Page Twelve THE MICHIGAN DAILY MAGAZINE Tuesday, April 9, 1968 THE MICHIGAN DAILY MAGAZINE * Tuesday, April 9, 1968 INSIDE NORTH VILLE The mental ills may be universal and-everyone may be to blame, but that doen' make the struggle to readjust to society any less difficult. (or) "Bob McDaniels marches In the phalanx of A American By ANNE BUE SER What happens to a person -when he realizes he is mentally ill and finds him- self in a world where he is constantly forced to face that awesome realization? I began to ponder that question as I sat in the half-gloom of the mental ward where other shadows sat quietly beside me. We had just returned from dinner, and in the growing twilight I found myself crying as the meaning of the mental hospital struck me with full force. This was a place where a drama of tragic self-awareness is constantly being re-played: one has accepted him- self as unacceptable, and must begin the frightening, hopeful task of rebuilding. Therefore, as I sat in the Young Adult Ward of Northville State Hospital and shared in the reflective silence of the patients beside me, the fact that I my- self was not really mentally ill but was there as an experiment seemed irrele- vant. I was still crying. My original purpose for coining to Northville for three days was to attempt to understand how a mental patient goes about rebuilding himself to have another go at reality. It was not until I had been at Northville myself that I began ques- tioning just what this "reality" meant. Through the Outreach program I had already been spending one night a week at Northville. Each Tuesday night we rode out on the bus, spent an hour and a half working with elderly patients who made up our ward, and then returned to our university world. It was a sporadic and incomplete introduction to mental illness. Moreover, many of the patients we worked with in the ward, G-2, were considered hopefully "out of touch," and had been for years. Therefore, G-2 was pot the, center of much attention on the part of the psy- chiatric and rehabilitation program. The real work was going on elsewhere. I began to be aware of real business when my group from G-2 escorted our patients to a talent show given by the Young Adult Unit for the rest of the hospital. There in the audience with an elderly lady friend from G-2 who has been in Northville 11 years and will probably die there, I watched young men and women produce a two hour show. The perform- ers were mentally ill, too, but there was an overwhelming difference between them and the adult audience of G-2. In a Northville patient's chalk drawing is a view of the world so that I would be ready to meet my psychiatrist and social worker without arousing suspicions. I talked about things that bothered me, that caused confusion and insecurity I had outwardly denied. Dr. Goknar told me I had done very well, that my con- dition was not uncommon and I need not worry about "convincing" any of the hospital staff I would meet later. He as- sured me they would accept my presence without the necessity of any acting on my part. My first feeling of ambiguity arose: how reassuring was it to be told that I would easily fit into the world of the mentally ill? Dr. Goknar shook my hand; wished me luck, and when we emerged from his of- fice, told the nurse, "There's no reason why you can't take Anne to the ward right away. There's just enough time to get settled and meet the girls before lunch." The nurse smiled and led me down a hall through a series of doors until we came to one lettered B1-2, un- locked it with a great jangling of keys: "Here we are." I was met by another at- tendant who thanked the nurse, locked the door behind me, and taking my arm officially led me into the world of B1-2. According to the "team conditioning" program employed in this unit, patients undergo a few steps in their term at Northville. If I had been a conventional patient I would only have experienced the first step in the three days I was there. Due to my liason with Dr. Goknar, however, I was able to experience much of Step Two as well. Only in this one aspect, however, was my "treatment" different than that of any other patient. The precautions of Step One were con- tinual reminders that I was "ill." The mirror, nail file, and glass bottles that I had brought with me were labelled and carefully locked away where I could ob- tain them only at certain times in the mornings. My clothes were marked with a black felt pen for hospital identifica- tion; I was relieved of a bottle of sac- charin in my purse. Now the major feature of Step One began: the new patient is isolated from outside contact and immersed in the world of the ward. I was to share one of the double rooms with another sophomore college drop- out. To my surprise, I found the room equipped with a small closet, night stand, trunk, and the array of stuffed animals, books; and rollers usually found in a girl's room. The only difference was that here the bottles of make-up, hair spray, and other forbidden items were hidden- carefully in drawers. Not all 30' of us lived in .one of the These performers were not only working actively with and against their illness, but were able to confront it in the open, before themselves and others. This kind of courage moved me more than the empty eyes and quiet hands of those who had stopped living. It seemed then that the B1-2 ward was the best place to observe the intensity and success of the reality re-fitting process. With some contacts with various of- ficials of the hospital, and mental health board, it was agreed that I could engage in this experiment, but only with the knowledge of the ward staff. This stip- ulation seemed an unfortunate distor- tion of my intent to gain true insight. But at the last minute the founder and chief of the Young Adult Unit, Dr. Kemal Goknar, secured me permission to be committed as just another patient, the other hospital personnel unaware of any experiment. After all, as Dr. Goknar told me later, hadn't Irving Goffman done a great service to the understanding of mental health when he produced the highly ac- claimed sociological study of patient un- derlife in Asylums? I felt inadequate to the task before me when the project became fact 'and I stood in the Northville admission office at 10 a.m., November 28, 1967. Dr. Gok- nar introduced me to the receptionist at the desk as a new patient, a "volntary committal." My identification with the world of the mentally ill had begun With extreme warmth the lady secured basic statistics of my name and age. She took my driver's license and keys; they would be returned to me "when I was ready to leave the hospital. She did not seem surprised to learn that I was a sophomore at the University of Michi- gan; I was later to find out that patients in the Young Adult Unit have a true variety of backgrounds. The -patients' only common denominator was at least an average, and often a superior, I.Q. The next step in the usual admission procedure was an introductory session with the Unit Chief, Dr. Goknar. The doctor- told me that this was the time when the patient ordinarily summarized his problems for the staff's initial insight. He suggested that I practice my delivery man.. Relations Commission, he fought for equal opportunity in housing, em- ployment and education. When Negro grade and high school students returned their history books as a part of an NAACP campaign, Fr. La- Marr called for more than "token op- position." He suggested, instead, that Ne- groes demonstrate against the Board of Education. Fr. LaMarr was severely censured by members of his parish for his militancy. After a series of confrontations, he was transferred by the diocese last fall. At the time of his transfer, he was trying to alert officials to discrimination in housing. One of his cases involved Bob McDaniels. When McDaniels returned to Bay City in the third week of June, he had to move his seven-months-pregnant wife and their young son into his mother's crowded apartment when they couldn't immediately find a place to rent. After a month of hunting, the pattern became routine. "I would see a "For Rent" sign in the window of places -I went to look at. But the landlords in- variably told be the place had already been rented and that they'd just for- gotten to take down the sign," McDaniels said. Outdated zoning laws have long. thwarted the construction of high-rise apartments, and McDaniels was turned away from each house he tried to rent. After six weeks in Bay City, he met Art Manwell, his old high school teach- er. Manwell owned four houses near the Pulaski-28th St. corner. He offered to rent one of them to Mc- Daniels for what McDaniels believed was "a marked-up price." Still, McDaniels welcomed the chance and made an im- mediate deposit. Manwell and McDaniels completed the tareement on a Friday with the under- move in on the following Monday. standing the McDaniels family would move in on the following Monday. The Pulaski-28th area, where Man- well himself lives, is predominantly solid middle-class shop-owners and gray- haired widows on fair-to-middling pen- sions. The neighborhood is totally white. Sharpest of all their fears is that open housing will drive down the valuation of their property. Pulaski-28th is one of the "better" blocks in the South End, where a high- ly-concentrated ethnic group of Poles religiously follow the customs of their homeland. Church-sponsored festivals are annually filled with polkas and drinking. A Negro family moved into the South End two years ago, several blocks west and several notches down the social scale of the Pulaski-28th block. The family endured spit-thrown curses, broken windows and even flaming crosses in their front_ yard. But they stayed, keeping the yard clean in spite of the garbage which is still' occasionally dumped there in the middle of the night. Because they own the house, they have been able to buffer the pressure. The McDaniels family wasn't in that position.' "Before Bob signed the lease, we talked about the possibility of prejudice and agreed that either of us would back out of the deal if we changed our mind," Manwell said. On Friday night Manwell told some of the neighbors that he was going -to rent to a Negro. By Saturday, almost all of the neigh- bors knew of Manweli's 'proposal. By Sunday night, Manwell was ready to back out. The weekend had been filled with threatening phone calls which A";L:Y k:..} j."J'" L':'+",J}J... .aJ:"t ...". . .f i yl : :".. y ..J.LJ, ! re 'R ;, Lr~ ~~. " .-."' " .. s" . ..:""~a ".l " . .'... . _ "But I neighborl 'Someb thing out time a c this city anywhere happen i zinski ad Joe Ki! radio st and also pathized fused to situation. "With didn't w The B print a s A no the McDaniel mer pizze The ex-p St. Stani zatycki a The Ti. McDaniel ing that ful and ination h Several vealed th refused a ican-Ame Vietnam. But th little con Fair hc considerec has been 1929. .I'm u isting. N( me about even beei said red commissc "As a know tha housing c To a n echoed hi Mayor 1 felt that because tl lem. The co: "stop-and to be pass i the Ameri to cooper test the 1 it is passe But the ity is li ate spectr McDani make con housing. I lked tered mor who his idealis way. At the ldn't give' the ground in d of American own. teaching him reading a ect- He was to arry toring prc He had ycki ter under that problems hink community for "But th were for the prc poor is tha to ising and oing said. sted. Some o cent well-worn ter) Negroes, t and soluti4 his or unwillir dn't change in e. I most are o he still live u: . if ditions. ANNE BUESSER is a sophomore Daily staffer who has been active in the psychology department's Outreach project. Although MIDDLE EARTH IS NOW WAY, ABOVE GROUND AT 15 So. Slate St. (3rd floor loft) We ARE STILL MEETING Your UNDERGROUND NEEDS! New Hours: Weekdays: 11 A.M. to 10P.M. We Have WINE FOR THE GOURMET & BEER FOR THE MASSES ENJOY CAMPUS CORNERS 818 S. State 665-4431 promised not only to burn crosses in the yard but also to burn down the house. "I'd never seen anything like it in my life," explained Manwell. "People I thought were my friends wouldn't talk to me. My wife was in hysterics because of the phone calls. My children were sent home from the neighbors' yards. "On Saturday night, they got together in the house across the street. My wife and I sat in our living room and listened to them curse and swear at us from there. When we went outside a few of them picked up gravel to throw at us. "What would you have done?" Man- well asked. "It was going to be hell' for both the McDaniels' and for us." McDaniels told Manwell that -he was willing to take on hell and humiliation. "I asked him to put the rent on a two- month trial basis. I even offered to go, around and talk to all the neighbors." But the issue was settled. "We ta it over with a few of the neighbors, didn't have strong feeling either The consensus was that it woul work," Manwell said. A Bay City Times reporter hear the incident and investigated on hiso He talked to Manwell who steeredl to two of the neighbors who had obj ed most - Al Roszatycki and H Niedzinski. Attempts to interview Rosazt failed. His wife told the reportert her husband was asleep and didn't t: the matter was important enough her to wake him. Repeated effortsv similarly rebuffed. Niedzinski, however, was willing talk. "I know the paper is never g to print anything like this," he boas If they do, I'll sue them for everyt they've got. and run you (the repor out of town." Then he smiled and moderated tone. "Anyway, I told Manwell I di care if he moved a nigger in her even offered to sell him my house s could become a slum landlord that's what he wanted." Fri. & Sat.: 11 A.M. to 12 Midnight HOWARD KOHN, a junior in journalism and himself a Bay City boy, is executive sporis editor of The Daily. . Se