34 August 22 • 2019 jn for college students by college students August 22, 2019/21 Av 5779 F ollowing my bat mitzvah, my parents gave me a choice: con- tinue my studies in religious school or stop my studies. I chose to stop, to integrate into a more mod- ern, less religious society after grow- ing up in a rather conservative home. However, what I did not realize at age 13 was that I would sacrifice a connection to my faith and a con- nection to the people of the diaspora. While taking a course at Michigan State University focused on the Jewish people and anti-Semitism, I had my eyes opened to the hatred, the hurt and the loss the Jewish peo- ple have faced over time. In learning about different pieces of history through- out the biblical period, enlightenment, the Holocaust and now, I decided I need- ed to connect with the people I felt I once sacrificed my connection to. To do so, I decided to go to Israel. I had never done a teen mission or gone on Birthright, so I decided to jump right into the Israeli experience. Onward Israel Hillel Tel Aviv brought Jewish students from all over the United States to live and work in Tel Aviv. I lived there for two months and worked in a law firm, assisting the head attorney with day-to- day tasks. While many chose to hang back in Tel Aviv, I decided to depart for a few days to really get in touch with the land and my Judaism. One of the first places I traveled to was Jerusalem. As I stood in front of the Western Wall with several other Jewish women placing prayers into the wall, I felt a deep connection to the land, the history and those standing next to me. Next was Masada. Hiking up and learning its history, I felt a deep sense of loss and pride as a Jew, knowing Jewish people were forced to take their own lives there. After Masada, I visited Akko, a place where the Crusaders tore through the land. Standing as a Jewish woman where the Crusaders once made a fort made me feel powerful. Then, I visited Tiberias, one of my favorite cities. Apart from the natural wonders, like the waterfalls and the Sea of Galilee, Tiberias was full of Jewish history. We visited the tombs of Rachel and Rabbi Akiva. In the mystical city of Tzvat, I met many wonderful artists who loved to craft beautiful jewelry, canvases, ham- sahs, mezuzahs, etc. For many, these items of art carry a story. Back in Tel Aviv, I made friends. I made a family, and I made a home. I felt comfortable moving around the city, being with the people on my trip and living daily within the city. However, what was important to me was that I saw as much of Israel as pos- sible in order to connect with the Jewish state and reconnect with the Judaism I had lost touch with over the years since my bat mitzvah. Being on Onward and living in Israel this summer made that very possible for me. @ Mara Soverinsky of West Bloomfield is a senior in James Madison College at Michigan State University. S ince I was a young child, I’ ve had a reputation in the Jewish community. Being the only blond youth (aside from my young- er brother, of course) at synagogue made me an easy target. Every Sunday morning, I could be found climbing out of any Shaarey Zedek window trying to escape being held captive by my Hebrew teachers. Since those days, I’ ve exchanged windows for doors. This time, they are all entrances rather than an exit. Although I grew up attending Shaarey Zedek Hebrew School and Tamarack Camps, my connection to the Jewish community was purely because of my parents. My mother often took me to Saturday services on top of my Sunday mornings spent in Hebrew school. It was crucial to them that I was raised Jewish and was involved, but it wasn’ t until later that I realized how truly important Mara Soverinsky } jewish@edu writer Onward Israel MSU student reconnects with Israel, her roots and Judaism. Mara Soverinsky and friends at the Sea of Galilee and Tiberias Emily Rosberg } jewish@edu writer Emily Rosberg with Elaine and Eugene Driker Windows and Doors Rosberg’ s essay about her Jewish life earns Driker award. continued on page 36