arts & entertainment n Unexpected Life Lee Grant's whirlwind ride through American theater, film — and 12 years on the blacklist. Curt Schleier Special to the Jewish News "I had a fear of being Jewish. But later, it became a strength." - Lee Grant L ee Grant is on the phone to talk about her new memoir, I Said Yes to Everything (Blue Rider Press). But first we play Jewish geography. It turns out I grew up on the same Bronx, N.Y., street where her father (the director of the Young Men's and Young Women's Hebrew Association of the Bronx) lived — though, I hasten to add, I lived there many years after he did. "That is so funny" says Grant, and laughs. It's nice to hear her laugh because, based on the book, I wasn't sure what to expect. Most people just know Lee Grant from her performances in everything from Shampoo (Oscar for Best Supporting Actress) to Peyton Place (Emmy for Best Supporting Actress), which have won her awards and accolades. That makes it easy to forget she was among a number of blacklisted notables Cold War politics kept from working. Now 87 (but looking much younger), Grant, born Lyova Haskell Rosenthal, the only child of upper-middle-class Jewish immigrants, essentially lost a dozen prime years of her career — from roughly her mid-20s to her mid-30s. But that's all in the past; she's gone on to a successful career not only as an actress but as a director as well (she won the Directors Guild Award for the 1986 Oscar- winning documentary Down and Out in America, co-produced by her second hus- band, of almost 50 years, award-winning Italian American producer Joseph Feury, whom she married in the mid-'60s after they met working on a play). I wondered what prompted Grant to write the memoir now. "I wrote it because I've had a loss of memory of names from the HUAC thing" she says. Ah, yes, the HUAC thing. Blacklisted for refusing to name her first husband, Arnold Manoff, as a member of the Communist Party, Grant was encour- aged to meet unofficially with House Un-American Activities Committee law- yers, after which, presumably, she would be removed from the blacklist. Grant flew from New York to Washington and was sharply grilled. Under pressure, Grant mentioned two women's names. Not communists. Just ladies she'd gone shopping with. It was only afterward that she realized her mis- 54 August 14 • 2014 take. Nothing happened to them — and she was not removed from the blacklist — but the event left a psychological scar. (Ironically, unlike Manoff, Grant never was a Communist Party member, but "there was no way to disassociate your- self" she says. She and Manoff divorced in 1960, and he died five years later.) "I have a problem introducing one per- son to another, and I was afraid it affected other [aspects of my memory]. So I just decided I'd have to write it all down" she explains. What's interesting about I Said Yes to Everything is that while it isn't one of those typical tell-all biographies — although it tells a lot — it isn't a white- wash either. I asked Grant if while writing this warts-and-all memoir, she realized how much of herself she was revealing. "I was writing it for myself" she notes. "If I wasn't going to be honest with myself at this point in my life, what was the point? It was self-therapy, and it worked for me. That's why I did it, day after day, longhand for four years. I was my own twin facing myself" Grant's career had taken off after an extremely well-received performance in Detective Story — she was the "surprise discovery" of the 1950 Broadway season. But thanks to the blacklist, things began to head south. For a dozen years — from 1952 to 1964 — she could not find mean- ingful film work. Often, when she did get a job, it was short-lived. For example, she landed a role on the movie cameras. "I think I'd developed a lack of trust in myself. I think I'd crossed a psy- chological border where I was just at a loss. I wasn't able to place where I was. I couldn't pull myself out of it" Even in the mid-1990s, after the Oscar and Emmy, when she was in the midst of a successful second Lee Grant (with Warren Beatty) in her Oscar-winning career as a director, some of role in Shampoo Grant's actions bordered on hazardous. Working on an HBO documentary, When TV soap Search for Tomorrow. But the Women Kill, she snuck cocaine into a prison. network canned her after a supermarket owner from Syracuse, N.Y., told the spon- "I needed it" she says. "I was exhausted. sor's ad agency he would put up a special And that's part of what you're talking display asking shoppers if they wanted to about being my own worst enemy. I wasn't "brush their teeth with a product from a governing myself. I also had a thyroid con- company that employs Communists" dition that saps your energy:' Ironically, although the blacklist had Grant wasn't a bat mitzvah; she had what a devastating effect on her career and "they called a confirmation ceremony" psyche, Grant manages to put a positive when she was 12, but she admits she wasn't spin on the experience. sure "why my father sent me [to Hebrew "One forgets that the blacklist com- school]. I wasn't a shining example" munity was made up of some of the most Part of the reason may have been the stylish and brilliant people in the world. rampant anti-Semitism she faced as a So it was a continuing education for me child. She grew up in a neighborhood and a delight to form friendships with with a convent. Local nuns, she claimed, Zero and Kate Mostel and Ring [Lardner, encouraged young kids to throw nails at her and her friends, calling them "Christ Jr.] and his wife. I loved being with them. I felt blessed in many ways because these killers:' are the kinds of people I wanted to be Once, on a transatlantic crossing with with, and they became close friends:' her mother, she inquired about some hair Blessed or not, the emotional damage ribbons another young girl was wearing. remained. Grant also began forgetting "Jews don't wear [hair ribbons];' the girl lines in a play (her only source of income told her. after being blacklisted), blaming it on "the "I had a fear of being Jewish" Grant most huge psychological blow of my life" admits. "But later, it became a strength" the HUAC meeting. Grant sent both of her daughters — the "I couldn't say names after that. My actress Dinah Manoff and Belinda Feury, constant fear was that I would hurt some- the Thai-American girl she adopted with one else. I don't know. Maybe it mani- her second husband — to Hebrew day fested itself in forgetting lines. I was also school. taking sleeping pills; it was the last week "It was such a warm and encircling of the show, and I was under a lot of pres- place to be for Dinah, a comforting place sure" to go to. When I brought Belinda there, it Grant lost confidence in herself. When was a very embracing place:' she finally returned to the big screen in And, yes, "both Dinah and Belinda the '70s, she also forgot lines in front of speak Hebrew better than I do:' ❑