ventI. "To thi date I have not given full d t iI to anyone bout my orde I becau e it too horri . ing an too un- pi t to di u . Ju t the thought of it unnerve me." "But I m no 18 and a opbomore at Howard Univer­ ity majoring in Early Childbood Education. My maturity and expo ure to ociety have given me greater in igbt into the COD eq ence of h t hap�ned to me and ho it b en bandied. ECAU It: Y F MILY and friend' rc being di - credi ted for the enefit of a hen bunch of crimin I , rapi ts and ould c murderer. I . h vc decided not 10 rem in quiet. I ill publi h my 0 n tru· ount of h 1 h ppcncd to me nd th reperc ion. hich have re ulted. - . preliminary hi 11