OCTOBER 5 -11,1 them feel good. Events such as a drink after wor , beer at a ballpm, iDe with dinner or roc tail partie are all part of ph two, "seeking the mood mg." However, it is here that the alcoholic and the �cial drink­ er part company. Although, Scarry expfains, an alcoholic may. ay in ph two for weeks, month , even -years before pro­ gressing on to ph three, it i inevitable that he or she will move on. And it i here at ph three, 'harmful depen­ dency ," that the emotional co s begin to d up. Prior to thi 51 ge, each time the alcoholic or non-alcoholic drank, they mo d from "feeling normal" to "feeling euphoric," then ba to "feel­ ing nonn ," again. "Suppo during a drinking episode, our friend John puts the proverbi lamp ade on hi he and dance on the table. o harm there," ys Scarry. "But let's y he gee a little further and puts the lamp­ ade on the cat' head, then to s the cat out the indo . "This behavior i un ccept- ble and when confronted the next day by a very angry wife, John denie his episode with the cat. But, in ·de he knows something is wrong and for the fir time experiences remor over hi beh �or. This i a new feeling for John. Rather than returning to feeling normal after drinking epi de, he THE MICHIGA feels pain," explains Scarry. Ph three continue and as John drinks even more - and he ill becau he i no phy- ·c.uy an demotionally depen­ dent on alcohol - his drinking behavior will continue to get more bizarre, even outrageous. Each time he sobers up he feels embarrassment, guilt or remorse over hi behavior. He still drink to feel euphoric, but each drinking episode cau s more negative feeling. dra Alcoholism: The feeling disease coholisn h been de- scribed a "feeling" dise y ho are recov ring x­ pre the onder and a e of having their feelinp return fter year of drinkina to m them. "I c feel 10 e, I can feel joy, I can feel my H being my If," exclaim one recovering alcoholic. 'The be thin to me is feeling free. And having the freedom to feel,' The feeling, joyou y d ribed by recoverin alcoho­ lic are echoed in treatment center group on and Alcoholic Anonymou meeting throughout the nation, accord­ in to th1 n Scarry, Ex- . ecutive Director of e Hori- zons eco ry Center in n- ton Harbor. " a result of the emotio ndrom that alcoholism, mo entering treatment are ex per­ . ncin only ne ative feelin - fear, an er and If-loathing," y Scarry. "To e positive feeling return i one of the real re rd of our busine ." coholism pro re through four emotional ph s, explain Scarry. They are, earnin th mood ing, e- ing the mood ing, harmful dependency and drinkin to f el normal. Both alcoholic and cial drinkers e perience the fir two ph However, it i only the alcoholi ho goes on to ph three and four. During their initial drinking experi nee people learn that alcohol produce a pleasant effect. They feel relaxed, convivial and generally enjoy the euphoria produced by one or two drinks. They di 0 r they can control the extent of their ood feelin by the amount of alcohol they con­ sume. This is ph one or "learning the mood swin ." ith this informatio in hand, drinkers can no plan activities th t include al hol, which .they know will n e ua (D-CA), CBCF chairman and Rep. Alan Wheat (D-MO), legis­ lative weekend chairman have joined in the preparation of this popular annual event. Democratic Repre ntatives Charle Rangel (NY) and P rren Mitchen (MD) will be honored during the affair, along with Rev. Alan Boe ,South Afri­ can anti partheid leader, and Dr. Dorothy Height, pre ident of the ational Council of egro Women, Inc. The changing politic c m­ plexion of the weekend acti­ vity wa emphasized by the conduct of the Black Republi- Over time, he ldom feel "normal." He i rrounded by a general feeling of anxiety and u alcohol to m or kill the feeling of remor , anger add If-loathing. ow the alcoholic has enter­ ed ph four, "drinking to feel normal." He no long r feels the euphori a ociated with drinking, but drinks only to bring about the ab nee of pain. S dly, each drinking episode only cau an increase in negative emotion until finally his guilt, remor and anxiety e so great that he cannot bear the pain of briety. Ultimately, he drinks only not to feel. According to Scarry, all this happen btly the alcoholic doesn't even realize it. "He i amazingly un are of the pro­ ion of the di a ," say . "There is no turning bac t this point. If it is not arre ed, the di will be fatal," says Scarry. "This can- mean death from a physical ailment such ga ritis, liver failure or alcohol-related heart di a ; death via an ccident or depre ion-induced suicide." In me ca s, the alcoholic will experience what is called s CAL Alcohorcs Anonymous for help Battle Creek 964-7577 Benton Harbor 926-4710 I Grand Rapids 361-6010 Kalamazoo 349-4410 us egon 798-9930 "hitting hi bottom" an event or combin tion of events, often a en that will almost mir­ aculously allow him to the extent of his problem and re ch out for help. On even more rare occasions a family mem­ ber or friend u an interven­ tion technique to help the alcoholic get the treatment he need . It i in the onderful in tance recovery can begin and feelings return. Some alcoholics de ribe the return of these feelings much like the peeling of layer off an onion. Others are more eloquent. "I fan feel love. I c feel joy. I can feel myself being myself." ore information about alcoholism and recovery is vailable through Alcoholic Anonymous. ew Horizon also provide free information at 616-925-7433. o • • By Larry A. NNPA Correspondent ASlD GTO - Thou d of repre ntative of m [or,: national organization arrived in the n tion's capital for the Congre . nal Caucu Found tion' 16th annuallegi lative weekend featuring some 50 forums, wor op and fund­ rai rs, October 1-5. ApprOXI­ mately 4,000 dinner gue (at 300 per pi tel and 8,000 p rticipant re exp cted at the five d y affair. Rep. ic ey Leland (D-TX), chairman of the Congre onal Bl C u u , Rep. Julian Dixon can Council's annual scholarship event at the same time the CB F's predominantly Demo­ cratic reception-gala, prayer breakfast and di u sions on Capitol Hill. The Future t . -BI k America Surviving the Drug Crisi " and "The Role of Organi­ zation Leader in Improving the State of Health in the Blac Community," were tn topic of inaugural To n Hall meet­ ing a the conference with the theme "B America: Generation in Transition." ey e er included Rangel, Mit- chell, Rev. J es J ck on and ro CBS-TV commentator Ed Bradley. The focu on community health was heduled throughout the wee with the 21 Bl c member of Congre ed to participate in televi joint plenary . on on "Surviv Strategie in Transition" includ­ ing "Braintru orlcshop " on Agriculture, Labor, Corporate Affair, Foreign Affairs, Edu­ cation and Criminal Ju ice. n exp ted highlight i the Jazz orkshop convened by Rep. John Conyer (D-Detroit with the participation of out­ standing arti t performing and di u g the musi as a national treasure. cia! pre ntation of Dizzy Gille pi ' trumpet ill be m de to the Smith nian tional u urn of American Hi tory, hi h a! h been a ed by Rep. Luis St e (D-OH) to 'collect and pre rve" the rnusi of Duke Ellington. BI table on Bl Pre Economic Bl