>> Torah portion Teshuvah: Return To A Better Life Parshat Ki Tavo: Deuteronomy 26:1-29:8; Isaiah 60:1-60:22. C hapter 28 of the Book of Deuteronomy describes the curses that will befall those who fail to heed God's word. The pun- ishments for non-compliance include the worst imaginable fates to befall a human being. We are told, in vivid detail, of physical afflic- tions and rampant immo- rality. We are witnesses to incurable illnesses, family destruction and financial ruin. These atrocities are real in our world. This chapter could be describing vic- tims of hurricanes, wars or acts of terror. Rather than attempt to explain why certain people are afflicted while others seem to prosper, I suggest we look instead at what the Torah tells us of the content of human suffering. As the chapter reaches its dramatic conclusion, we are told that one's world could become so unbearable that "in the morning, you will say 'if only it were evening: and in the evening you will say, 'if only it were morning:" (Deuteronomy 28:67) These are the words of utter despair. On rare occasions, however, one might feel a sense of complete happi- ness, perhaps under the chuppah or at the birth of a healthy child. But many more have experienced the Torah's words — an aching for the current situation to disappear. What will bring comfort to those in physical, emotional or spiritual affliction? The Torah claims that in the morning the sufferer will long for evening and vice versa. The logical explanation of "if only it were evening" is that, "if only this day would just get over with:' This is simi- lar to the age-old philosophy that time heals all wounds. Whatever affliction I might be suffering from — loss of health, death of a loved one, financial or family breakup — I will feel better tomorrow than I do today. Rashi, quoting the Babylonian Talmud Sotah 49a, takes the opposite approach, explaining the Torah's words to mean, "if only it were last evening!" Celebrate the High Holidays Rashi proceeds to explain that, "prob- lems get worse as time goes on:' If today my business is bankrupt or my wife has left me, why will I feel better tomorrow? Rather, the Talmud suggests, if I only could go back to a time before my troubles began, now that would be comforting. Is comfort to be found in looking forward or backward? In the days when I still had the courage to ride a roller coaster, I could deal with my absolute terror by reminding myself that eventually the ride would end. But real life horrors don't necessarily just stop. There is indeed wisdom in Rashi's words. If what afflicts you is self-induced, then think back to how you got into such a mess and resolve to change your ways in the future. Whatever your suffering, always remember that we are people with a history that includes suffering and loss. By looking backward, we can learn how our ancestors lived through horrors and yet survived. Their stories, along with our holy books and history books, can provide us with the guid- ance to face every tomorrow more successfully. Teshuvah, the process of change that we hope to accomplish at this time of the year, revolves around the power of the past. Teshuvah means return. We are called upon to consider what have been our deeds and misdeeds in the recent past, and then to find our way back to a way of life we know to be better for both as individuals and as members of communities. Some people are forever searching for a better way of life, believing that where they come from has been less than satisfactory. As members of the Jewish people, we are blessed with the knowledge that meaningful life is available to us, and all we need to do is reach back and reclaim it. At The SPlue's Bar Jlitsoaft! This year/ be our honored Bar Mtizvah guest* f 7- kir- teem ears, ( The Shul has provided a spiritual home for countless individuals and families seeking to embrace their Judaism in a warm and welcoming setting. Children and adults have enjoyed our inspirational services, enlightening classes, and entertaining social and holiday programs. We invite our old and new friends to join us for the High Holidays as we celebrate the Shul's Bar Mitzvah. We look forward to coming together with our spiritual family as we commemorate this milestone and move toward future growth. AfAsae, Taa! * rsvp required. No fees The Shul - Chabad Lubavitch Jack and Miriam Shenkman Building 6890 W Maple Rd WB, MI 48322 248.788.4000 ❑ theshul.net/high_holidays Elliot Pachter is the rabbi of Congregation B'nai Moshe and the director of student services at Frankel Jewish Academy, both in West Bloomfield. 2033470 September 3 • 201... 41