28 | SEPTEMBER 26 • 2019 THEJEWISHNEWS.COM Local chazzanim prepare for the Days of Awe. LOUIS FINKELMAN CONTRIBUTING WRITER Rosh Hashanah O n Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur, at the most solemn — and best attended — worship services in the Jewish year, someone stands up there, chanting the words. Have you ever wondered what that person hopes to accomplish? Or how that person got there? Or how it feels? The prayer leaders themselves give differ- ent answers. They do not even agree about what to call their role: chazzan (cantor), or shaliah tsibbur (messenger of the con- gregation). Embracing the title and role of chazzan or cantor correlates with putting emphasis on the beauty of the music. David Propis, chazzan at Congregation Shaarey Zedek in Southfield, describes the work he puts into preparing. “It sounds effortless when we lead services … preparing, studying, thinking about the presentation, writing music, creating musical arrangements for myself, my choir, my accompanist — it takes a tremendous amount of effort and time,” he said. But Propis also describes himself as shali- ah tsibbur, saying simply “I represent the people.” That title stresses enabling other worshippers. Rabbi Aura Ahuvia of Congregation Shir Tikvah in Troy, says, “People call me rabbi, but the role that I inhabit is shaliah tsibbur. Each time I lead a ser- vice, I have a kavvanah (focus- ing intention): ‘ God, may I please get out of my own way; by what I do as shaliah tsibbur, may the tsibbur open their mouths and hearts in prayer.’ ” Avy Schreiber, one of sev- eral prayer leaders at Young Israel of Oak Park, makes a similar observation: “Being a good chazzan isn’ t about just impressing people with vocal prowess or power; it is about spiritually elevating people by drawing them in to your intent, your focus, your understanding of the meaning, import and gravity of the text you are singing.” Debby Graudenz, who’ s lost quite a bit of range in her voice because of cancer treatments, is still asked to lead prayers at Congregation Netivot Shalom in Berkeley, Calif. Graudenz trusts that she “conveys kavanah (intention), and invites listeners into wher- ever we are in this journey of Yamim Nora’ im (Days of Awe). Maybe they want to feel that they are standing before God. Maybe they want to feel connected with traditions that they love. I want the focus to help them get to that space.” The role of prayer leader requires knowl- edge and skill. Some were born into the role; some acquired it as adults; some had it thrust upon them. Propis says he “is a seventh-generation chazzan.” He learned from his father. “It is in my blood.” Graudenz also learned from her father, in a way. “I discovered cassette tapes of the service that my father had used when he was rabbi of Congregation Beth Shalom in Modesto, Calif. As the congregation grew, he would train the more promising b’ nai mitzvah to take over different pieces. He made these tapes for a favorite student.” She adds, “When I am davening on Yom Kippur, I feel my father next to me.” Joe Lewis learned from the late Cantor Louis Klein of Congregation B’ nai Moshe (then in Oak Park, now in West Bloomfield). Lewis used to lead services at the Jewish Community Center and later at Congregation Or Chadash, both in Oak Park. “When I studied with Chazzan Klein, I thought he was doing me a favor, but I now realize that each of us benefitted,” Lewis says. “He passed his tradition on to me. Without his students, his vast knowledge of cantorial practice, traditions that he curated into his own style, would have died with his own premature passing.” Schreiber learned the service “from birth all the way through high school” as a congregant at Young Israel of Greenfield. There, “the great Manny Mittelman of blessed memory” was “the main chazzan over the High Holidays; his beautiful mel- odies, his tremendous vocal power, and his raw emotional expression were incredibly compelling and inspiring to all of his con- gregants.” Schreiber strives to bring that same spirit to the services he leads. The task humbles prayer leaders. “I never feel up to the task,” Lewis says. “I feel the congregation knows more than I do, but for some reason they let me go on.” Graudenz agrees. “I do not feel that I am enough to lead this holy congregation; but that is how we do it.” Propis says he prays for guidance. “I am a flawed human being,” he says, “but the congregation has picked me to serve in this role, to represent us. God, please help me.” Rabbi Aura Ahuvia Avy Schreiber Chazzan David Propis Joe Lewis Debby Graudenz Varied Routes to Leading Prayers ISTOCK