r Page 2-Sunday, October 30, 1977-The e Michigan Daily The Michigan Daily-Suzy, Oct RAJIRLINGS/ mike norton city of trees L ET ME UNBURDEN myself of a weighty secret. I can't wait to get out of this town. Since I'd already spent three years of my college career at less prestigious (hence less expensive) institutions before I got here, I've only lived in Ann Arbor for a year and a half. But let me tell you-it's been a year and a half too long. It isn't the scenery, God knows-this is one of the few good-looking cities in Michigan. And it isn't the cops or the streets or even the weather. No, no, and it isn't any of the other things that usually make a place unbearable to me. It's something a lot worse this time. There is a woman who walks into the Daily's offices once in a great while to make a long-distance call to Fairbanks or to type qdfhedgruedhsjethdlyoepqx- nvbc on the typewriters when she feels like it. There are dozens, perhaps hun- dreds, like her in Ann Arbor, Their minds seem to have dried up and blown away; they beg spare change on the street corners and sit in on esoteric lec- turers at the MLB. They are the by- products of this town-they are its in- tellectual garbage. They arrived here years ago, much the same way you or I did-bright-eyed refugees from Southfied or Grand Haven, convinced that in a few short years they would begin to approach- wisdom. Instead, they found madness. What is a university? What is a university community? God help me, when I got here I had visions of dark evenings in quiet coffeehouses-a few intense friend§ and I huddled together over the vision of a new world. The fun- ction of a university, in- case nobody's ever told you-(and I doubt they have)-is to broaden the mind. To make us, not wiser, but more aware that we lack wisdom. ISDOM, HOWEVER, can be pur- chased easily in Ann Arbor. If one has the price. On this corner stands the committed Marxist (be he Maoist, Trotskyite, or plain old commie); on that bench, the most recently-arrived guru of radical-lesbian-cosmic-vegetar- ianism. On those steps, a howling Jesus freak; down that hallway, a diabolist or two. All the finest ingredients. And mixed together, they give Ann Arbor the carnival atmosphere that is perhaps its greatest asset. They are symptomatic, however, of a yearning we all have when we arrive here-a yearning for transcendence, for transformation. We dream we are caterpillars preparing to become but- terflies. We can almost feel the weight of those jeweled wings arching over our backs as we walk these streets for the first time. But are we ever transfor- med? Are we? And, if so, into what? There are lessons to be learned in Ann Arbor, to be sure. One learns to settle for mediocrity from oneself and others; one learns the cut-throat tricks in- volved in slithering through the Univer- sity minefield without getting blown up; one learns the value of a quick and wordy answer which may or may not contain a grain of truth. O NE LEARNS to trade away honest ignorance for dishonest certainty; silence for verbal static; emotion for ritual and slogan; innocence for power. In short, we all learn the same tired lessons the world has drummed into us since childhood. And only rarely does one of us inadvertantly discover that the lessons aren't always true-that we have dishonored ourselves un- necessarily. There are many who never deserved anything better-maybe half the people who enter this University every year, maybe more., People for whom dishonor is often an honor. But for the others, when they finally understand what has been done to them in this quiet place of butchery, for them death would have been better. That is why you see people with broken minds shuffling down the sidewalk in wintertime; that is why the wind sings so hard a song in the branches. I can't take it much longer. I don't mind having my money ripped off by every landlord, restauranteur and educator in town. But I hate that smell of slaughter; I hate -the sight of those Diag mutants feeding on our blighted innocence. There are people who live their lives out here; I will take myself off, instead, to some place of honest bigotry. sundy l migmzin e 6EfIEIOSTdEC PUZZLE BY STEPHEN J. POZSGAI Copyright 1977 INSTRUCTIONS Guess the words defined at the left and write them in over their numbered dashes. Then, transfer each letter to the cor- responding numbered square in the grid above., The letters printed in the upper-right-hand corners of the squares indi- cate from what clue-word a particular square's letter comes from. The grid, when filled in, should read as a quotation from a published work. The darkened squares are the spaces between words. Some words may carry over to the next line. Meanwhile, the first letter of each guessed word at the left, reading down, forms an acrostic, giving the- author's name and the title of the work from which the quote is extracted. As words and phrases begin to form in the grid, you can work back and forth from clues to grid until the puzzle is complete. A. Recounted B. Steep too long C. Paraphrase D. One who causes bewilderment E. Collection of selected writings 19 174' 25 66 184 111 127 193 5 11 30 92 114 123 138 32 641l102 109 8595 20 46 53 86 100 70 141 171 179 52130150 1 10 67 84 99120 N. Raked; broadsided 0. Assented mutely P. Free verse poet who depicts ideas and emotions vividly or graphically 0. Omnipresence 17 105 108 118 54 125 158 161 180 42 103 77 106 197 29 21 162 175 121 71 137 38 44 124s145 89178153 31 7 (Continued from Page 10) glass of the booth door. (That was to be one of the only two times Michael Ray would see his father angry. The other occurred when Michael Ray and Rod were going at it in the house.) He waved his wife out of the car to confer for a moment. The two of them stood, illuminated by the glare of the moth- infested headlights, talking quietly. Af- ter several minutes, they climbed back into the car, Mrs. Smith crunching a pack of cookies. "Well, y'all wanted a longer vacation and I guess you got it," he said to whoever was still awake. "They declared a state of emergency in South Bend. They're burnin' the whole damn southside down and we can't even get ta see your grandpa. We goin' ta visit your Aunt Winnie in Chicago." * * * - WELL, I'LL be damned." "Here, give me a rock, I'll brick that muthafucka." "He's got a whole lotta nerve!" The basketball game stopped cold as everyone searched frantically for anything remotely resembling a missile. Meanwhile, the object of their anger calmly squatted some twenty yards away, smack-dab in the middle of the alley, at the height of the afternoon.. When it rained, water would collect in several large depressions, usually right in the middle of the alley. Their an- tagonist was enjoying a leisurely drink. Everyone stayed their distance as rocks, then bricks, bounced harmlessly away. He seemed to not even take notice. Michael Ray hurled a five- pound cement block the entire distance but it fell laughably errant. After finishing his drink, the huge, grey rat skittered back inside the McNares' garage. It was spring, 1968. As usual, when the streetlights slowly glowered to their full brilliance, Michael Ray and all four of his brothers and sisters had been conditioned to head home, or else face a verbal whup- pin' from Momma. Carol Burnett was going througkThrf y.tb)e 24-inch w. u A b th m( hi be he ha an kn si re bo ba H fr w no da va in fa hi th black and white console. Rod and ct Michael Ray were in the dining room d engaged in a fierce table hockey game. d They were getting ready for the neigh- as borhood "Stanley Cup" playoffs. lo Delores was in the kitchen helping hr th mother string several pounds of fresh w green beans. Janice and Pam were in a the bedroom playing with Barbie and s Ken, their moveable dolls. Two R parakeets jingled a row of tiny bells as ti they sang hours away. Peppy,the over- h stuffed golden mutt, lay sleeping in a y corner of the living room. No one paid a any attention to the blaring TV set. H "Hey momma, what's to eat? w "Don't you worry 'bout it. Whatever I c fix you gone eat. Unless you wanna tr come fix your own dinner." F "I just was wonderin' . . . and he scores," Ray yelled, imitating Bud Lynch, the Red Wings announcer who sounded as if he'd suffered a hernia whenever any team scored a goal. "Aw, you shook the table, Ray." "Naw, naw, it's good, brother. 3 to 2." Mike Smith walked into the front door. He had on his baseball cap, and his heavy, navy cotton jacket. His navy workpants were tucked inside his knee- high rubber boots. He still smelled fain- tly of the rendering house. "Well hello, how're y'all doin?" "Hi, daddy. What you got?" the boys sang together as they rushed to help carry the load of packages their father had with him. "Don't worry 'bout what's in em, just help me get 'em inside. Your ma home?" _ "Yeah.. .Momma! !" Ray yelled at the top of his lungs. Mrs. Smith walked into the living room, wiping her hands on a dishcloth. Seeing her husband, she gave a peck on his cheek. She didn't have to reach very far. Although she was a tiny woman, about 5'2", her mate stood no higher than 5'8". (It always would amaze people as the Smith family piled out of its traveling circus-the station wagon-that all five children would tower over the two parents. The y~unggs~ g horst at tenyears old as as tall as her mother.) She reached p and whispered something in his ear. big grin replaced the countenance of ored exhaustion. "Ray.. you and your brother, take ose packages into the kitchen for your comma." He then went into their bedroom with s wife and clicked the door shut hind them. After about five minutes' estood beside the hockey game, which ad resumed as fiercely as it had ended,' Ld watched his sons' hands fly from nob to knob, trying to keep the over- zed puck from entering the goal. he ad the names they had written on the Aes of the metal players. Howe, Lin- ay, Abel, Croyier, Bergman. The two Sys paid no attention to their father ktil his slow, soft, measured voice oke their silence. "We're movin'." The game halted-immediately, just as owe had lined up a sizzling slap shot om the right side. "What!" "We're movin' . . . probably next tek." For two years, Ray had ridden the irthwest section of the city on Sun- ays, with his parents,.as they searched ainly for a house to fit their needs and come. He had gotten so used to that ct, that he had really forgotten that s parents were looking for a new ome. A new location in which to raise eir brood. Everything upto this jun- ure had been a possibility. Now, a efinite time had been set for their eparture. But they couldn't be as glad they should have been. The two boys oked at each other and then back at e board. The "Stanley Cup" playoffs ere just starting. What could they do bout that? Baseball season was in full wing now and both Rod and Michael ay were integral parts of their respec- ve teams. All the joy and happiness he ad expected to feel upon hearing that. vs, the two of them were going to have bedroom, was nowhere to be found. e did not even think of the fact that he as to no longer have to sleep on a ouch. All he could bnvislon was the ack championship meet to be held at ord Park two weeks later. Sunday maga "Where is it' asked as one. 1 marvel at the ween her two them alike anc if she had twin ference was ti momma's ligh dark-skinned a t"Out by Sev by there tomor look at it. It'll b own bedroom. The two b whether to jur tinue to hang what their fut half-heartedly their father plc easy chair a minutes of t asleep. The Model Cavanagh's pr government, v blessing, was cities it deem receiving the 1 undoubtedly sl provided. A city work of Glendale a structed a rec commemorati federally assi early in '68, ti son received] property was 'federal goveri the block wou place would Ix dwellings. The have first prioj the low-cost h receive federa tgages. The original landmark m from around Highland Par Fords's revolu closed in '43. Susan Ad Elaine Fletch es Co-editor' er To Associate ditors Jay L m0' R. Kiss; smudge F. Coolindifference: lack of- concern 34 65 72 101 112 122 166 168 188 193 81 G. Failed to understand- 140 163 27 189 55 73, H. 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"If it's dead and x. Indulge in mawkish - - - - - Vietnamese, it's VC" was a rule of sentimentality 26 80 91 133 176 37 198 ,, thumb. Y. Cancer and Capricorn - ~ 4 143 156 8 76 164 172 - Philip Caputo A Rumor of War Cover drawing of Smith fa from City of Trees by Nava Whoto credits for pages 6 and 7-1967 photos of Rog Vidmer and Bruce Kahn courtesy of Michiganensian. F Rapoport courtesy of Roger Rapoport, and recent phot courtesy of Claudia Buckholts. Photo above headline fro Sketch on page 11 by Nava Atlas Robben Fleming and Harlan Ha Tales of two presidents Next Week in the Magazin ical novel (1534