The Michigan Daily - Weekend etc. - October 1,1992- Page 3 'Multi-culturalism' at University not what expected by Jessie Halladay A year ago, I walked into a dance for incoming first-year students at the University of Michigan and was shocked. Everyone was doing the "white person dance." College, I suddenly realized, was going to be a lot different. Basically, "white person danc- ig" is a non-rhythmical bounce. It has no steps, requires no concentra- tion and sorely lacks imagination. it's not the type of dancing that you typically see at a primarily Black high school, which is what I at- tended. I.n fact I would be embar- i-assed to do it, and I am far from be- ing a great dancer. Let me clear this up, I am white. I grew up in a predominantly Black neighborhood in Detroit. Now I am living in predominantly white Ann Arbor. This means that among the many usual adjustments to college life, I have spent the last year trying to learn how to live in the majority, how to fit into a culture that is sup- posed to be mine but. I often don't understand - and don't even know if I want to. There were many times when I was the only white face in a Black crowd. It never bothered me. Now I am one of many white faces and sometimes it bothers me. My parents taught me not to tol- erate prejudice. I think that's why it was never important to me what color the people around me were. It still isn't. But now I am among a new group of people and it is more important to them. Before I started school last fall, I was scared to face the prejudice that inevitably would surface. But I knew I would have to. However, I thought that I would try to do something to make the initial confrontation a little easier when it came. Soon after school began, I joined the "multi-cultural" group in my residence hall. I thought this would be a place for me to have fellowship with people of similar backgrounds, people who understand the tragedy of prejudice and racism. Little did I know that "multi-cultural" at this university seems to be a euphemism for Black. The tension at the first meeting was thick as I felt everyone wondering if my roommate and I, the only two white people in the room, were in the right place. The time to face the prejudice had come. Only it wasn't what I had expected. The difference was that the prejudice wasn't coming from a white person, but from a group joined together to create "multi-cul- tural" unity. I had been prepared to deal with prejudice from other white people. It came as a bigger blow to have it come from the people with whom I had expected to feel com- fortable. Becoming a member of this group really woke me up to the real- ity I had hoped I could ignore. No longer will people assume that I am not prejudiced, as they did at my high school. Just the opposite, peo- ple of color will often assume I am biased so they can protect them- selves from hostility. The funny thing is that I don't blame them. It seems to be an effective way of pro- tection. What better way to shield oneself from unwanted aggravation? I've also met with the kind of prejudice that I expected to en- counter the most. Some white people I have met feel less inhibited about making prejudiced statements in front of me because my skin color does not indicate my background or values. One day I was having a conver- sation with a newly made friend, when the conversation switched to race. She very candidly said that she does not like Black people. She has come to this decision because she comes from a relatively small city in Michigan. She came to her conclu- sion in the same way that I think many people do, by judging an entire group by the actions of a couple of individuals. Although she knows that I am from Detroit, she felt that on some level I would be able to connect with her because I am white. The problem is that I don't connect. But all I did was politely nod and say, "Well, that's your opinion." I have always voiced my views about racism. Maybe not everyone agreed with me, but I was never afraid to say how I felt. But this time I kept my initial feelings to myself, denying my instinct to speak out. My biggest fear when I came to the University was that I would give in to peer pressure. That I wouldn't say how I felt because it would be difficult. And I was right, it is easier to keep quiet and not start anything, like I did with my friend. At the ori- entation dance I went out in the hallway to dance the dances I know, the ones I felt comfortable with. I went out into the hallway so I wouldn't stick out, so I wouldn't be different. I realize that in the scheme of things, dancing is a trivial issue - what counts is one's values. It used to scare me that my values might be different, but now that I'm starting my second year here, I realize I don't mind. I want them to stick out, I want to come out of the hallway and on to the dance floor. Because if I don't. do it, than how can expect anyone else to? How can I expect anything to change? I think I finally know how to live in the majority. The trick is that I don't have to live any differently. All I have to do is be myself. Sometimes I have to go the extra mile to make sure that people know who that is, but it's worth it. Even if it only means that I haven't sacri- ficed my values. Rare book room puts students in touch with unusual materials y Darnell Jones Good things are hard to find, es- pecially when they're rare. That is Omless you've been to the Special Collections library. Special Collections, located on the seventh floor of the graduate li- brary, is just that--a special collec- tion of rare and costly books and pther notable records from the past and present. Although it is called a library, this is not your typical go- get-a-book-to-do-a-paper-library. It's really much more: a museum-li- brary hybrid. Like a museum, the library houses masterpieces, literary mas- terpieces. An area for exhibits dis- play these works which are encased in glass. The museum ambiance is carried through to the sign that reads Please No Flash Pictures." Like a library, Special Collec- tions allows its visitors to handle the material, although delicately and with some rules. "We have the responsibility to take a very long term view of the use of the materials we have," said Peggy Daub, Head of The Special Collections library. "Like other librarians, we're caught in the dilemma of saving things so that the next user has something there instead of just shreds of paper; 'but also make it accessible enough to get what they need for their studies." The library goes to great lengths to preserve the sometimes delicate materials it houses. Library patrons must lay books on foam rubber stands so that the book does not scrape against the table surface. Also, Lucite paperweights wrapped 'If you don't have places that save these types of papers, they're not going to available to people at all.' - Martha Terre!! Harris, library user The Labadie Rare Book Collection, in the Graduate Library, features old books such as this one on display. The library is open Monday through Friday, 10 a.m. to noon and 1 p.m. to 5 p.m., and 10 a.m. to noon on Saturdays. "First. editions are the most im- portant," Arribas said, "It's the clos- est we have right now to the real 16th century. [Special Collections] has books that those people used to read." Matt Wyszynski, also pursuing a Master's degree in Spanish litera- ture, agrees. "They had a couple books here I couldn't get anywhere else. A lot of the books they don't reprint so the only book you can get is the original direct from the 16th century." Contrary to past years, student use in this library has been on the rise. "In the time I've been here, I have found that students are coming in because we are being better publicized," said Kathleen Dow, a reference worker for Special collec- tions. "Not just undergraduate stu- F -- --- - --- -- -- -- $10.00 OFF I Highlights Lowlights - Perms with a haircut With coupon. Please mention this ad. Expires 12/31/92 [ $18.00 College Haircuts Every Day no coupon needed Includes Wash - BI.wdry - Complete Style must be 18-23 years old dents, but graduate students, we get a wide variety of patrons with a wide variety of needs." Martha Terrell Harris, an em- ployee of Lynchburg Museum Systems in Virginia, traveled to the Special collection library in search of records for a family history. "If you don't have places that save these types of papers, they're not going to available to people at all," Harris said. "A lot of these papers may be in peoples' basements or their attics hidden away and they never get used, but when a facility like this takes the papers, it's helpful." The Special Collections Library is open Monday-Friday 10 a.m.-noon and 1-5 p.m. and Saturday 10 a.m.- noon. The Robinson Crusoe Collection, their ne west exhibit, opens October 5. UM in soft velvet, called "snakes," must be used to hold pages open to mini- mize hand to page contact. In some cases, gloves must be worn. Beginning in the early 20th cen- tury, Special Collections is a pio- neering organization and through the acquisition of rarities throughout the years, the library has developed collections of international dis- tinction. Such collections include the literary and biblical texts written on papyrus. The papyrus collection, dating from the third century B.C., is the largest and most distinguished in the western hemisphere. Another notable collection is the Labadie Collection, named after Joseph Labadie, a prominent Detroit anarchist who donated it to the li- brary in 1911. Originally a special collection centered upon anarchist materials, it now embraces a wide variety of social protest literature. Ed Weber, librarian in charge of the Labadie collection, says it is one of the most frequently used collec- tions by university students. Students use the Labadie as a re- source for term papers and it's popu- lar with graduate students as vital material for dissertations. Weber not only encourages students to use the Labadie collection, but "anyone with intellectual curiosity." Curiosity did not bring Julian Arribas to Special Collections. 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Students in an honors creative writing and literature course taught by Nancy Kushigian this semester are currently reading Piercy's fiction for the first half of the class. Piercy will come to campus Oct. 25 and critique the students' fiction. :Piercy, who grew up in Detroit and graduated from the U-M in 1957, is widely read in women's studies classes because of her strong feminist approach to literature. Both Piercy's fiction and poems are em- bedded with social issues. 'Ms. Piercy was mainly chosen because she is a distinguished Michigan alumna who won several Hopwood Awards while she was here.' -- Liina Wallin University Honors Program associate director, Kushigian is a former associate director for the honors program and is currently working on women's educational issues of the 18th and 19th centuries. The course is a 400- level class, comprised of primarily English literature majors. "Ms. Piercy was mainly chosen because she is a distinguished Michigan alumna who won several. 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