Page 8- The Michigan Daily- Tuesday, April 14,1992 Dawn Upshaw not really a diva by Michelle Weger "And those receive me who quietly treat me as one familiar and well- beloved in that home. But will not, oh will not, not now, not ever; but will not ever tell me who I am. " - James Agee A Death in the Family Dawn Upshaw portrays Agee's young protagonist with heartwrench- ing directness in her recording of Samuel Barber's Knoxville: Summer of 1915. Upshaw herself, however, needs no one to tell her who she is. Since 1984, when she won both tie Young Concert Artists Inter- national Auditions and a spot in the Young Artist Development program at'New York's Metropolitan Opera, she has literally been telling the world. And the world has been listening and responding enthusiasti- cally to the 31-year old lyric so- prano. Even in speaking with Upshaw over the telephone, one immediately recognizes the same intelligence and straightforwardness with which she approaches music. Both qualities explain her special way of touching audiences and finding satisfaction from doing just that. To be sure, one essential quality which sets Upshaw apart from other classical singers, and which has won her a wide and respecting group of devotees, is her refusal to live up to anyone's image of a prima donna. Still, her choice of careers seems unusual for a woman who claims to be neither overly ambitious nor ex- troverted. By the time Upshaw got to high school, she was no stranger to singing: as a kid, her parents would take her and her sister around to schools to sing folk music and civil rights songs. That's right, the gifted vocalist who has appeared in opera houses in That's right, the gifted vocalist ... grew up lis- tening to Peter, Paul and Mary, Linda Rondstadt, and Barbra Streisand, rather than Joan Sutherland or Maria Callas. Salzburg, Vienna, Amsterdam and NYC grew up listening to Peter, Paul and Mary, Linda Rondstadt, and Barbara Streisand, rather than Joan Sutherland or Maria Callas. As a teenager, Upshaw studied oboe, and for a time considered be- coming an orchestral musician. Then, while still in high school, she began taking voice lessons, and thought that musical theater might be her calling. It wasn't until she was exposed to music history and theory at Illinois Wesleyan Uni- versity that Upshaw pricked up her ears to classical. "As I went through, I just got so excited about that music," she re- members. But even then, she claims she didn't yet comprehend every- thing involved in being an artist. "It's probably better that I didn't," she chuckles good-naturedly. After her first year in college, Upshaw started spending summers at the prestigious Aspen music festival. There, studying with the late Jan DeGaetani, was where she came to understand her own "unique offer- ing." She says that through DeGae- tani, she gained confidence and became convinced to, "seek out my- self through the work." Those summers also point to the genesis of her development as an artist: finding a unique point of view for each piece, and performing it with conviction. In fact, if Upshaw has a mantra, "conviction" would certainly be her inward chant. For her, that means having a complete understanding of the music's form and meaning. Her talent for communicating that under- standing entirely without pretension is the essence of her style and pres- ence, and has allowed her to be very selective about her projects. That very attitude is yet another factor that distinguishes Upshaw from her colleagues. No doubt about it, her shimmering, pure soprano voice attracts listeners like a magnet; but it's her warmth, humanity, and commitment to both text and music that transfix them. So far, the singer's philosophy is paying off. A very busy performing schedule included four Mozart op- eras at the Met this season, as well as concert appearances with the Los Angeles Philharmonic, San Fran- cisco Symphony, Atlanta Sympho- ny and Cleveland Orchestra. She's recently participated in recording "The Marriage of Figaro," Haydn's "Creation," and Mahler's Symphony No. 4. Her last two solo albums gar- nered Grammy awards in 1990 and 1991. Success does have its downside, however. Her schedule leaves little time for outside interests. "My fam- ily has become my hobby," Upshaw says, referring to her husband, musi- cologist Michael Nott and their young daughter. "My life has really gotten very busy and complicated," she sighs, "I'm not crazy about that." For a moment she sounds like any other harried working mother, rather than a woman known for portraying perky Mozart heroines and recording unusual - some might say adven- turous - programs of 20th century art songs. But make no mistake, divadom is definitely not in this woman's future - at least if she can help it. Hating the feeling that the music business is a race, Upshaw tries to divorce her- self from that part of it as much as possible. Early on, she says she was more aware of others' expectations for her, but now she has, "become comfortable with my role in the mu- sic world ... I don't feel like I'm try- ing to get to the top of a ladder any- more." While Upshaw feels lucky that her recording label has allowed her so much freedom, she also attributes Dawn Upshaw doesn't look like an operatic diva, but she's well on her way. her willingness to take artistic risks to something more deeply rooted. "I feel like I have a pretty good sense of who I am. I don't have a need to prove it to anybody ... maybe that is rare, and maybe not just in the music business, but in any business." DAWN UPSHAW AND RICHARD GOODE will perform tonight at Rackham Auditorium at 8 p.m. Ti- ckets are $14 to $26; student rush tickets will be available for $7 at 10 a.m. at the Burton Tower box office. Call 764-2538 for more information. RC serves * a sour Lemon Aunt Dan and Lemon, dir. Rebecca Novick RC Auditorium April 10, 1992 _* s. The RC Players have a tradition of producing modern, unique plays Their latest offering, Wallace Shawn's Aunt Dan and Lemon, is no exception. The play discusses the Holo- caust, Kissinger, and the psychedelic scene in London during the '60s iii the context of a particular woman's Theater review life. Throughout the play, Lemon (Emily Gould) shares her vivid memories of her childhood mentor, Aunt Dan (Rachel Rosenman), with the audience; at the end, Lemon re- veals her homosexual feelings for this family friend. Because these desires went unre- alized, Lemon is frustrated with her- self and with society. Despite her contempt for social conventions, she could not, as a girl, get past them herself to act upon her feelings. The RC Players' production of Lemon wasn't a show to take that nervous first date to - there was a scene of implied fallatio which left nothing to the imagination. The play was thought-provoking and differ- ent, nevertheless. Perhaps the most memorable as- pect of the production was Rosen- man's spirited portrayal of Aunt Dan. Since the character talks inces- santly, there were many lines, but Rosenman pulled off her verbosity with ease and seemed to have a great time with the role. Aunt Dan and Lemon concludes with Lemon's political philosophies; she rationalizes the acts of the Nazis. To her, the Nazis' actions were no worse than the people existing in the world today. Lemon thinks there is something in humans that makes us all enjoy killing. We don't admit it to ourselves and we act as if it's bar- barism, but We secretly revel in it. The scene in which Lemon re- vealed her thoughts was horrific, dis- turbing, and challenging to the audi- ence. The play made us face some facts and truths about human nature. This philosophy doesn't seem surprising, however, when you read the thoughts of the playwright: "Most of the people who go the the- ater are simply looking for a certain kind of soothing experience that will take their mind off their troubles . I insist on confronting them as a playwright. It's quite embarrassing, it's quite unpleasant, it's quite awk- ward." It's also quite honest. The homosexual feelings be- tween Dan and Lemon were pre- 0 Life doesn't suddenly become easy when you get out of college. There are the challenges of starting a career, getting settled in a new apartment and doing it all within your budget. -. .J So to help you out, we put together the. AT&T Moving Ahead Program. 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