e civil Plftllb! ntto�!lS1S obiliz c d pent II t tee nyoft iden h d n poorly educ t d in the tate' re ted nd poor- ly funded public educa ·0 y tem d ere in- timidated by t e lmo un­ limit d po r th t ite peopl h d over their live . n the te here Emm tt Till h d be n lynched, nor­ mo courage a required to ttempt to reg ter to vote. Succ 0 in S CC, the Cong of Ra· ci I Eq ty (CORE), and other grou orked dill ntly d pa ently to gain th conftdence of Black r idents and then to till in th e residen the nee • ry confidence to lead their o n truggl for equal rights and political po ere the folio in , Mr . Fa ni Lo am r de cribes the experience that suddenly. and unexpec­ tedly brought her into the · issippi movement and subsequently tran formed her into a conftdent and ef­ fective leader. From: To Praise Our Bridges: An Autobiography of Mrs. Fanny Lou Hamer (Jackson: KIP CO, 1967), pages 5-17. Used by permis­ sion of Arybie Rose, Fannie Lou Hamer Living Memorial Charitable Trust Fund, and the Hamer famil y. I was born 'October sixth, nineteen and seventeen in Montgomery County, Missis­ sippi. My parents moved to Sunflower County when I was two years old, to a plantation about four and a half miles from here, Mr. E. W. Brandon 's plantation. ... My parents were sharecroppers and they had a big family. Twenty children. Fourteen boys and six girls. I'm the twentieth child. All of us worked in the fields, of course, but we never get any­ thing out of sharecropping ... My' life has been almost like my mother's was, be­ cause I married a man who sharecropped. We didn't have it easy and the only way we could ever make it through the winter was because Pap had a little juke joint and we made liquo That was the only way we made it. I married in 1944 'and stayed on the plantation until 1962 when I went down to the courthouse in Indianola to register to vote. That hap­ pened because I went to a mass meeting one night. U ntil then I'd never heard of no mas meeting and I didn't know that a Negro could register and vote. Bob 'Moses, Reggie Robinson, Jim Bevel and James Forman were some of the SNCC workers who ran that meet­ ing. VVhen they asked for those to raise their hands who'd go down to the court­ house next day, I raised mine. Had it up as high a I could get it. I guess if I'd had any sense I'd a-been a little scared, but what was the point of being scared. The only thing they could do to me was kill me and it seemed like they'd been trying to do that a little bit at a time ever since I could remember. Well, there was eighteen of us who went down to the courthouse that day and all of us w ... re arrested. Police said the bus was painted the wrong color-said it was too yellow. After I got bailed out went back to the, plantation where Pap and I had lived for eighteen years. My oldest girl met me and told me that Mr. Marlow, the plantation owner, was mad and raising sand. He had heard that I tried to register. That night he called on us and said, "We're not going to have this in Missis­ sippi and you will have to withdraw. I am looking for your answer, yea or nay?" I just looked. He said "I will give you until tomorrow 'morning. And if you don't withdraw you will have to leave. If you do go withdraw, it's only how I feel, you might still have to leave." So I left that same night. Pap had to stay on till work on the plan­ tation was through. Ten days later they fired into Mrs. Tucker's house where I was staying, They also shot two girls at Mr. Sissel's That was a rough winter. I hadn't a chance to do any can­ ning before I got kicked off, so didn't have hardly any­ thing. I always can more than stay on till wor on the plan­ tation was through. Ten days later they fired into Mrs. Tucker's house where I was staying. They also shot two girls at Mr. Sissel's That was a rough winter. ,I hadn't a chance to do any can­ ning before I got kicked off, so didn't have hardly any­ thing. I always can more than my family can use 'cause there's always people who don't have enough. That winter was bad, though. Pap couldn't get a job nowhere , 'cause everybody knew he was my husband. We made it on through, though, and since then I just been trying to work and get our people organized. , I reckon the most horrible experience I've had was in June of 1963. I was arrested along with several others in Winona, Mississippi. That's in Montgomery County, the . county where I was born. I was carried to a cell and lock­ ed up with Euvester Simpson. I began to hear the sound of licks, and I could hear people screaming ... After than, the State High­ way patrolmen came and car­ ried me out of the cell into another cell where there were two Negro prisoners. .The patrolman gave the first Negro a long blackjack that was heavy. It was loaded with something and they had me lay down on the bunk with. my face down, and I was beat. I was beat by the first Negro till he gave out. Then the patrolman ordered the other man to take the blackjack and he began to beat ... . . .. After I got out of jail, half dead, I found out that Medgar Evers had been shot down in his own yard. I've wor ed on voter Atlanta City. But we I mCd registration here ever ince I the hard way that even tough went to th t first m meet-· we had all th law and 1 the ing. In 1964 we regi t red righteousn on our i 63,000 BI c P opl from that white man i not going to Missis ippi into the Freedom give up his power to us. Democratic Party. We formed our own party because the whites wouldn't even let us register. We decided to challenge the white Mi sis­ sippi Democratic Party at the National Convention. We followed all the laws that the white people themsel­ ves made. We tried to attend the precinct meetings and they locked the doors on u or moved the meetings and that's against the laws they made for their ownselves. So 'we werethe ones that held the real precinct meetings. At all these meetings across the state we elected our repre­ sentatives to go to the Nation­ al Democratic Convention in We have to build our own power. We have to win every single-political office we can, where we have a majority of Blac, people ... The question for Blac' people is not, when is the white man going to give us our rights, or when is he going to give us good education for our children, or when is he going to give us jobs-if the white man gives you any­ thing-ju t remember when he gets ready he will take it right back. We have to take for ourselves. _0, , ?