jews in the d Pittsburgh aftermath continued from page 27 in his faith and practice. I am so proud of his courage that day, for telling his story and for being a pillar of his community. “All of my mom’s family is in Pittsburgh. We spent so much of my childhood there. It’s my second home. I am feeling sadness that a beautiful city and a neighborhood with so much history will become synonymous with gun violence in the minds of so many. Squirrel Hill has long been the Jewish cultural center of Pittsburgh, a place of promise, family and interconnectedness. My zaydie, who I loved so deeply, had a deli there, and my family continues to call it home.” INCOMPARABLE FEAR On the phone with a 911 dispatcher when the gunman entered the store room, Werber feared he would be shot and was thankful his flip- phone cell does not light up during conversations, keeping him from being visible. In a cbsnews.com video, he said, “I spent four years in the service. I’ve never been as frightened in my life. And I worry that it’s going to happen again and again and again.” Werber was observing his mother’s yahrtzeit the day of the shooting. “He was wearing my bubbie’s wedding band with his own last Saturday,” London said. “He said she was watching over him.” In the CBS video, Werber added: “The good Lord was watching me.” London said Werber “is overwhelmed with attending funerals and shivahs and mourning the senseless loss of his friends.” He has been interviewed by many news sources. “The relentless media attention has been wearing on him though, and we can see it. Telling the story over and over is so hard,” London said. “Telling how he literally saw two of his friends die is unimaginably hideous and horrifying. “He looks so strong on the TV clips that I’ve seen, but I can feel how he is suffering inside. We’re praying for an end to that part of it so he can begin to heal.” When they spoke, she said, “He asked us to pray for his friends. “I always thought my uncle would be famous for his beautiful singing voice or the many ways in which he supports his community both in and out of synagogue. This unwelcome fame that has arrived on his doorstep is unimaginable.” ■ Opportunity for High School Students Baruch HaShem, prayers for Pittsburgh. 28 November 8 • 2018 jn Applications are now being accept- ed for the Bronfman Fellowship, which selects 26 outstanding North American teenagers for a rigorous academic year of seminars including a free five-week trip to Israel in the summer between the Fellows’ junior and senior years of high school. The program educates and inspires exceptional young Jews from diverse backgrounds to grow into leaders grounded in their Jewish identity and committed to social change. During the program’s seminars, the Fellows meet with leading intellectuals, religious and political leaders, and educators. With the guidance of a diverse faculty of rab- bis and educators, the Fellows can explore a wide range of Jewish texts, from classic religious documents to contemporary Israeli and American voices, using them to spark con- versations, and achieve a deeper understanding of themselves and one another. Fellows also spend two weeks with a group of Israeli peers who have been chosen through a paral- lel selection process as part of the Fellowship. Upon returning home from the summer in Israel, they con- tinue their Fellowship year experi- ence with monthly virtual experienc- es and a spring seminar in the U.S. focusing on major themes in North American Jewish life. Applications for the 2019 Fellowship are due Nov. 30 and are available online at bronfman.org. High school students in the United States and Canada who self-identify as Jewish and who will be in the seniors in the fall of 2019 are eligible to apply. Prior Jewish education is not required. Students are chosen on merit alone. ■