10 | OCTOBER 14 • 2021 PURELY COMMENTARY essay My Travel to a ‘Forbidden’ Country I ’m struggling to put into words how upset I am that as our Jewish professional in Windsor you visited an anti-Israel, antisemitic coun- try,” a seasoned community member wrote to me after hear- ing that I had recently visited Lebanon. Let’s back- track: As a Jew who previously lived in Israel, I always told myself that I would never put myself in danger by visiting one of Israel’s sworn enemies — that is, until I visited the Islamic Republic of Iran in 2018. Having made it through Iran in one piece, and in need of another adrenaline rush after a year and a half of COVID-19 monotony, I signed up for a tour to Lebanon organized by a company that specializes in travel to unusual destinations. It is illegal for Israeli and Lebanese citizens to visit each other’s countries, and arrivals bearing any sign of having visited Israel are sometimes refused entry to Lebanon. I held my breath as I went through passport control in Beirut, terrified that the bor- der control officer would flag and take me away for ques- tioning. As my fellow travelers became acquainted with one another, it turned out that most of us had, in fact, pre- viously visited Israel, which in public we called in hushed tones “the I word.” I was astonished to discover that one of my fellow travelers, an unassuming 60-something- year-old retired teacher, who I will call “Sally,” was the former president of her synagogue in upstate New York. Intrepid Sally mentioned to me without a hint of irony that she plans on signing up for the company’s Syria tour next year, and I saw on Facebook that she has subsequently vis- ited Iraqi Kurdistan. Except for Sally, I was very careful not to reveal my true identity and profession. HEZBOLLAH TERRITORY Experiencing Hezbollah- controlled territory in South Lebanon, near the border with Israel, took me back to my travels in Iran. The towns we drove through were alco- hol-free; yellow Hezbollah and black Shia flags flapped in the wind; and posters of Iran’s Ayatollah Khomeini adorned the town squares. Hezbollah is classified as a foreign terrorist organization by the U.S. and is believed to have carried out the 1994 bombing of the AMIA Jewish community building in Buenos Aires, which I have visited. Our tour of the move- ment’s museum began with a 15-minute propaganda film narrated by its leader, Hassan Nasrallah. We were then guid- ed by an English-speaking Hezbollah member to various artistic installations displaying seized Israeli tanks entan- gled in metal spiderwebs, an artistic homage to Nasrallah’s famous saying, “This Israel, and I promise, is more fragile than a spider’s web.” The artist even constructed the symbolic tombstone of an Israeli soldier, titled “The Invader’s Grave,” not far from several rocket launchers that targeted northern Israel. While Sally complimented my Oscar-worthy poker face, she simply couldn’t help her- self, and at the end of our three-hour tour dedicated to destroying Israel, asked our now bewildered guide: “Do you support a two-state solu- tion?” On our way back to Beirut, we stopped to view Ein El Hilweh, Lebanon’s largest Palestinian refugee camp. Like the other Palestinian refugee camps in Lebanon, it is guarded at the entrance by the Lebanese army, who dare not enter. Despite living in the country for more than 70 years, the country’s Palestinian refugees have still not been granted Lebanese citizenship. Our Christian guide explained that Palestinians are denied Lebanese citizenship as per the wish of the late PLO Chairman Yasser Arafat, who believed that perpetual state- lessness would preserve the Palestinian struggle. In addi- tion, the government wished to preserve the demographics of Lebanon’s Christian minori- ty, who comprise 30% of the population. The same guide told our tour group at the ancient city of Byblos that he had previously worked with Israelis in Turkey, but that he could get into seri- ous trouble with the authori- ties if he stayed in touch with them. He expressed a lifelong dream to visit Jerusalem and said that most Christians and Sunni Lebanese want Lebanon and Israel to make peace, but that the Shiite population is the main obstacle. Dan Brotman PHOTOS BY DAN BROTMAN Dan Brotman at Hezbollah’s “museum” in Lebanon