editors: laura berman howie brick contributing editor: mary long sundaiy matgazine inside: page four-books page five-magic page six-week in review Number 4 Page Three Septembe FEATUR r 29, 1974 ES After a care Ey HOWARD BRICK A MARRIED COUPLE who had just graduated from the Uni- versity of Michigan wrote to a magazine last summer, "we find that BA's from the School of Liter- ature, Science and the Arts guar- antees us, at most, the position of head cook and bottle washer at the local deli.. . we have decided to go to Europe for an extended period of reflection irl the fervent hope that someone, somewhere will miss us."' On that note of disillusionment, they were off, looking for some- thing better in the world of the un- familiar. But there are also many graduates of the University who take their degree with the same grain of salt - who feel just as lost and unneeded, and yet prefer to stay with the familiar. Ann Ar- bor exerts a strange power over many of those who have gone to school here. Maybe it's the slow pace combined with the cultural activity of the town or perhaps the relaxed social attitudes that does it. But more and more people grad- uate from the University and de- cide to stay in town rather than move away and start a career. There's the philosophy major as janitor, the sociology major as Waitress, the history major as cab driver. As one graduate - a desk clerk in one of the dormitories- said, "Ann Arbor opiates people af- ter a while. You can't imagine leav- ing the place. You shoot up on it." It is probably no news to anyone that jobs are hard to get these days and that many college curric- ula are near worthless when you try to sell them on the market. There's a story about a gas station in L.A. that boasts it has a Ph.D. at every pump. And a student from Boston University suggested in a Newsweek article last year that an intellectual taxi service be estab- lished: All the drivers would be ex- academics, and each customer would phone in and tell the dis- patcher which topic he was inter- ested in. If you wanted to get to the bus station and talk about eco- nomics at the same time, you could do it. RUT AT THE SAME time, what some people call "careerism" has reached a high point in the last few years. A recent survey found over 20 ner cent of all incom- ing freshmen at the University de- clared themselves pre-med. And the career nlanning office in the Student Activities Bnilding claims to have almost three times as much student traffic as it did five vears ago. So when a recent graduate of the Residential Cllee tells neo- ple he is still living in Ann Arbor without being a student, "one out of every three." he says, raises eye- brows. The attraction is undeniably there. thoueb: Ann Arbor means something sp-cinl to a lot of neo- ple. Bernadette Walter Lot her BA in socioloev in December 1972. and after a few months of travel. re- turned to town. She has been a waitress at the Brown Jue off and on, mostly on. since the snring of 1973. Why she stavs is comnlex: the first thing she says in way of ex- planation is. "It's all kids, and I have a lot of friends here." She is a tall, thin, dark-haired woman from a middle-class family in Baldwin, New York. After spending her high school years in a Catholic girls' school and her a degree and Ann : ife you dcn't have to dress well and women don't have to shave their legs if they don't want to. But Ber- nadette's attitude is not really as flippant as this may sound. Over the past few years she has thought a good deal about her college edu- cation, her hopes for the future, her career possibilities, and her life in Ann Arbor. "As much as I like the diversity and variety of people here, I like the similarity of the people too. They are either young or really young in spirit. The things that motivate their lives are not the things that motivate lives in sub- urbia." She feels comfortable with the vaiaes and attitudes prevalent in Ann Arbor, she says. "The wo- men's movement is pretty well ac- ceptpd and encouraged. If people act in a chauvinistic way, they know it's wrong. At least people here pay lip service, and that's a step in the right direction: In oth- er places it's still a big joke." Inas- much as Ann Arbor is its own sub- culture - a subculture dedicated to values that are considered dif- ferent and better than those of the parent generation -- she is happy to be a participant. She repeats with relish, "I'm real comfortable here." 13UT IT IS NOT so simple. No matter how much Bernadette tells herself she is not sacrificing any dignity by being a waitress, there is something that tells her she must move on. "It (Ann Arbor) is the kind of place you should move through, pass through, be- cause it's unreal. I guess there really are some values in me, some- thing gnawing at me, that says I can't go on like this forever. I real- ly don't think I can accent this 100 per cent hedonism for the rest of my life." It is a theme that recurs among people who have stayed in Ann Arbor after graduation. Ann Arbor is fun and it is easy. As one gradu- ate put it, "Ann Arbor is a life- sized Skinner box ... you just have to find the right lever to meet your needs." Scott Cummings majored in dra- in ma and comparative literature at the Residential College and gradu- ated last May. He now has a cler- ical job at the college and plans to spend a calm, leisurely year in town while he decides what he wants to do with himself in the future. "Not being in school," he says, 'will make me more ripe to take advantage of Ann Arbor's op- portunities . . . I'm just very used to this life style and when I get tired of it I go to the, airport and look at adults." RICK PARKS IS another gradu- ate keenly aware of the issue. A 26-year-old man with a short, stocky build and an exuberant Der- sonality, he graduated with a BGS degree in 1971, went back to his home town, Grand Haven, Michi. gan, for a job on the local news- paDer, and then returned here. He has been a security guard for Uni- versity residence halls since Au- gust 1972. "I missed Ann Arbor in- credibly," he says. "I missed the company of people with college backgrounds and I found I had stopped growing." The conserva- tive, business - oriented newspaper was professionally frustrating, and the narrow - mindedness and cul- tural deficiencies of small-town life were disturbing. "Grand Haven doesn't have a bookstore. It's the only place in the world that does- n't have a bookstore," Rick says. "I'm highly youth oriented," he continued. "I really don't want to get old. It's easy to keep thinking you're a college kid here . . . You don't have the pressure to settle down and be sedate." He appreciates the films and theater life around town, as well as the unusual, progressive nature of politics. He debated whether he would stay in Grand Haven in the hope of bringing about a little bit of change. "But for the little bit of change you make you pay an awful lot in personal unhappiness -.. It (staying here) is definitely a hedonistic and self-centered type of thing, but I'm not so sure that's so awful." OF COURSE, in some people, am- bition cuts deeper than in before 'Arbor others One person who worked on the Michigan Daily for his four years at school and is now staying in town with a minor job at a pub- lishing firm says he has already tired of Ann Arbor. He intended to use his time here for reflection and for catching up on those things in Ann Arbor that he never had time to appreciate before. But the need for achievement is beginning to have its effect. He plans to move to Boston next month in the hope of landing a newsoaper job or enter- ing graduate school there. "It isn't so much the need for status or power but the need to know you're doing a good job . . . There's a real- lv stabs feeling about being in Ann Arbor There are people hanging on in semi-superfluous jobs. You can get a feeling of being bogged down. It is a feeling that olagues many to various degrees. When it comes down to taking a hard look at the future, Bernadette, for example, says, "I know I'm meant for some- thing else." For her, it has been a difficult problem, one she has still not resolved almost two years after graduation. "There is some peer pressure to do something real and beneficial," she says. When asked to explain what a "real" job would be. she was at first stymied. "Something that requires a BA and pays at least $8000." But it's more than that, she admits. "It's helping oth- ers, contributing to society and fulfilling myself, using my mind and my talents. Something that's unreal is something that pays the bills and makes me happy." BERNADETTE HAS devoted a lot of her energies all along to finding that "real" job, and she hasn't had much success. She has decided she would like to be a child care worker with emotional- ly disturbed children, but has not found a job that was at the same time open and practical. Last spring she was offered a job in Redford, but it only paid $5900 a year and she would need a car to make the 45 minute drive each day. Bernadette Walter: "Ann Arbor is the kind of place you should move through, pass through, because it's unreal. 1 guess there really are some values in me, something gnawing at me, that says I can't go on think I can accept this for the rest of my life." The search has left her with more than a little bitterness. "A degree doesn't mean anything extra special to the economy these days. I don't regret for a minute going for college. I don't regret studying sociology. But, yeah, I feel let down that society doesn't. have a place for me . . . I feel cheated by a system that didn't guide me. Nobody told you that you couldn't get a job with sociol- ogy." SHE ADMITS THAT she didn't give much thought to a career while she was in school. "There was a real shock the last few months of school," she says. "I started thinking 'I have to support myself. What am I going to do?' like this forever, I don't 100 per cent hedonism You feel like you're just getting dumped into the real world. So I made a conscious decision to hang loose." Lee Kirk, a blond haired, bearded man with a deep voice and a low- keyed manner, has a different per- spective. A 1971 graduate of Resi- dential College and a desk clerk at East Quad for the past year, he more or less ignored the problem of planning a career while he was an undergraduate, and he doesn't regret that at all. His years as a student were those of high-pitched political activity on campus, and he always felt that was where he should devote most of his energies. "Some people came with goals and kept them. Others found goals here. But I and others said the hell with it." He remembers being tear-gassed on South University in 1969 when the police tried to break ui a street party, and he remem- bers the excitement of the BAM (Black Action Movement) Strike in 1970 "Politically, people were looking for fast action to bring on the new morning." After teaching in Brazil for six months on a pri- vate exchange program, he re- turned to Ann Arbor in July 1972 and has held a variety of non-ca- reer jobs since. Having just enter- ed graduate school to study his- tory, he is still not sure what his future holds. "J THINK IT would be a big mis- take to sit down in the first year of graduate school and say, 'I want to do this and this,' because then you get tunnel vision and miss out on a lot of things . . . I still feel there's plenty of time." Rick Parks, likewise, feels no great urgency. The time may come when he says to himself. "I've had enough of this." but he's not go- ing to worry about it right now. And even Bernadette Walter, no matter how much she agonizes and turns the issues over and over again in her mind, says, "I'm still not driven to find a profession. I have a lot of reservations about it. It's not as comfortable as not ...::::.: ....:: r ".: r "::. , .: . r f , :. . v,+ ,:,f +.,p