40 | DECEMBER 26 • 2019 Health S asha Bialock, 63, of West Bloomfield, is a woman who has spent her life embracing everything she can about it, from being physically fit to gardening, playing music and photographing objects that are beautiful to her eyes. “I’ m a person who can’ t wait to go to bed to get back up the next day,” she said. “I love life.” Her cancer diagnosis has altered her perspective on life. “Cancer came and my life changed,” she said in the next breath. “We think we’ re invincible. The cancer diagnosis was shock- ing.” Bialock was diagnosed with Stage 3c high-grade advanced epithelial ovarian cancer on Nov. 7, 2018. She had gone to see her gynecologist at the end of October. At the time, she had a vaginal ultrasound and experience a “tiny bit of pain,” she said. The prior summer, she said she just felt “off” and was experienc- ing back pain she describes as horrible. As someone who wears a pacemaker due to sick sinus syn- drome and tachycardia, she said she is diligent in keeping up with her doctor appointments. It was during the gynecologist’ s visit for her annual pap smear that they found something sus- pect following a vaginal ultra- sound that revealed some masses. Bialock was sent to the Barbara Ann Karmanos Cancer Institute, where Ira Winer, M.D., member of the Gynecologic Oncology Multidisciplinary Team, ordered a CA125 blood test and a CAT scan for her. Bialock calls it a fluke that her cancer was found. “I believe in karma and sixth sense,” she said. “Ovarian cancer is considered a silent killer because it mimics other (conditions).” In retrospect, she said her back pain and stomach bloating were primary symptoms of her advanced cancer. “The masses were so large they were causing compression in my lower back area,” she said. Bialock went through surgery and more than five months of che- motherapy, which kept her mostly bedridden because of chemother- apy side effects, though she did force herself to get up and walk once a day. Her last chemotherapy treatment was May 29 of this year. “You’ re left with all sorts of emotional and physical symp- toms,” she said. “It’ s a fear that overcomes you. I’ m afraid I’ m going to disappear.” Despite her fears, Bialock says she pushed herself when she felt able to. “My first challenge was the Gilda’ s Club Family Walk & 5K Run,” she said about the event in September 2019. “I ran. I told myself, you must do it. I crossed the finish line.” LIFE IN REMISSION Bialock is now in remission with her cancer. Though she said many things frightened her, including being alone, driving a car and get- ting back out into the world, she focuses on doing fun things each day. That could include going to museums, the Detroit Zoo, walking, traveling, gardening and returning to her love of photog- raphy. “I challenge myself to face some of my fears,” she said. “I force myself to get out.” Bialock also draws comfort from attending the daytime Women’ s Wellness Group at Karmanos’ Weisberg Cancer Treatment Center in Farmington Hills. The group meets at 11 COURTESY OF KARMANOS ELIZABETH KATZ CONTRIBUTING WRITER Woman with ovarian cancer aces her fears of chronic disease with support, self motivation. Living with Chronic Cancer Sasha Bialock