli- copter, the coach was alerted to his son's condition and told that he would need majorhbrain surgery just to survive through the night. The coach knew there wasn't much time, and he wasn't a man used to things being outside of his control. So he called the only person he could trust in this situation to save his son's fragile life. He called Chris Fox. Fox was spending his Sunday night at home when he answered a call from the University of Michi- gan emergency room. He wasn't on- call, so he knew it could only be bad news. "Coach Berenson's son is in the ER. We thought you'd want to know," the voice on the other line told him. "I'll be there in five minutes," he responded, heading out the door. As he entered the emergency room that night, Fox experienced a transformation. All the adversity he had been through in his time at Michigan, all the struggles to find his role as aWolverine, they were all leading up to this moment. With two doctors on the case, the process to start Gordie's surgery was expedited, giving him a much better chance of survival. But when it came time for the procedure, Fox knew that he was too invested in the case to perform the surgery. So while Gordie lay on the oper- ating table, Chris Fox sat with the entire Berenson family, who had been in town to watch the coach accept an award the next day. Fox tried to keep their spirits up. But even he wasn't sure if Gordie would wake up from the surgery. And if he did, he could never guar- antee to them that Gordie would be the same. Gordie's sisters, both nurses who spent time at the Uni- versity, prepared their family for the worst-case scenario. ButRed Berenson was just thank- ful to have someone he trusted near- by, someone he had spent countless hours trying to make into a man, someone who understood that he was no longer the shepherd, he was a member of the flock. That Tuesday, the third day after Gordie's accident, the young Beren- son regained consciousness in his hospital bed. He didn't remember anything after losing control on the path late Sunday night, but all of his motor skills were still intact. Fox and the Michigan medical team had saved his life. Berenson still gloats to his play- ers today about one of the purest Michigan Men he knows, the one who heeded his advice and over- came adversity to do something more than just play hockey. "Maize and blue is in my veins," Fox says. "And to have this all come full circle with Gordie and the Berenson's there as a family, it was the least I could ever do for Coach Berenson. It could've gone either way, and we had a great out- come. It's a small, small piece of how I could repay him - a man who changed my life. Fox had found the role he was supposed to play all along. "There were some issues dur- ing his career," Gordie tells me last month, completely recovered from his accident. "But the fact that he stayed four years, won two national titles, goes on to medical school and to get involved by helping save my life, it's really special to me every time I see him. Him filling that role and getting involved in his coach's life - it saved my life." The coach is in a good mood today, a week removed from his team's unprecedented and unex- pected run to the second round of the NCAA Tournament. He grips his coffee, always in its Golf Save up to 40%d Cm to the U nver Golf Course Spri Saturday, April 17th Sale from 9:00AM-3: Save an additona 10 glass mug, like he has in every other meeting we've had to this point. I spot something beside his desk that I've never seen before - a pic- ture tacked up to his bulletin board of a bearded, shirtless man, grin- ning widely in a long wooden canoe. The man looks like he's at home. "That's me in 1972," the coach says later. The photo was taken on his annual canoe trip, which he still takes to this day.Iask him if he's ever grown out a beard like that since then, he says no and springs into a conversation about how today's NHL players give a bad impression with their playoff beards. He's still the same coach. According to most of his players and fellow coaches, the 70-year-old is far from acting his age. Some even venture to say he's in better shape than many of his players. There's also wide consensus that his back- hand is by far the best on the team. "I think he could go for another 10 years," Caporusso tells me. It's been 26 years since he took over a struggling program. Twenty- six years since he had to stand out on the Diag just to sell tickets to fans and convince them to support the hockey program. He gestures to another picture behind his desk, it's of him and two other men, one I recognize as Don Canham. It's from the first day he took over for John Giordano, Michi- gan's last coachbefore him. "If someone would've told me then it would've taken five years to get this teamback on it's feet, I don't know if I would've taken the job," he jokes, dryly. But it's 26 years after that photo was taken, and Red Berenson has gotten pretty comfortable. For the last two years, the coach has signed one-year contracts, meeting with associate athletic director Mike Stevenson to discuss his future. His meeting to decide on next season should take place soon. Those close to him insist they have no idea how long he'll stick around Yost Ice Arena. Gordie con- tends that even the coach's wife, Joy, has no concept of when his hockey career will end. "There's a time," Berenson tells me. "I'm getting closer to the time. I don't know when that time is, but it's not far away. And maybe a year like this would make it tougher to enjoy the job. But still, I think we're still doing the right thing here. "They know I won't stay here for- ever." Immediately after the Wolver- ines' run ended in the NCAA Mid- west Regional in Fort Wayne, Ind. just weeks ago, Elmblad, the walk- on who hadn't appeared in a game all season long, approached the coach. He grabbed his large, weath- ered hand and shook it, looking him straight in the eyes as if to thank him for the four years that Elmblad * had worked his entire life for. It didn't matter that the walk-on had played very little in his college hockey career. According to him, he had earned something much more valuable in his four years at Michi- gan than simply time on the ice. Less than a week later, Elmblad stood at the podium in front of a packed room at the Sheraton Four Points hotel for the team's end-of- the-year banquet. of the five gradu- ating seniors, Elmblad was the only one without prospects in profes- sional hockey. Looking out across the banquet room, tears ran down Elmblad's face. So many people had helped him get to this podium, he stood silent for a brief moment, over- whelmedby the realization. But as his goodbye speech came to an emotional crescendo, Elmblad looked in the direction of the coach: his surrogate father, his mentor, his confidant. The coach, Gordon "Red" Beren- son, was and would always be the face of the Michigan hockey pro- gram, a program which had given Elmblad, as it had for Fox, some- thing he would have never received anywhere else. "Thank you, coach," Elmblad said, "for making me a Michigan Man." 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