12A - The Michigan Daily - Monday, September 27, 1999 Photographer plumbs inner depths to get right image The Baltimore Sun The dream was always the same. She was trapped below the surface of a vast, watery darkness, drowning. She could hear a steady pounding, like a drum or heartbeat, growing louder and nearer. She couldn't breathe, couldn't cry out, couldn't do anything except feel. And what she felt was fear. Eventually, the dream of drowning stopped. Little Connie Imboden grew up in Ruxton, Md., went to art school and studied photography. Twenty years later, her work is admired and exhibit- ed all over the world. Her first book of photographs, "Out of Darkness," was published in 1992. Her second book is "The Beauty of Darkness." But her success wouldn't have hap- pened, she never would have been called a poet with a camera, if she had not returned to the dark, brooding waters of her childhood nightmare. If she had not learned - painstakingly and with a signature clarity that some find exhilarating and others find unnerving, even monstrous - to see the beauty of darkness. Fresh out of art school, Imboden embarked on a period of searching for her photographic style. She took pic- tures of rocks and trees. She did por- traits and weddings. The pictures were not very good, and her clients were disappointed. One day in the early 1980s she shot a reflection in a puddle. She decided she liked reflections and photographed a friend floating face up in a pond that reflected the trees along its bank. She photographed her again with light dancing off the surface of the water like St. Elmo's fire. These pictures made people take notice. No one had seen anything like them before. Soon, Imboden began to experiment with different ways of photographing reflections and started working with her model in a shallow, plastic kiddie pool whose bottom she lined with black cloth. One day she put a mirror on the bot- tom of the pool and photographed the model from above. The result was a haunting triple image, in which the model's face was reflected off both the mirror and the underside of the water's surface. Imboden called the picture "Mother and Child," because the image of the model's reflection reminded her of a fetus floating in the amniotic fluid. However, there was something disturb- ing about the picture, even though she didn't immediately know what it was. Shortly afterward, the dream that had terrified her childhood returned. And Imboden realized that in order to continue as a photographer she would somehow have to face what it repre- sented and overcome it. "It was a very long process," she says today. "I was full of doubts at the time, about whether I should be doing this, whether the photos were worth all the time and money I was putting into them. And the dream was still frighten- ing, even though this time I was more intrigued by itthan afraid. "But somehow the photographs urged me on. It was a matter of listen- ing to them and trusting that intuitive, creative process." She decided to confront her fears directly by immersing herself totally in the element she had feared. "I wanted to go underwater, she recalls, "because going below the surface seemed very significant on a psycho- logical level.' Imboden eventually came to see water, both in her dreams and in her pictures, as a synibol for birth and transformation and as a metaphor for the different levels of human con- sciousness. Now, she has spent nearly a third of her life exploring a single, sharply delimited subject - the naked body enveloped in water and its reflections. It's a warm summer evening. Imboden, wearing a black bathing suit and goggles and carrying a sophisticat- Photographer Connie Imboden works in her backyard pool. ed waterproof camera, floats weight- lessly just below the surface of the small swimming pool in her back yard. Two models, Brooke McCrory and Terrie Fleckenstein, carefully arrange their bodies in the water and on a nar- row wooden footbridge that bisects the pool. The models have worked with Imboden before and know what to expect. The bridge has handrails from which loops and ropes dangle, like a child's swing set. The models use these sup- ports to position parts of their bodies - a foot, a hand, a leg - above, on or below the surface of the water as Imboden peers up at them through her camera. Though the pool is less than 6 feet deep, Imboden wears lead weights around her waist to keep her from pop- ping up to the surface. Aside from a small light at the far end of the pool, which won't register on film, it is totally dark. Speaking in a low murmur, Imboden guides the models into their poses. The hushed. scene is illuminated by bursts of silent,; bright blue flashes from the photogra-, pher's strobe. Imboden, holding her breath under- water, works rapidly, making minute adjustments in position and lighting. Over the years she has learned that even tiny changes in camera angle can dramatically alter the image formed by, the lens. Her technique depends on the reflective and refractive qualities of water. The surface of water acts like a' mirror. For an object seen from above the waterline, the reflection appears to lie just below the surface; objects seen from below the waterline appear to cast reflections above the surface. Light is refracted when its path is bent as it passes from air to water or vice versa. The bending effect creates unexpected forms of distortion, dra- matically elongating or foreshortening bodies like a fun-house mirror. Imboden deliberately exploits such distortion to create her unusual images. Yet her work lies squarely in the photography tradition of such artists as Edward Weston, Ansel Adams and Dorothea Lange, all of. whom avoided artificial manipulation or alteration of the image formed by the lens. Imboden's pictures may be deliberately ambiguous, but they are never a result of photographic tricks such as multiple exposures or digitally altered images. "It's really taken me years to under- stand reflection and (refraction) in the water and how they work," Imboden says. "It's been very rewarding, but sometimes also very difficult." In every photo shoot, Imboden con- centrates on only one or two ideas. This evening she is working with faces and feet. She asks Fleckenstein to float face down in the pool beside the little wooden bridge, holding her breath and raising her head only often enough to fill her lungs with air. Then she tells McCrory to stand on the bridge, dip one foot into the water and gently press its sole against the side of Fleckenstein's face. The models must hold absolutely still while Imboden works, even though the poses are physically tiring. Imboden is completely submerged, her camera pointed upward at the models' face and foot and their reflected images on the waterline. The session lasts more than an hour. By the end, the photographer has exposed 10 or so rolls of 35-millimeter film, or about 360 frames. During the summer, when the weather is warm enough to work out- doors, she shoots at least two or three times a week (in winter she teaches at the Maryland Institute, prints nega- tives and gives lecture-workshops around the country). Each summer she exposes several thousand negatives. But she only makes prints of a few dozen of them, and of those fewer still will ever be exhibited. Imboden is her own most uncompromising critic. As a teen-ager, Imboden showed no particular artistic talent until she enrolled in.a summer course in pho- tography at the Maryland Institute dur- ing her senior year in high school.' "That was the first time, I had done something really well," Imboden recalls. "After that I couldn't imagine myself doing anything except photog- raphy." After high school, Imboden tookr classes at the Maryland Institute for. several years, then earned a bachelor of science degree from Towson State University in 1978 and a master's degree in fine arts from the University; of Delaware in 1988. Her two years at Delaware were cru- cial, she says. Because she was a grad- uate assistant, she had to teach classes despite her fear of public speaking. Through teaching, Imboden not only developed a new sense of confidence but learned to critically evaluate htr own work. Around this time Walter Gom. owner of Baltimore's Gomez Gallery, saw Imboden's photographs at the slide registry of Maryland Art Place, where regional artists keep their work on file. Imboden had submitted slides of her master's thesis show, which included early works like "Mother and Child." Gomez instantly recognized a unique talent. Gomez gave Imboden her first com- mercial show in 1988, and he has b a tireless booster of her work ever since, arranging exhibitions across the United States and in Europe and South America. By the early 1990s, Imboden was exhibiting widely and museums had begun to buy her work. The prestigious Witkin Gallery represented her in New York. In 1992, the year her first book was published, the Museum of Moderni/@ in New York bought Imboden's 1988 picture "Dead Silences II." After the MOMA purchase, the price of that print jumped from S300 to $5.000. At a time when fashions in art change almost as rapidly as fashions in clothing, Imboden's long-term dedica- tion to a single method has made her almost almost unique among contem- porary photographers. "It's very common for a young pl' tographer to have an exciting body , work and then attempt to mutate in new directions only to find that the next phase isn't as energized," said Arthur Olman, director of the Museum of Photographic Arts in San Diego. "That wasn't the case with Connie, Oilman said. "She has continued to explore the potential of water as a transformative material, to dig dee4 into that inquiry, and she has found it to be for her a terribly nourishing vein." The strangeness Imboden loves also has a dark side, however. In one recent image, for example, a hand seems to emerge from beneath the skin of a woman's breast; in another, a man's head, the mouth opened to scream, floats in the blackness above a body that looks like either a turtle, a dw or a deformed fetus. Such images are profoundly disturb- ing to some people, though Imbodeti. herself often interprets them quite innocently: the touch so intimate itis felt beneath the skin;.the moment a human personality emerges from the chaos of the uncnscious. "Conne heas taken the type of delib-, erate distortion that a photographer like Andre Kertesz used in the 19 and '30s and brought it to a new leve says Janet Sirmon, director of Alan Klotz Photo Collect in New York, "where the viewer has to look and think about what is being presented because you can't always be sure what it is. She makes the body a kind of visual conundrum." "There is a deep and primal drama in Imboden's mind," writes Ollman in the forward to Imboden's most recent book. "0. SA WEEK OF X-TREME WOLVERINE PRIDE SEPTEMBER 27 - OCTOBER 2