Hooks, sinking What does it mean for me to be a white woman in a society where rac- ism permeates every crevice of life? How do I experience and cash in on white privilege everyday? How do I reconcile being from inner-city De- troit and now living in the majority for the first time ever? These are questions that ran through my head as bell hooks spoke in the Union Ballroom Monday as part of the Martin Luther King cel- ebration. As she was talking about hite supremacy and the perpetua- tion of racism in this country, I r le -ear U eview couldn't help but interrogate my own role in that perpetuation. What left a great impression on me was hooks' optimism. Ithasbeenalong time since I have heard a speech or been involved in aconversation about race in which the feeling was optimistic rather than pessimistic. Usually, the cynic in me comes out and the spirit of hope which for the most part burns brightly within me dulls. What has prompted me to write this column days after the MLK cel- ebration, is the plea from hooks for hose of us who understand the notion of a "beloved community" based on a shared vision to give public testimony. So, I intend to do that through an inter- rogation of my white womanhood and how that has shaped my life. Being born in downtown Detroit to parents who engaged in the civil rights movement and activism of the '60s, has always given me a unique sense of my race. In fact, I can hon- estly say I never fully understood what it meant to be white until I moved to Ann Arbor. With this understanding came a whole new experience of pain and responsibility. I realized that I cannot sit quietly by as racism rears its head and be content to cash in on the ben- efits which my skin color grants me. I have to think beyond my comfort evel and challenge even those things which may make my life more difficult. Imustdothis in order tomake life better for all us, not just whites or Blacks. And often this means feeling an incredible weight upon my shoulders. But a little of that weight was lifted as I heard bell hooks talk about how she believes that not every white person is doomed to live a life ruled by white *supremacy. This is a concept that I have believed for a long time but have never heard anyone express before. Hearing hooks put into words ideas that most of us avoid voicing at all costs gave me a hope that if a dialogue can begin we will have a chance to change the world. She argues we will be able to do this if we continue to recognize and analyze our differences. It is within this that the hope of racism ending and Ocommunities being built will occur. So, what I am trying to do with my life, and I encourage all of you to do with yours, is to come to terms with what my whiteness and my woman- hood means? I recognize that as a white person, I am allowed to travel anywhere with- out the fear of being stopped because of my skin color. I am able to apply for a job and not feel that I will be denied solely because of my race. I can do whatever I want without being categorized by my skin color. As a woman I must identify with the violence that is inflicted upon women simply because they are women. I must identify with the abuse heaped upon women who assert them- selves as strong and independent. I ust realize that all women's struggles are my struggles. And whether I believe that these are issues that should exist is not the point. They do exist, so they must be faced. They must not be ignored. They must not be feared. MUSIC BY ANDY DOLAN Pulp Fiction is like godlike, my little frugal gourmet, my petit four of death, my little daisy. FYLM BY SCOTT PLAGENIOEF 1994 has come and is now thankfully gone. The cultural vacuum which continues to engulf our nation struck no more resonant a chord than in the cinema. Now more than ever the ability for major studio filmmakers to take chances, to produce art rather than product, has dissipated. 1994 was the biggest grossing year at the box- office, besting last year's totals, yet doing so with an alarmingly lower quality of films. Sequels, star vehicles, derivative remakes and film versions of television shows or pulp novels all dominated the major studio roster of films in 1994. The ability of Hollywood producers to package films for other markets-whether they be Happy Meals at "Rockdonalds" or "Lion King" underoos-begs the question: are these foremost films or commodities? Two films this year did manage to succeed at a level it is rare a work of art can--to work themselves, both almost instantaneously, into our collective cultural fabric. 1994 may well be remembered for no more than these two pictures: "Pulp Fiction" and "Forrest Gump." These two vastly different films each polarized audiences, each forged an army of loyal devotees as well as a large crowd of dissenters, yet neither was ignored. "Pulp Fiction" stands as the year's finest cinematic achievement. A film rare in its ability to combine uncom- promising inventiveness and sheer audience pleasure, "Fiction" was a rare gem in a year marred by inferiority. Writer-Director Quentin Tarantino successfully wove three crime vignettes with a Wellesian narrative structure, scath- ing dialogue and a remarkable ensemble cast (highlighted by the "comeback" of John Travolta and the coming-out of Samuel L. Jackson) to create a film of boundless enjoyment. "Forrest Gump," the story of a man-child drifting through over 30 years of both American history and his own personal relationships, left the most indelible mark on our society a film has made since perhaps "E.T." "Gump" was regarded by some as a masterpiece of the human spirit and others as the hollow celebration of disenchantment, but it was always regarded. Unfortu- nately it was too often regarded as the former and not the latter. The appalling lack of originality is probably more responsible for the overly exaggerated to nearly mastur- batory praises languished upon the likes of "Speed," "The Lion King," "Red Rock West" and "Four Weddings and a Funeral." Each were entertaining, nominally quality films, yet none are worthy of being considered amongst the year's top tier pictures. There were, despite the sea of mediocrity, a handful of truly marvelous films, most of which went unseen. Fore- most amongst these was the brilliant documentary, "Hoop Dreams." Along with "Fiction," "Hoop Dreams" stands head and shoulders above the remainder of this year's films. A five-year project, "Dreams" records the hopes, dreams, and influences - negative and positive - on the lives of two Chicago NBA hopefuls . What results is a masterstroke of revealing the depth of the human charac- ter and the disparity of the inner-city. Ironically, and due to the alarming lack of quality original material being produced, four of the five of the year's other high marks are dramatic renderings of actual people and events. Tim Burton's "Ed Wood" celebrates the autonomy of the world's worst filmmaker and, in the process, the desire for purity for which each artist strives. "Heavenly Creatures," a true-life story featuring a pair of hyper-imaginative New Zealand teens who commit ma- tricide, "Quiz Show," and the hypnotically original biog- raphy "32 Short Films about the Life of Glenn Gould" all had reality as their basis. Only "The Shawshank Redemp- tion," an engaging film derived form a Stephen King vignette can place itself amongst this year's film elite without a foundation in reality. Disturbing once again is the utter lack of quality women's roles in the film industry. Meryl Streep and Meg Ryan both were hailed for working against type in "The River Wild" and "When a Man Loves a Woman" yet each film is simply bland. Jodie Foster's pet project, "Nell," is at its most basic level a two-hour Oscar clip. Demi Moore again proved to be more cleavage than actress. Only Linda Fiorentino's displaced femme fatale in "The Last Seduc- tion" provided a well-rounded female lead in a quality film. A small ray of hope for the future of cinema was the inability for studios to forecast what was to be successful and what was not. Former cash cows, such as Kevin Costner, Macauley Culkin, Julia Roberts andEddie Murphy all saw their films deservedly bomb. Similarly, much hyped projects such as "Love Affair, " "Mary Shelley's Frankenstein," "Junior" and "Wolf' all sank under the weight of their own pretension and pointlessness. An audit of the quality of the pictures of 1994 must conclude as a distressing reminder of simply how much the Hollywood system consists of businessmen first and artists second. In an institution in which the bastions of creativity ideally outreach the culturally bankrupt rush for prophet it appears that more and more the latter is succeed- ing. The public, more willing to see "Stargate" than "Quiz Show," may well live to see the disappearance of the "Ed Wood"'s in favor of a steady diet of "Dumb and Dumber." If the year 1994 has taught us anything, it's that the world has be- come fully submerged in the usual middle-of-the-decade stagnation, and the world of music seems to have been affected even more than usual by this drought. In the alternative mainstream, the year started off slowly, with artists such as Beck providing a convenient "next big thing" for the music indus- try to latch onto. The term "slacker" seemed to be in vogue even more than when it was associated with "grunge," and, as has become the routine, the music was regarded by the mainstream press as "the voice of the apathetic Generation X," or something moronic like that. More people started paying attention to other so-called "slacker" bands like Pavement and Sebadoh than ever before, until it became clear that these bands weren't as willing to play the label game. However, to say that any event in 1994 was more significant to music than the puzzling (or was it?) suicide of Kurt Cobain would be laughable. No matter what you thought of the man's music, you could never deny that there was something totally genu- ine about him, and it was extremely sobering to see the explosive result when that attitude was mixed with the fake, prepackaged world of the com- mercial music industry. It was a failed experiment, and one that music fans aren't likely to see again anytime soon. Cobain's death was just one event that happened on an April afternoon, but so many things changed drasti- cally after that. The whole "slacker/ grunge" movement was suddenly re- placed by a sort of "'90s punk rock" movement, whose commercial face was provided by bands like the Off- spring and Green Day. With heavy support from "alternative" radio and, of course, the great god MTV, a new scene was quickly born. However, unlike the scenes be- fore it, which seemed to come along by accident, the new punk explosion had a distinct aura of corporate mas- terminding behind it. The cries of "sellout!" rang loudly and more in- tensely than even the similar (though unfounded) backlash that Nirvana had experienced at first, and it was clear that while artists like Beck and Pearl Jam had earned at least a reluctant respect from even their harshest crit- ics, Green Day and Offspring seemed to generate as many bitter enemies as they did devoted fans. 1994's biggest concert was, with- out a doubt, the 25th anniversary of Woodstock, but whether it was a suc- cess or not has remained a mystery. Detractors of the show pointed to corporate sponsorship, insane ticket prices and a general feeling of con- trivance to the whole event, while others saw it as an important cultural and musical event. Lollapalooza was back for it's fourth go-around, and it featured ei- ther its best or its worst lineup ever, depending on who you asked. If there was a change from previous years, it was the increased attention given to the second stage, which featured an incredible lineup including Stereolab, Rollerskate Skinny, Guided By Voices and the Boo Radleys making appearances for various chunks of the tour. The Boredoms also made a name for themselves in being the most un- derground band ever to appear on the main stage, but the rest of the bands, cut from various cross sections of the alternative (L7, Breeders, Nick Cave), mainstream (Smashing Pumpkins, Beastie Boys) and rap (Tribe Called Quest) scenes, either sucked or rocked the house, depending on your musical tastes. Many of 1994's best moments came from new artists, rather than older, more familiar faces. The so- called New Wave of New Wave slowly crept its way across the Atlan- tic and infiltrated the American mu- sic scene with the sounds of bands like Oasis, Suede, Echobelly, Elastica and especially Blur, who scored a minor hit with "Girls and Boys," one of the most blatantly '80s-revivalist songs of the year. Rap began to break even more new ground in 1994 with the "G- Funk" sounds of Warren G, Snoop Doggy Dogg and Dr. Dre. With these artists, their troubles with the law became an integral part of their im- age, as much as the music itself. Not surprisingly, this more serious image has increased it's popularity signifi- cantly. The year's most anticipated al- bums came from R.E.M. and Pearl Jam, and, in general, fans flocked dutifully to the record stores to launch these two records to the top of the charts. Both albums, however, signi- fied something of a change in direc- tion for the artists, and longtime fans were somewhat taken aback until MTV and commercial radio picked out the most accessible bits for easy consumption. The end of the year found MTV buzz bin favorites such as Weezer, Portishead and Veruca Salt making serious headway in the mainstream area, and it looks as if power-pop and punk lite will be the sounds to watch out for in 1995, at least for the imme- diate future. All in all, the best thing about 1994 was that it showed us how quickly music trends can give way to one another. If nothing else, it gives at least some hope for 1995. I~;S e- - .!9t ixbr