Page 2- The Michigan Daily - Thursday, September 8, 1988 PROFILE BY JIM PONIEWOZIK When Dar Vander Beek was seven years old, she had a friend, Jim, who used to tease her during recess. So she decided to play a joke on him. "You hit me one more time with that ball," she threatened, "and they'll take my leg off." JIM THREW the ball at her. Less than a month later, doctors amputated her right leg, hip, and half of her pelvis. "Poor Jim went through the hardest time," said Vander Beek, now director of University Disabled Stu- dent Services, almost 30 years later. She smiles now as she recalls the story, but the memory of losing a limb to cancer is still strong enough to bring tears to her eyes. But not for long. Just as knowing that she faced amputation did not prevent second-grader Vander Beek from playing the prank, neither has confinement to her "Fortress" - an electric wheelchair - prevented the adult Vander Beek from leading an active life. INDEED, AS she sits behind the desk of her ground floor Michi- gan Union office, rattling off a list of DSS programs or playing with her dog, Bree, it is easy to forget that she is under any physical burden at all. She is cheery, vital. She gestures vigorously, jokes, talks about her rose garden at home and a recent shopping trip. Her disability only becomes apparent as she springs up on one foot to retrieve a set of doc- uments. And, as she recalls her struggle with cancer, the pain - physical and emotional - becomes apparent as =well. "My parents weren't talking to me about how sick I was, but I'd hear at night," she said. "I would overhear my mother crying... I'd hear them arguing... 'She's not go- ing to live' - 'Don't say that.' My dad was into denial." EVEN AFTER Vander Beek went through the amputation - beating, though at a loss, the illness which doctors said she had less than a one percent chance of surviving - her parents pushed her to "be nor- mal," she said, which often meant discouraging her from associating with other handicappers. "I was getting ready for my first date," Vander Beek said. "And my Mom said, 'I never wanted to see you dating a handicapped person.' I said, 'Well, why?' And she looked at me and said, 'Because you can do better than that."' "I said, 'Mom, how many sons are getting the same line from their mothers and therefore will not date me?'... She started crying and said, 'Oh, I didn't realize what I just said."' Because of the pressure on her to deny her condition - only recently has she started to talk to her parents at length about the amputation - she was left to cope alone with much of the resulting psychological she calls them - she also acts as a counselor and friend, often going beyond her normal duties to recom- mend grocery stores or lend a student her home computer. And when "her students" graduate, they each receive the same gift from her - a box of stationery containing stamped envelopes addressed to her. Vander Beek's present and past co-workers describe her as a crusader, a determined worker not afraid to act aggressively in order to ensure that disabled students have as much op- portunity to learn as other students. LOUISE Shoemaker, who as- sisted Vander Beek during her tenure as director of disabled student ser- vices at Hope College, praised her as a "wonderful public speaker" who revolutionized the college's disabled programs by assertively "saying 'we need to do something here."' "She has pretty much single- handedly... brought a number of de- partments and units within the Uni- versity into the realm of working to accommodate the needs of disabled students and staff," said Roselle Wilson, associate vice president for student services and Vander Beek's supervisor. One issue on which Vander Beck has taken University administration to task was her request that the Uni- versity supply sign language inter- preters in classes containing hearing impaired students. "They gulped," said Vander Beek, at the $15,000 per student annual price tag that the program will carry. "But then I showed them the federal and state laws" which require that interpreters be provided. The University gave in. BUT IN SPITE of the Univer- sity's reluctance on some issues, she said, it has usually been willing 'to adapt. "Sometimes they just don't know what they need to do," she said. "Sometimes you just hear 'budget.' But so far, when I've called on an issue... there's been resolu- tion." There are still exceptions, though. One notable example, she said, is Hill Auditorium, where pa- trons in wheelchairs are. forced to watch performances from behind pillars at the back of the auditorium. Ironically, she noted, the auditorium will host disabled violinist Itzhak Perlman this month. "If a person with a handicapping characteristic... (can't see) Itzhak Perlman in concert, then this Uni- versity is not program-accessible" - which federally-funded institutions are legally required to be, she said. And the psychological barriers facing the disabled are often even greater, Vander Beek said. Handi- capped persons regularly have to face disdain and revulsion from what she calls "temporarily able-bodied" peo- ple. VANDER BEEK expresses her perceptions of this attitude by para- phrasing a popular poem. K~AREN HANDELMAN/Daily A purple cow strain and guilt, Vander Beck said. "I GREW up thinking it was my fault," Vander Beek said. "The first time that I had cancer surgery, they told me I had a bad tissue in my leg, and they had to get in there and take it out. Well, in the mind of a child, I ate a Kleenex, and it was my fault... and then it was my fault that the family was going through a tough time." But ironically, her disability actually benefitted her in a way by pushing her toward higher education - although not necessarily for the right reasons, she said. "In high school, I heard things like, 'You'll never find a man dumb enough to marry you (she eventually married and later divorced), so you'll have to go to college'... which is not only a sexist comment, but what I call an 'ableist' comment," Vander Beek said. The ordeal also left her with an appreciation for the problems of others, which not only led her to become a camp counselor and a Big Sister while in high school, but also caused her assume the role of coun- selor to many of her peers. DSS Director Dar Vander Beek has taken on the loss of a limb, the University, and roller skating. "I NEVER DATED in high school," she said, "but I was every- body's Dear Abby." The "counselor" facet of her per- sonality eventually developed into a career; after graduating from Califor- nia State University at Sacramento in 1975, she went to work as a counselor and director at offices for disabled students at CSU, Hope College, and here. Since taking over the Univer- sity's Disabled Student Services in 1986, Vander Beck has become known as a vocal advocate of dis- abled rights. Speaking before a Michigan Civil Rights Commission inquiry on campus last April, Vander Beek likened the status of the disabled to that of American Blacks before the civil rights movement of the 1960s. ALLUDING to the fight against segregation laws which re- stricted Blacks to sitting in the backs of public buses, Vander Beek said, "Disabled students are still waiting to get on the bus" at the University. In addition to lobbying on behalf of her office's more than 220 dis- abled clients - "my students," as See Purple cow, Page 4 ABOUT THE IDENTITY SECTION This year is the first the New Student Edition has included an Identity section - a section devoted to students of color, women, gay, lesbian, and disabled students. 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