12 - The Michigan Daily - Thursday, April 14, 1994 After four years in the press box, a changed fan returns to the crowd I ADAM MILLER Miller's Crossing N ocheering in the press box. That, as most everyone knows, is the first rule of sports writing. Literally, it means don't sing The Victors from the free seats. Figuratively, it means sports writers are supposed to cover teams with a neutral, maybe even critical, eye. Not only is the no-cheering mandate "rule number one" in terms of priority, but as Mike Littwin, a 20-year columnist for The Baltimore Sun observed in his retirement column (published in a recent anthology of sports writing), also the most difficult to follow. Yes, this is also one of those columns, a "farewell in yarn." As a young boy, I was raised on mom, country, and the Schembechler Way. Autumn Saturdays at 1 p.m. meant one thing: Michigan madness (for all you history buffs, home games once began at 1 p.m. all the time). I probably had a Pavlovian reaction to "Laaadies and Gentle- men! Presenting ..." bred into.me, and I think I listed maize and blue as my favorite colors when asked in elementary school. So in 1990, when I decided to come to the Daily and cover sports, I was unprepared for the approach I had to take. Don't be positive about the Wolverines all the time? Report what the other team does? Be critical? It was a big switch, especially for someone who, at one point, hung emotionally on every win and loss. But, gradually, I made it. I learned to detach myself (somewhat), to watch with a factual eye and to provide a balanced account of what happened to the paper's readers. I gained perspective on athletics these past four years. True, I admired the sentiments in Littwin's column, "A Fan Again After All These Years," where he talked of how much he "missed being a fan" and couldn't wait to get back. But I can't say I'll be the same "fan" I was in over-devoted proportions now that I'm no longer a sports writer. The perspective lessons remains. As some of you know, much of my perspective comes from outside the sports world. I won't dwell on this too much, but it's safe to say that it's impossible to go through the University as a student with disabilities and not pick up a certain perspective (there's that word again) that you didn't have before. For instance, after the football team lost to Minnesota in the Little Brown Jug in 1986,I couldn't take it. A shot at the national title gone to Minnesota? What could be worse? When the team went down to Notre Dame last September, once again losing a chance at the championship, I didn't have the same reaction. Yes, much of my "new view" comes from life. But my experi- ences as a sports writer count for a lot, as well. When you're a beat writer for a losing team, you must be able to write accurately about the defeats (Michi- gan doesn't always lose from bad luck, folks). You have to question the Michigan players without starting each interview with, "That was a tough loss, don't you think?" You have to be ready to cover the next game, knowing that the team will probably lose that one, too. And you have to be able to write "the column." The one that says the team isn't very good this year. Eventually, all of this gets easier. Honestly. I learned how to handle it along the way, and I hope you found me to have been a fair writer, and not too much of a cynic or (worse yet for a sports writer) a "homer." Not that it was always easy. The last few minutes of the Michigan- North Carolina game at the Rain- bow Classic, culminating in Jalen Rose's putback at the buzzer, made me want to jump from my seat with a huge, "Hail!" And November's shutout of Ohio State to clinch the Hall of Fame Bowl? I admit I remained in the press box to see the band perform its postgame show and to catch the victory party. So yes, there's still a fan in me, and I've enjoyed cheering with the crowd again the past few months. But I'm not the maniac of my youth anymore, nor do I think I can ever be again. Now - you knew I was getting to this -- I think this way is better. I'm still a huge Michigan fan, as anyone who has seen the decorating scheme of my apartment can attest, and still a huge Bo Schembechler fan (though for reasons far beyond his success on the gridiron) but maybe, to use the clichd, an "older, wiser" fan. A fan with perspective. The wins and losses are important, just not life and death. The world doesn't end when Michigan loses, and maybe it's not horrible if we don't win the national title each year. Sports are still important, but as I look back at what I've learned these four years, I can honestly say that it usually is ... Just a game. Thanks for reading, and I'll C-YA'round. Mclimon and VanPelt win awards FROM STAFF REPORTS Senior athletes Molly McClimon and Toby Van Pelt were both recently awarded the 1994 Big Ten Confer- ence Medal of Honor. The Medal of Honor is presented* annually to a graduating male and female student-athlete who has at- tained the greatest proficiency in both scholarship and athletics at each con- ference member institution. McClimon was a member of the' women's cross country and track and field teams. A communications major, she earned Academic All-Big Ten honors three times each in both cross- country and track and field. McClimon was the 1993 Big Ten Cross Country Championships indi- vidual medalist, and led the Wolver- ines to consecutive conference titles in 1992 and 1993. 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