- Aak Ank ME COVER tRaY v :w w w V w I m W' = W4 -mw - w -u W HEN PAUL KIM was in high school, he felt proud being con- sidered "one of the guys." "I grew up in a small town in Ohio. Twelve thousand people. I was the only Asian in my class...no blacks, no Asians, except me. People would say 'You don't have problems in your high school, do you?- And I remember saying 'No, I don't.'" But during out-of-town basketball games, Kim's fellow Asians from other schools became targets of jokes. "My friends would be making fun of this Asian person. I'd say, 'Hey wait a minute. I'm an Asian," Kim recalls. "It was never explicitly said, but their attitude was 'You're not one of them, you're one of us.' I remember feeling sort of proud of that." Looking back, the University medical student said he felt that way because he had no idea that he was compromising himself as an Asian American. "I felt like I fit in. I think that had a lot to do with being blind to the com- promises I was making," he said. The media portrays Asian Americans as the model minority - one which has overcome all the problems of being a minority . Their race is often viewed as an American success story. Yet Asians say that that label fails to convey the realities of being an Asian American. Even today too many Asian American students say they feel they must com- promise their identities to become successful. A wide variety of stereotypes and misconceptions that surround Asian Americans are at the center of the dif- ficulties that Asian Americans ex- perience. "Stereotypes are like an LP - they have a front side and a flip side," said Ton Aramaki, the Asian American representative in the University's Minority Student Services office. On the positive side of the stereotype is the notion that Asian Americans are studious and hard- working. Recent studies lend creden- "We're not asking that they put as much money into an Asian (program). We're just asking that we not be philosophically ex- cluded,"Kim said. According to Goto, the University's handling of Asian Americans implies that the minority group has acheived equality on campus. "Five percent versus the 95 percent other, and it's already threatening. Five percent and they can call it equality on cam- pus." RECENT TECHNOLOGICAL, In- dustrial, and economic suc- cesses in Japan reinforce the myth that Asian Americans are a threat. Advances also contribute to another myth - that Asians are naturally gif- ted in science and mathematics. According to Sasaki, Asian Americans often see careers in the technical fields as one sure way to succeed in a predominantly white society. "Going into technical fields is the easist way, for us to get into society historically," he says, because the qualifications for success - such as test scores, grades, and problem- solving skills - can be judged objec- tively on paper, decreasing the chan- ces of discrimination. As a result, the notion that Asians are naturally inclined to pursue a scientific career often alters others' expectations of Asian Americans. "People look at you and expect you not to express yourself well," Kim says. "When you're in an English class, people expect to kick your ass." Rebecca Liu, a senior in LSA, political science and economics major, is one Asian American who decided to flout that preconcep- tion. Because her first love is theater, she decided to take time out from school to audition at a performing arts school in New York a few years ago. Out of the 1,200 people who auditioned for the school, she was the only Asian. "People really freaked out. It was a shock for them," she recalls. "They're really shocked to see you in a setting like that. They're surprised that you're interested in it." Aside from the academic stereotypes, Asian Americans also must deal with the presumptions that they are foreigners rather that American citizens. "Becauses there are a lot of foreign students on campus, Asian students tend to be perceived as one and the same,"said Julie Sasaki. "The worst thing is having somebody think that I'm a foreign TA who doesn't speak any English," said one Asian American woman who asked not to be identified. "I find myself speaking especially good English, trying my best not to make any grammatical errors just because I don't want anybody to think I'm fresh off the boat." Karen Lam, who last term com- pleted her graduate degree in social work at the University, grew up in California and was surprised by people's perceptions of Asian Americans when she came to the University. "When I came to U of M, it was culture shock to me, " said Lam, who was born in Chicago. She said she has been asked questions ranging from " what country" she comes from to whether or not she knows the I locations of particular Chinese cities. "One guy told me I spoke English very well," she recalled. "If people don't know you, they think you're from another country. They think you 're an expert on your ancestry." OTHER STEREOTYPES abound. The American media plays a big part in perpetuating the many stereotypes, Aramaki says. Various types of media "don't portray Asians in a very humanistic way," according to Aramaki. Julie Sasaki agrees. "I think a lot of the stereotyping has to do with media portrayal. They don't portray Asian Americans, period," she says. "When they do appear, it's done in a very violent way. " "American films have always stereotyped Asians,"Aramaki says adding that films portray Asians as being either very violent or very passive, gentle, and simplistic. Aramaki pointed out that movies such as "The Deerhunter" and "The Year of the Dragon" portray Asians as having little regard for human life and a lot of involvement in crime. "Asians are portrayed as a servant on the Ponderosa or a guy in Kung Fu," said Mike, an Asian American engineering student who spoke on the condition that his real name not be used. "Where does anybody get an ac- curate veiwpoint of Asian Americans? It's very hard to do with all the other stuff that's going on around us in the media," Aramaki says. The stereotypes are as pervasive as they are abundant - so pervasive, in fact, that many Asian Americans say they believe them themselves. "What is your automatic perception of someone who has power?" Kim asks. "It's a white male. This person has a lot of sexual power, a lot of social power, a lot of political power. "The pathetic thing about growing up in this society is that I myself can- not picture an Asian in that role," he says. "It's weirdto think that I'm not even comfortable thinking about them casting an Asian in a powerful role. The stereotypes go beyond the media to affect the way both Asian Americans and the rest of society perceive Asian Americans. "The media reflects society's opinions," says Goto. "And what that's saying is that all these Asian people can never become real Americans." That perception pressures Asian Americans to make a choice: To either renew ties with their heritage of assimilate as much as possible into the white world. Both choices, however, are too narrow and hold potentially destruc- tive implications. Wanting to receive equal treatment and become part of the mainstream can cost an Asian American his or her identity. Yet clinging to one's ancestry can force an Asian American to accept unequal treatment. Goto says that many AsianAmerican see only those two op- tions in reconciling their differences with the dominant white culture. "I think people are caught into saying, 'If you want to be in the status quo and accepted as equals, then that means you don't like being Asian. If you don't want to be status quo and you want to keep your Asianness, then it sounds like you want to be a second class citizen, you don 't want to be equal.' But that's not really the issue," Goto said. "What people are saying is that you have to accept the rules of the game as they are," said Dave Sasaki. "If you want to make it in the white world, you have to accept white rules." B UT THERE IS a third option, and an option that very few people - including Asian Americans them- selves - recognize. People don't give us credit for having an Asian-American way of being. And there is an Asian American way of being," Kim said. "Culturally it's suicide to think that you have to be either one part or the other." Although Kim and others say there is an Asian American culture, they emphasize that it is a completely unique culture, neither Asian nor American. "It's not a mixture of the two, and it's not measurably one or the other. It's completely separate," Kim adds. It is easier to explain what Asian American culture is not than what it is. Because so few people acknowledge its existence, few people can identify it. "No one understands (Asian American culture). No one can iden- tify with it yet. No one can say, 'I three choices: Asian, American, and Asian American,' " Goto says. But it does exist, Dave Sasaki main- tains. "Asian American culture hasn't been articulated as well as other cultures...as well as black American culture of Hispanic American culture, for that matter,"Dave Sasaki says. "But by definition Asian Americans are a new culture because we have different experiences from anyone else in the world." A myriad of experiences define that culture - ones as common as walking down the street. "Walking down the street for me is a completely different experience than what it is for a white American," Kim says. "I think walking into a restaurant or getting on a bus is a dif- ferent experience for me because I've grown up with the world reacting to me as an Asian person. I don't think people treat me the same as a white person," Although many people think that erasing such differences is an ideal to strive for, Kim disagrees. "I don't want to be treated the same as a white person because I'm not white. I don't want people to be race blind," Kim says. "I don't want people to ignore I'm Asian. That's like saying there's something wrong with Asian and you've got to ignore it to deal with the person that's there. That few Asian Americans occupy socially and politically powerful positions also defines culture. "From pressure from society we're actually inhibited and can't develop our skill at politics as well as others are,"Mike said. "There are Asian. Lawyers (in Asia). There are people in Asia who are in the humanities." "Why is it that when you think of someone as a socially powerful per- son, like the president of a company, the _paradigm is white," Kim says. "You don't think of an Asian person, you don't think of a black person. "A lot of it has to do with the fact that white culture has propped itself up as the standard of standards," Kim says in answer to his own thoughts. Those cultural standards range from social and political roles to stan- dards of beauty, adds Kim, who said he used to think he was ugly because he looked Asian. "What is the standard of chic beauty? Basically it's what you look at in Vogue magazine," Kim said. "That's completely based on white west European looks and if there are any Asians in there, it's only because they happen to meet the criteria of mul is ii cull not soc oth S. Asi. fori ides whi plai con bef( S Am '' Because there are a lot offoreign students on campus, Asian students tend to be perceived as one and the same.". -Julie Sasaki highest costs of living in the nation: Honolulu, San Francisco, Los Angeles, New York, and Chicago. Asian Americans on the average at- tend school for more years than whites, but a higher level of education doesn't guarantee pay that is propor- tionate to their skills. A 1979 study ASIAN AMERICANS'* Breaking ground for a third alternative By Christy Riedel on Asian Americans because whites see it as a threat. "It looks like we're doing well, but the flip side of that is that it looks like we're taking over," Aramaki said. "The link between the stereotype and hostility is when you react to that stereotype in terms of a personal threat," Aramaki said. For example, he said, whites may perceive the "success" of Asians as a threat to their own job security. Aramaki said his father had one such experience about 10 years ago during a Washington, D.C. tour with a Japanese American group from his community. At the time of the tour, Aramaki said, electrical workers were picketing the Capitol because Japan had recently flooded the U.S. electrical equipment market. When the angry workers caught sight of the Japanese Americans, they harassed the group, nearly causing a riot. Although his father and other group members were American citizens, the workers saw them as foreigners threatening their jobs, Aramaki said. The numbers of Asian Americans present in a given situation often determines whether or not they will be perceived as a threat. Kim says that seeing one Asian American walking around doesn't threaten most people. "If you see 20 Asian Americans walking around, that's when people start getting really uncomfortable." Dean Goto, and LSA senior, recalls one such experience when he and several other Asian Americans went into a local White Castle restaurant. "There were about six of us and just by going in and out, there were com- ments about 'Is it chink night at White Castle?' "Gotoremembers. "If one person goes in, it's okay because it's one person. But there's six people and it suddenly becomes like the neigh- borhood's changing." A perhaps more graphic incident of racism occurred on campus last fall University graduate student Scott Wong returned to his graduate library study carrel to find the words "Die Chink" scrawled on the wall. The phrase, "Die chinaman, Hostile Americans want your yellow hide," was written on his books. The belief that numbers make a dif- ference in how Asian Americans are perceived - the "critical mass" theory - manifests itself in a variety of forms. One of the most recent and most disturbing accusations is that several top universities aross the nation are limiting the number of Asian American applicants they ac- cept because there are "too many" at particular schools right now. Although no solid evidence has yet been found to back up the accusations, Brown, Yale, and the Massachuset- tes Institute of Technology are among the universities that have been ac- cused of putting de facto ceilings on the number of Asian American students they will accept. The University of California system is said to forcibly distribute Asiam American among their different cam- puses, because increasing numbers of Asian Amereicans are applying to the most popular campuses in Berkeley and Los Angeles. Asians account for 22 percent of the Berkeley campus and 21 percent of the UCLA campus. STUDENTS SAY recent attitudes here are equally unacceptable. Asian Americans represent 4.5 per- cent of the University's body, and are considered a "non-underrepresented" minority on campus. As a result, none of the special financial aid and recruitment programs used to lure minorities to campus target Asian American students. Admissions of- ficers say that although Asian Americans are not specifically recruited, they are encouraged to at- tend the University. But that exclusion from special programs implies that Asian Americans are no longer a minority and thus are not at a disadvantage, students say. "Asians are considered non- underrepresented," Goto said. "That affects what you'll get as far as finan- cial aid, recruitment, and scholar- ships. "We don't care how the money is divided, as long as we're not left out. "We sympathize with the other minorities and some of us are trying to work with them,"Dave Sasaki, a University medical student said. "But the University, by its policies, is making the appearance that we don't have any problems and that we share none of the problems that the other minorities have." "No culture in this multicultural/society should ce to that belief. U.S. Department of Education statistics show that 35 per- cent of all adult Asian Americans hold college degrees. That rate is twice as high as any portion of the U.S. population - including whites. BUT ASIAN AMERICANS aren't doing as well as the statistics lead people to believe. The 1980 cen- sus shows that the median income of Asian Americans surpasses that of all other U.S. citizens. But nearly 50 per- cent of all Asian Americans live in five cities that have some of the by the United States Civil Rights Commission shows that Japanese, Chinese, and Filipino males with four years of college earn only 83 percent, 74 percent, and 52. percent, respectively, of what white males with the same amount of education earn. Although studies show they are no better off than whites, Asian Americans still fall victim to the belief that they are more successful. Although the success stereotype may at first seem favorable, it backlashes being beautiful on white terms." "There are two types of beautiful Asians," Goto says. "One is that they look like they're white, they look like they're dark-haired brunettes with large eyes. The other is the exotic type - the one in theL'eggs commer- cial - the one that looks like 'I just got off the boat.'" THE STANDARDS of a dominant culture keep minorities from ad- vancing and discarding the stereotypes that hinder them, studen- ts say. Because Asian Americans earn more money and receive more education, many think they should be happy with their social status. It's like we're allowed to reach t-his certain level. There's a certain amount of mediocrity we're allowed to acheive because that's the point over which we'll stop complaining," Kim says. Such problems are perhaps an inherent part of a "melting pot" such as the United States. The only way to find a solution is to end the dominance of a single culture, Goto says. "YO cult eno ded do y or alw Got by inev forn Sas Am wit do "It' blac with dow 2 Asi fors ts, Assn 6 Weekend-January 31, 1986 Wee)