qw -44 AIDS in A2: Who isat risk? Cotinuedfrom Page 1) didn't notice the note right away. I had been studying a few hours on the bottom floor of the Graduate Library when I read the table graffiti for a little comic relief. But comic relief was the last thing I experienced. Whoever wrote this note wanted someone to see it. He used a wide-tipped black felt pen and neatly wrote his message from the top corner to the bottom in fat, block letters. He even titled it: "... a desperate plea for help." It's virtually impossible to determine if the note is au- thentic. Some area health professionals who have been in frequent contact with people infected with the AIDS virus said that, for reasons of confidentiality, they couldn't speak even if they did know. Others said they didn't know anyone matching Kyle's description. But Barbara Reisman, who runs Wellness Networks of Huron Valley - a nonprofit agency which has set up a network of support groups for AIDS patients and those testing positive to the AIDS virus - thinks the note is genuine. "The note is real," she said. "But I don't think I know him. Certainly he is typical of someone who's contracted the virus. Perhaps by now he's dropped out of school, or moved out of the area, or he is simply choosing not to seek help, at least with us. But I don't see how anyone could make this up." Although not well-publicized, AIDS is certainly not new to the University. In the last two years, four professors have died of AIDS, including one who died out-of-state after working at the University for 15 years. Law professor James Martin was the first to die. He was a popular and well-liked professor, known for his brilliant intellect and the humor he brought to his lectures and textbooks. By the time he died, two-thirds of his body was covered with shingles and his weight dropped from 185 pounds to under 100, according to By Anne Gertiser a close friend of his. Martin's death on Dec. 10, 1985, was announced in a front page article in the Ann Arbor News. His lover of eight or nine years, Don Newburn, died 20 days after him. History of Art Professor Calvin French died of an AIDS- related death in the spring of 1986. Another professor fol- lowed in May, dying suddenly of acute respiratory failure as a result of Pneumocystis Pneumonia. His death certificate showed AIDS as the immediate cause. A fourth professor died in September of 1986 of Cryptosporidiosis, again due to AIDS. As many as 2,000 people in Washtenaw County could be infected with the Human Immuno-Deficiency Virus (HIV), said John Atwater, director of the Washtenaw County Health Department. But even though he thinks this estimate may be high, Atwater called the 24 AIDS cases in the county "the tip of an iceberg." The onset of AIDS can be thought of as a continuum starting with contraction of the HIV virus and leading to full-blown symptoms brought on by the collapse of the immune system or destruction of brain cells. There is a possibility that a positive HIV test result is false, but for high risk group members - homosexual males and intravenous drug users- at least 70 to 95 percent of positive results are true. The county's number of patients in the intermediate stage where people have some symptoms but are not diagnosed as terminally ill is about 200, Atwater said. Of the 24 people who have been diagnosed with AIDS in Washtenaw County, 13 have died. In the vast majority of cases, the virus was transmitted sexually, said Cynthia Wrentmore, Communicable Disease Specialist for Washte- naw County. The county does not attempt to identify past lovers of a person diagnosed with AIDS, said Wrentmore. "It would be very costly and what you're talking about is an adult population," she explained. "There is not a mature adult that does not know what's considered risk behavior. And if you're going to look at a person, you'd have to go back 11 or 15 years. We put our money in education in- stead." Wrentmore stressed that AIDS is rapidly becoming a heterosexual phenomenon. "People have to understand that there is a very high number of individuals with a very wide range of normal sexual behavior. Within that wide range, bisexuality is practiced at a higher level than any of us realize." "There are 45 women in Michigan with AIDS. Of the 24 AIDS cases (in Washtenaw County), 10 have exposed women. We used to think only in terms of a woman at risk if she makes love to a bisexual man. But there's also a risk to a man if he makes love to a woman if she has made love to a man with AIDS." But 87 percent of the state's diagnosed AIDS cases are homosexual males or IV drug abusers, while only eight per- cent are female, and only three percent heterosexual. University students, faculty and staff members can obtain a free, anonymous AIDS test at Univeritv icealth Services. Of the estimated 425 people tested at the center about one and a half percent tested positive for the HIV virus, said Caesar Briefer, director of University Health Service. "You have to go out and get AIDS. AIDS will not come out and get you," Briefer said, explaining why Health Ser- vices stress AIDS education. "We emphasize safe sex and hand out condoms during the presentations and here at the clinic, but, no, we don't walk out throwing them around the Diag; we're not interested in creating a lot of controversy. "It's a difficult issue," Briefer said, "because people con- fuse morality and public health. It's not the role of medicine to sit in judgment and never has been. If someone comes in with a case of herpes, you don't scold him for being a naughty boy. You help him." Studies show that receiving a positive test result to an AIDS antibody test is more psychologically traumatic to a person than actually finding out they have the disease, said Polly Paulson, coordinator of AIDS education at Health Services. Apparently, Kyle is no different. In his note, he considers suicide. "... my major concern comes with telling my parents. How in the hell do you tell two wonderful people like my parents that their only child is dying from one (disease that) most persons understand to be a killer. This will kill them, and I no longer care about myself but what about my beautiful mother. she deserves much better than this. Maybe The odds of survival are not encouraging. Statistics show that 10 to 30 percent of those who tested positive for the AIDS antibody will develop the universally fatal disease within five years. After five years the odds for developing AIDS worsen to 50 percent or more. Jn Ann Arbor, the gay community is tightly knit and informally organized by support groups. All gay men don't know each other, said Jim Toy, director of the University's Gay Male Programs, but he added they are likely io meet and socialize together if they are in the same profession or hold common interests. For those people who have been rejected by their families, the gay "family" is all that's left, Toy said. He said gays are not really any more or less sexually active than heterosexuals. "Gays are just like anyone else. It varies by individual," Toy explained, adding that several relationships have split up because of AIDS. "People want to have a lifelong partner and are looking for the 'Right One' because they want to be monogamous," he said. Conversely, condoms have liberated sexual activity for some. With assurance of protection, some gay men are no longer afraid of having several lovers. Students generally tend to have shorter and more frequent relationships, he said. At a recent gay support group meeting, gay men spoke about how AIDS had affected their lives. Do they live in fear of contracting the virus or do they think of AIDS as some- thing that happens to someone else? Some members were students, carrying knapsacks, others were casually dressed in 2709 LF AL't ncLsoa. STATE OF MICHIGAN DEPARTMENT OF PUBLIC HEALTH CERTIFICATE OF DEATH ' 74 ? , STATE FILE NUMBER CF 1019 DECEDENT NAM~ ~White LCiCATioN OF Of 'c trec~h If 'as" ~AS' SE x Wiool SAS' 2 Mal e DATE Of DEATH (McDIY V, , Dec. 10 1985 w.. +-,.r. AGE . ,.. UNDER_1 YEAR UNDER 1 DAY ATE OF BIRTH 'Mo Oar Vi COUNTY OF DEATH sATM s 4s s osM194 . Washtenaw -Y Ann Arbor "HOSPITAL R 'OTHERINSTITUTION ...,* ,,- 4, The meeting began after about 40 men had seated them- selves in a large circle. Their biggest problem with the AIDS "issue," most said, was a general feeling of harass- ment and public moralizing. "There's a good percentage of people who are attaching a moral thought to this, but there is no moral. If you look at it that way, lesbians must be the chosen people because they don't get it," said Steve, a group member. 'I did go through the panic stage. I thought, I could die just from havig sex. But being in the gay community, I' als o getting into the boredom stage - I've been saturated with so much information I just don't want to hear it anymore' -Gay support group member The threat of AIDS has prompted most group members to practice what's euphemistically called "safe sex." "We've been bombarded on how to use a condom, what kind of lubricants you're supposed to use, everything there is to know about a condom. And most everybody is putting it into practice," he added. Brian, another University student, said there are those who remain careless. The typical profile is a young man having his first homosexual ercounter and feeling young; eternal, and invulnerable. He's likely to believe that his first lover won't have AIDS. Also, as scmeone who has just "come out of the closet," he is hik ly to be more sexually active. "When you first come out, you're crazy; you sleep with anybody that walks. It's only afterwards that you think of what you've been doing," Brian said. "It's just not young people who think they'll live for- ever, it's everybody," Steve said. You don't think you'll be the person that'll be in the plane accident, you won't be the one who'll die in the car crash. I know someone who died in Canada. He was late in coming out, 26 or 27 years old, and very, very naive. He was unlucky and got AIDS and eventu- ally died from it." But even for those well-grounded in the risks of AIDS, undergoing an AIDS antibody test or asking it of a lover is socially unacceptable. Most prefer to simply use condoms for protection. Brian said that discussing AIDS with someone you're newly interested in is "not considered cool. It's a question I don't feel comfortable in asking someone. Afterwards, maybe - later when the relationship is going. But I think it would be offensive right off. 'Gee, you have nice eyes - Do you have AIDS?"' There are other considerations as well, such as the embarrassment of walking into a clinic. Bob, a man in his 30s, said he went for a test at the Henry Ford Hospital in Detroit. The woman behind the desk gingerly handed him a pencil, careful to touch only the lead. Additionally, insur- ance companies sometimes deny policies or raise rates for clients who have taken an AIDS antibody test. "A lot of gay people are afraid that if they've been tested, people will find out they had the test. They can deny you medical or life insurance. If you're 25 or over, single and male, they'll start asking you questions. They may not reject you because you're gay, but they'll find a way," Bob said. Another man at the meeting was forced to take an AIDS test by his manager at an Ann Arbor beer retail store or be fired. He took it. "I had no choice. I went and got it;" he said. Rather than taking an AIDS antibody test, many discuss their sexual history with their new partner and rely on safe sex for protection. But there are different ways of interpret- ing what is really safe. AIDS can be transmitted through body fluids, including blood, semen, urine, feces, saliva and vaginal secretions. That means even open-mouthed, intimate kissing is risky behavior. The American Red Cross recom- mends avoiding deep kissing, anal intercourse and oral geni- tal contact. That leaves little except for light petting. De- spite the recommendations and warnings, most men say they're continuing sexual relations, but relying on condoms for protection; some use double condoms in case of failure. "I don't f---. I kiss Ron said. He said there sex since it's unclear' down the AIDS virus, knows a person who l sex. After the meeting, He spoke in a rapid w room. "What they said in "I'm scared. I go to a totally depresses me. haven't had sex for a cause I keep thinking ready to die for it. I'm ing at a couple of si started wondering abo ple are thinking the sa would ever admit it. Jim Toy said that I sue has increased the for the physical and ye lesbian. "More people are - people will searc feeding this," Toy said The AIDS issue h and in dormitories, T Law School, someone Anti-gay sentiments a rooms and men's bath: Is Kyle's sexual n that common? The is work. Toy and a few s by a professor, but sirr University policy ships between faculty a September by the Fac warned that sexual exploitative and should The University all with AIDS to contin tion's focus is on prev against those individu tional American Coll which explain that " intimate sexual conti blood." 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I /1 !^ !1 DUE TO OR AS A CONSEQUENCE OF This document details the death of one University professor. Four University professors have died of AIDS. t I won't ever tell them just go home for Christmas this year as if nothing's wrong go through with it, return here in January as normal and commit (sic) suicide later in the term. "Oh my God, I'm so lost and so unsure about everything what should I do? Can you tell me?" Reisman advises Kyle or anyone who tests positive for the AIDS virus to think positively and seek emotional sup- port. "(Kyle) will be well for quite some time; he needs to be retested. He does not need to commit suicide. He has plenty of time and he's not sick. He needs to be living positively. A support group will put him in contact with other men who are living positively. He needs to understand himself, the disease, and the process before he tells his parents. He'll probably find that his parents, when he does tell them, will continue to love him because he's their son," Reisman said. sweats. A few were business professionals. Almost everyone greeted a friend or two with a quick hug. The official "greeter" for the support group talked about his reaction to the AIDS threat. "I did go through the panic stage. I thought, I could die just from having sex. But be- ing in the gay community, I'm also getting into the bore- dom stage - I've been saturated with so much information; I just don't want to hear it anymore." "My reaction was different than his," said Ron, a first year University student. "I didn't understand the concept of dying and I don't really like to think about it now. But I have two friends and it's their favorite topic. Paul will find someone to go out with and they'll sleep together. By the third date, he'll give him a lecture on AIDS, and on the fourth date he wants to live together. He usually never makes it to the fifth date." ig(? wreemd fas 1i {'i t, } rX', {r . Ec"; T e. yvi r f t he y stop..C A public health notice advises homosexuals to wear condoms. Gertiser is a gradm PAGE 6 WEEKEND/MARCH 5, 1988 WEEKEND/MARCH 5, 1488