-f -W -w r, 11] 1 I [t I I Alt I " nt ad :hey made amends. Imagine that tomorrow, you will barely exist. You will spend the next 20 years in a cell so claustropho- bic that the walls seem to creep toward you. It's so hot you can barely move or breathe. The smell of body odor, urine and shit is so strong that it seeps into your skin. in order to stay alive, you eat slop a dog wouldn't touch. Every morning you worry you might not make it through the day alive. Welcome to prison. It's just as bad as it sounds - and for prisoners who are locked up for crimes they didn't even commit, it's even worse. Marvin Reed and his nephew, Deshawn, know that all too well. It was their hellish reality for nine years after they were wrongly convicted of assault with intent to murder. Last August, though, they walked out of prison as free men. Their convictions were overturned thanks in part to the Innocence Clinic, a Michigan Law School student program that litigates cases for which new evi- dence could prove a convicted prisoner's innocence. The Reed case, the clinic's first success, is a beacon of hope for several other prisoners who the clinic is in the midst of defending. But the Reeds' story didn't end on the day of their release, when family members cried tears of joy and the former prisoners counted their blessings for being alive and liberated. Often passed over in the heartwarm- ing tale of an innocent man set free is the struggle of rebuilding a life that was suadenly puton hold. Dropped into free society in the midst of the worst economic cri- sis since the Great Depression, Marvin and Deshawn must now piece together a livelihood in aworld that has been forbidden to them for almost a decade. A FATEFUL ACCUSATION Ten years ago, Marvin and Deshawn were a couple of family men living in Ecorse, Mich., a suburb outside Detroit. Marvin, then 32 years old, was married and raising his stepchildren with the Security Disability Insur- ance that he received because of a learning disability that prevents him from holding a job. As Marvin puts it, he was "just living day by day (and) staying out of trouble." At 24 years old, Deshawn was busy working as a party promoter in Detroit and completing the process of obtaining his real estate license. He had recently become engaged and had three children, with his fian- c6 pregnant with a fourth. But on March 12, 2000, their world came crashing down on them when they were accused of attacking their neighbor Shannon Gholston, who was paralyzed from the neck down in a drive-by shooting that night. "About 100 police are outside my house saying, 'You were in a drive-by,' or something," Marvin said about the day the shooting occurred. "And I'm like, 'When did this happen,' you know? You're just messing my head up, you know. (I started) running around explain- ing to them you got the wrong person." Gholston identified the Reeds as the assailants, but that was the only piece of evidence against them. No physical evidence tied them to the crime scene, and other prosecution witnesses fingered another sus- pect who police had found with the gun that was used in the shooting. But despite that evidence, a Wayne County Circuit Court judge found the Reeds guilty on Aug. 27, 2001 and sentenced them to 20 years in prison. Gholston later recanted his testimony, but the appel- late court denied a request for a retrial. Deshawn said that while in custody, he fully believed he and his uncle would be found innocent. When the judge announced a guilty verdict, he was dumbfounded. "We were like, 'OK, this is gonna blow over once we go to court and we get found not guilty, 'cause we never did this. But when we got found guilty, it was like a dream," he said. SEEKING FREEDOM FROM BEHIND BARS Deshawn's dream quickly became his reality. The. seemingly impossible guilty verdict turned into a one- way trip to a Level 4-security prison, which is just one level lower than maximum security. Ins4 Level 4 prison - which holds prisoners with longer sentences - Mar- vin and Deshawn had to stay in their cells for 23 hours a day for four straight years. "Just imagine being in a real, real deep hole, and you yelling for help, and it like don't nobody hear you," Deshawn said. "And when somebody do hear you and they look down - and you thinkin' that they gonna help you, give you the help you need - and they just walk off." Throughout their decade-long incarceration, the two men moved frequently from one prison to another, but never together. Every time they entered a new pris- on, they were stripped naked and searched for smug- gled goods - a reoccurring humiliation that Deshawn still bitterly resents. The roughly 6-by-8-foot cells they lived in reeked of human waste, or what the Reeds called "boo boo." During the summer, the walls themselves sweated in the stifling heat. Every waking moment, Deshawn worried if he would be alive by the time he went to sleep that night. He described a typical days as "just waking up, just praying, just hoping I don't get killed or have to defend myself - have to end up, you know, doing something that's not even me (and) hurting somebody just to defend myself." He feared that if he was put in a situation where he needed to protect himself, he might commit a violent crime against another prisoner and blow his chances at a retrial. One time, an inmate ambushed Deshawn from behind a door, stabbing him in the arm with a make- shift knife called a "shank." Deshawn believes he was mistaken for someone else and that the attack had not been intended for him. But no matter the reason for the violence, Deshawn was left to fend for himself. "It's like everybody don't see nothing," he said. "They turn it off. When I got stabbed in my arm...a lot of people see it, but ain't nobody seen it." Marvin, who called his incarceration a "nightmare," was dogged by the same constant threat of violence without adequate protection from the guards. One of the worst experiences he remembers is when he was put in an isolation cell for two days after he got into a fight with a fellow inmate. "I mean, when I say a nightmare, you know you can only deal with this so long," he said. "You justgettired. You wanna just get about ready to break. I just wanna end all this pain and suffering and all this stress, you know? It was terrible." While solitary isolation was soul-crushing for Mar- vin, it was probably safer than being with his cellmate. Marvin and Deshawn were placed in cells with men who were convicted of rape and murder, among other violent crimes. "You might be put in a room with a guy who's been in prison for 40 years, probably killed four people...and he might be a homosexual and he got no respect, not even for himself," Deshawn said. To deal with the unbearable, Deshawn busied him- self by studying law and scrutinizing his case, while Marvin helped with prison yard work and played bas- ketball. "You gotta occupy your time doing something busy, to get out of prison mentally," Deshawn said. But finally, one day in 2008, hope showed up at Deshawn's jail cell in the form of a dozen Innocence Clinic law students. They had decided to investi- gate Deshawn's case after learning about it from his friend. At first, the Innocence Clinic only planned to work on Deshawn's case because of the concern that the prosecution might try to offer Marvin a deal to testify that Deshawn was the shooter. But Deshawn refused to accept their assistance if they did not help his uncle, too. Family came before anything, even his freedom. The Innocence Clinic agreed to take on both cases, and worked diligently to attain a retrial and build a case for the defense. Without the clinic's help, Deshawn said, "we wouldn't be sitting here. Period." After the clinic took their cases, Marvin and Deshawn agonized and fantasized over the idea of freedom for 14 months before their appeal began. When they met in Wayne County Circuit Court in 2008 - the first time they had seen each other in nine years - they expected a bitter fight from the Wayne County Prosecutor's office. See LIFE DEFERRED. Page 6B