spirituality >> Torah portion IDDigHnq 'MEU ©TM Yeshiva University STUDEN Parshat Shem . ni, Shabbat Machar Chodesh: Leviticus 9:1-11:47; I Samuel 20:18-20:42. H ow do we ascribe meaning to tragedy? This week's Torah portion, Shemini, describes a terribly sad episode in the life of Aaron and his family. It hap- pens in the Tabernacle: "Now Aaron's sons Nadab and Abihu each took his fire pan, put fire in it and laid incense on it; and they offered alien fire before God, which He had not com- manded them. And fire came forth from God and consumed them, and they died in the presence of God:' The death of one's chil- dren is perhaps the most horrifying thing imagin- able. The Torah describes Aaron's reaction as silence. Was this due to shock? The text does not elaborate. Moses makes an attempt to explain their deaths with a cryptic asser- tion that priests serve God in order to demonstrate Divine "authority:' So when they bring "alien fire what can one expect? There's no record of Aaron's reply, and it's not entirely clear what Moses meant. For one thing, we have no idea what "alien fire" was. How could it be so unac- ceptable that it merited an instantaneous death sentence? Generations of commentators struggled to explain Nadab's and Abihu's deaths. Most of them went down the road of impugning their character. After all, went the reasoning, if they received the death penalty they must have really deserved it. Some said that bringing "alien fire" demonstrated their arro- gance. They did whatever the heck they wanted, and they justly paid the con- sequences. Others claim that they were irreverent or even drunk. Not everyone agreed. The Hellenistic Jewish philosopher Philo of Alexandria (c. 25 B.C.E.-50 C.E.) attempted to salvage Nadab's and Abihu's reputa- tions, writing that they were actually super-pious; that their deaths took them "up to the threshold of heaven" as pure sacrifices who exchanged mortality for eternal reward. Not much comfort for Aaron, I suppose. But at least it casts his ELAD JERUSALEM VALID DURING sons in a better light. Modern commentators, too, have been uncomfortable with the idea that Aaron's sons were killed for the crime of a poorly conducted ritual. In the Reform move- ment's commentary, W. Gunther Plaut suggests that their deaths were triggered "automatically — as might happen if one touched a high-tension electric wire without proper precautions:' Not a pun- ishment. Not a reward. More like insufficient insulation. These explanations remind me of how we all struggle when confronted by difficult- to-explain tragedies. This is because we crave reasons. We always want to know why! For many of us, the proposed answers range from the unsat- isfying to the downright appall- ing. (Think of the wide diversity of theological responses to the Holocaust) With so many dif- ferent ways of understanding the nature of the world we are unlikely to reach any consensus. What we can all agree about, how- ever, is that those who are left behind frequently suffer the kind of shock and despair that we imagine Aaron experi- enced. This reality transcends our efforts to make sense of it all. It directs us to embrace and comfort the survivors, helping them both to grieve and to move on with their lives. All the answers in the world may fail to satisfy us. But when we are there for each other, we are providing the only response that really matters. ❑ Jeffrey L. Falick is rabbi of the Birmingham Temple Congregation for Humanistic Judaism in Farmington Hills. Conversations • How does your world view affect how you explain the exis- tence of evil? • Are your answers the same when you are considering human evil as opposed to natural evil? • Should our understandings of the root causes of evil affect the ways in which we respond to those who suffer? FRESHMAN FALL 2015 PROPERTY OF YESH VA UNIVERSITY NON-TRANSFERABLE 33000376362 he future is ands. Meet Elad Jerusalem, a current Akiva High School senior enrolling in Yeshiva University. Elad is coming to Yeshiva University for the countless opportunities to engage with top Roshei Yeshiva and world-renowned faculty. With 150 student clubs, 16 NCAA sports teams and hundreds of activities, lectures and events throughout campus, YU has something for everyone. Picture yourself at YU. #NowhereButHere Yeshiva University www.yu.edu 1212.960.5277 I yuadmit@yu.edu www.yu.edu/enroll 1992670 April 16 • 2015 45