_! SUNDY MORNING Number 77 Page Four Sunday, February 25, 1973 The bl By HOWARD BRICK I ARTHUR VIDRICH GREETS you with a firm handshake and in- vites you into his apartment. He mo- tions to a couch on your left and asks you what you'd like to drink. Vidrich is working toward his doc- torate in the study of organ at the School of Music. One of the first things that strikes you is his mas- sive collection of classical music, con- sisting of some 1500 records lining the far wall of his living room. He, has a collection of some 20 pipes sitting on a nearby shelf and is anxious to show you some of his fav- orites. "A priest in Yugoslavia gave me this one when I played in his church over the summer," he says as he handles a white Meerschaum pipe finely carved into the shape of a man's face. "I've been told the eyes are very beauti- fully done." Vidrich's fingers aren't sensitive enough to feel the tiny lines and in- dentations that form the eyes. You see, Arthur Vidrich is blind. Throughout his life, people have tried to tell Vidrich what he should do and what he shouldn't, what he in student 's desire for in dependence "Blindness can't be viewed as black and white," he says. "There are shades of gray . . . You know, I'm somewhat annoyed by people who point out the curbs without noticing how much sight I have." Even totally blind people are proud of the degree of independence in mo- bility that they have established. John Halverson, a graduate student in Economics, when asked what prob- lems he had in adjusting to the Uni- versity environment, almost snapped, "None." "With a proper training in cane travel," he explains, "you should be able to .easily learn any new environ- ment.AI can find myiway around Ann Arbor fine, and if I make a wrong turn, I simply ask someone where I am." "But I don't want someone to grab me and walk me across the street." Perhaps this pride in one's own in- dependence is epitomized in Peter Grunwald's attitude. "I often refuse help on principle," he says. Grunwald has been blind since he was six months old. He suffered from retinal blastoma, a tumor in the re- tina. This condition is usually treat- ed by removal of the eyes and in-. sertion of false eyes. The scars from "Blindness is blackness," says Jim Walker, "I resent a person who doen't take time to con- sider that I am a human being first." II THE PUBLIC TENDS to stereotype blind people. They think, "If he's blind, how can he get around?" They think, "I couldn't do this with my eyes closed, how can he?" That's what John Halverson says, and he's probably not far from the truth. Most sighted students probab- ly can't understand how a blind per- son could possibly complete a col- lege education. How can he get to classes each day? How can he take notes? How can he get all the read- ing done? How can he write all his papers? Could you do that with your eyes closed? Well, a blind persons knows how to move around with a cane or with a dog. And he can takes notes in braille. And he can listen to tape recordings or books or have people read to him in order to complete his reading assignments. 9THE UNIVERSITY HAS attempted to aid blind students in these ef- forts during the past few years. Charlene Coady, assistant director of housina and now coordinator forthe handicapped, has compiled a list of students who are willing to read or make tane recordings for blind stu- dents. Blind students can secure the list from her office and make their own arrangements. A blind student can also go to Coady's office and get a fellow student to show them around and orient them to the cam- pus and the local shopping areas. Coadv is also working with officials in the Physical Properties depart- ment to get some beneficial changes made in 'the structure of Univer- sity buildings. Embossed numerals may be put on all rooms in Angell Hall, for example, to help blind stu- dents find their classrooms. Also, with the help of Coadv, the libraries have set aside rooms for blind stud- ents to meet with their readers. Most of the blind students on cam- pus appreciate this aid, though they say it is not absolutely essential to their academic survival. Like Halver- son says, a good training in cane travel should allow a blind person to easily adant to any new environment by himself. When he first came to the University in the fall of 1971, he says, the orientation program run by Coady's office was "a nice conven- ience but not necessary." Likewise, Claudia Combs, a blind senior in the Residential College, re- ferring to another aid to blind stu- dents, says, "Braille numbers on the elevators are nice, but not neces- sary." "Raised numerals in Angell Hall?" she asks. "Yeh, that would be nice but it's not absolutely necessary. e l T Peter Gruntcald . . . "there is a stereotype of blind people" .N 'Mr'. : M'h 1.M1:r'r'-' ,"4:j 'f ''y 4"lr:::3 . vlj' . '' f #ty'f'I'f,: f. : I:: r:.:::::: r}. rt" :viiei+v."..7k'v:%3:v.:..: h 4i'..";.Jr i::{+:'i'r:":. .:: ::^}}:{%'>:v .t3 can do and what he can't. "People tend to think, 'Oh, but you can't do this because you can't see," he says. "It's happened so many times before and it will happen a lot more." But Vidrich has consistently prov- ed people wrong. After obtaining a Bachelor's and a Master's degree in music, he is determined to continue his study until he can obtain the po- sition of performer and instructor of organ on a college level. "I have no reason to believe that I won't get what I want. I'm just determined." Vidrich sits back with a pipe in his mouth and speaks calmly and reso- lutely. "I think that handicapped people must be really happy in what they're doing. We can't let people tell us what to do ...blind people must be as in- dependent as possible and must be an integral part of society. We can't be welfare cases all our lives." Vidrich admits that he has had very few problems adjusting to the academic environment at Michigan. "My major period of adjustment oc- curred in my freshman year at Du- quesne University," he remarks. He had just completed 15 years of edu- cation in a residential school for the blind and was making his first ven- tures into "sighted world," as he calls t. "The hardest thing was to learn to be aggressive. I sort of expected peo- ple to come and help me, and that was not the case at all. Sighted peo- ple. don't know how to deal with blind people; they're afraid they'll say or do the wrong thing." Vidrich stresses again and again that blind people shouldn't be segre- gated. They shouldn't be isolated from the rest of society. "We want to be normal people in this society," he urges, "but we want people to know our limitations." J'HESE ARE SENTIMENTS echoed by many other blind people at the University. Residential schools for the blind are generally condemned for perpetuating the stigma of help- lessness attached to blind people. Special programs for the blind are often considered to be condescending. The common refrain is, "We wish to be viewed as normal people." One former student of the - Uni- versity went so far as to say, "Blind- ness is blackness." Jim Walker, a De- cember 1971 graduate of U-M. says. the X-ray treatments he received as a child mar his face. "From my personal, emotional hangup kind of reasons, I am super- super independent. I'd rather do anything myself than get help," he says. He holds an intense dislike for special programs for the blind. He criticizes the "sheltered workshops" established in Chicago, his home town, where blind people are either trained or employed full-time in low- paid menial tasks. He holds an equal disdain for residential schools for the blind. "There is a great stereotype of blind people," Grunwald elaborates. "Not only are they different, but they are helpless and can't take care of themselves. As long as blind students are segregated in schools of their own, it just serves to perpetuate that stereotype." tions for further services the Uni- versity could offer. Combs suggests that blind students be given priority in registration, for example. Since securing tapes of required texts can be a very time-consuming process, she says, it is important that a blind student be sure he will have a place in a class well ahead of time.. Halverson suggests that the Uni- versity institutes a system of regis- tration by mail, which he contends would be of great value to all stu- dents, not just blind students. But these are mere suggestions, and the students don't seem to be very insistent on them. If anything, the blind students seem anxious to assert their independence from Uni- versity assistance. When Halverson was first asked what he would like the University to do for him and other blind students, he immediately replied, "Nothing." After a little consideration, he added, "Well, not really." Besides registration by mail and priority for blind students in registra- tion, though, Halverson could think of no other desired forms of assist- ance. DEPENDENCE IS ONE of the worst words in the vocabulary of most blind students. As Jim Walker says, "If a blind person is spoon-fed, he be- comes helpless." Walker says blind students must as- sert themselves and must learn to deal successfully with professors on an in- dividual basis. "Professors are not as inaccessible as they are thought to be," he says. Combs, commenting on her past ex- perience, says, "I haven't gotten any- thing from the University really - - - I pride myself on being independent." "Basically, I don't think it's the University's responsibility to help us out," she explains. "Like if somebody can't get off his a-- and call a teach- er to get a syllabus, that's his prob- lem." "I don't expect the world to change for me," she continues. "I pride my- self on using creativity to get around a problem. I don't want people to ca- ter to me." III ART VIDRICH STOPS for a moment and looks back on his high school days. "I remember when they came to the school to test us for our voca- tional aptitudes," he says. He is re- ferring to the Pennsylvania State Of- fice for the Blind, which sunervises person can accomplish. In addition to being a hindrance to their personal development, these attitudes are in- sulting. The office paid for most of Vid- rich's undergraduate and graduate education, but has withdrawn fund- ing this year. "They don't feel that I need a doc- torate, but I know I do if I want to get a job on a college level," Vidrich explains. "Music is not something blind peo- ple go into," Vidrich continues. "They tried to push me into social work, but I resisted." Social work is one of the fields of study considered "accept- able" by the state agency. THE OFFICE of SERVICES for the Blind (OSB), the corresponding agency in Michigan has been similar- ly criticized. Jim Walker, former president of the Washtenaw County Chapter of the National Federation of the Blind But Walker admits that the office is not so condescending when it comes to university students. The office provides all in-state Uni- versity students with money to cover tuition, books and supplies, and read- er services as long as the student shows some specific vocational objec- tive and shows that there is "a rea- sonable expectation that the services will make him fit for a profession," Gary Gaeth, the local caseworker, says. Walker, when he originallyentered the University, told the office he was interested in the study of sociology and intended to work in human rela- tions when he graduated. The office said that his plan was too general, but he resisted the criticism. Since that time, Walker says he has experienced very little pressure. He says he has heard stories of casework- ers in other counties trying to exer- cise control over the academic activi- "From my personal, emotional hangup kind of reasons, I am super-super independent. I'd rat her (10(ianythig my s elf than get help," Peter Grim i ald explains. ans aamassamasa ss smssa massssiismase ma assesesierswaso ,; and now a member of a fact-finding committee on state services, says that OSB is "parental, patronizing, and not very insightful." This is probably less evident in its treatment of university students than in its vocational placement programs for high school graduates. "They have not gone past precon- ceived notions," Walker says. "Their placement programs are based on as- sumptions that blind people can do only certain kinds of tasks." Vending stand operators, X-ray technicians, and computer programmers are three of the office's favorite occupations, he says. photography by I RANDY EDMONDS 'These are jobs that blind persons have proved themselves in, so they ties of their blind clients. "Some stu- dents don't stand up for their rights and their freedom of academic choice nay be denied," he says. JOHN HALVE=SON spent his under- graduate years at the University of California at Irvine. He relates an interesting encounter yith a counse- lor from the State Department of Vo- cational Rehabilitation. "I got the impression that she viewed her clients as her children," he remarks. The counselor had heard that some of her clients were taking drugs of some sort, Halverson relates. She therefore tried to force all her clients to fill out forms indicating whether or not they had attended classes. She wanted everyone to account for their time. When Halverson refused to fill out the form, "she made some sort of remark that I didn't know what was good for me," he says. "All these groups and agencies are condescending," Halverson asserts, "but I just avoided them like the plague." ** * THE MAIN THING that blind stu- dents renuest of the Tniversity 1. U " .: ; .........,. ... .... , . . ....,....v '. t ...f .. . _ _ .. 0