>> Torah portion StS AC C)S L R Y Grieving In Silence I Parshat Shemini: Leviticus 9:1-11:47; II Samuel 6:1-7:17. n last week's Torah portion, we read about the ordination of Aaron and his sons. This seven-day ritual cul- minates in Parshat Shemini, with the inauguration of the priesthood. Aaron and his sons are installed as spiritual and religious leaders of the community The entire Israelite com- munity comes together to celebrate the entry of God's presence into the newly consecrated Tabernacle, an earthly resi- dence for Adonai. This joyful dedication is disturbed by the sudden death of Aaron's two eldest sons, Nadav and Avihu. This event is made even more shocking by the fact that their deaths occurred while performing their priestly duties. What did Nadav and Avihu do wrong? We learn in Parshat Shemini that the priests are required to perform the rituals of their position in accordance with strict rules and regulations. Maybe their deaths indicate that not obeying God's exact command results in a terrible fate. However, commentators have long speculated that perhaps these broth- ers were not punished simply because they offered the wrong kind of fire or incense, but because of their motives. Our ancient rabbis suggest that Nadav and Avihu were overly determined, plotting to be the leaders of the Israelites after the deaths of Aaron and Moses. These early rabbis taught that Nadav and Avihu conspired to remove Moses and Aaron from their leadership posi- tions by bringing their own offerings to the Tabernacle, and hoping that the Israelite community would be impressed and therefore encourage Moses to transfer authority to them. According to this interpretation, the brothers were punished for their desire for power and position. The famous Torah scholar, Rashi, has a different perspective. He points out that Nadav and Avihu did not fol- low the carefully detailed instructions for offering a sacrifice. Instead, they decided themselves what to offer and how to offer it. Rashi believes they were punished for failing to follow directions, for disregarding process and for not consulting with the leaders of the community about what they were going to do. It was ultimately their arrogance, and their belief that they were not accountable to anyone that led to their downfall. Aaron's Loss Whether it was because of their lust for power, their arrogance or their failure to seek advice, it is clear that Nadav and Avihu suffered a ter- rible punishment, and their father, Aaron, suffered an unimaginable loss. Yet, following their deaths Aaron remains silent. He did not weep nor cry out against God. He did not respond when Moses offers a teach- ing about God's intent. Was he so disturbed by Moses' words in this moment he could not even reply? Or perhaps, in Aaron's role as high priest — dedicated to God and to the worship of Adonai — he realized that to cry out and complain would contradict his entire being and mock his role amongst the Israelites. So instead, Aaron made the best choice he could, remaining silent, as to not offend God in this terrifying, horrific moment. But I think that in this silent moment we witness a deeply human response. We see a shocked and devastated man who has just lost two of his sons. We see a mournful father, seeking to comprehend the tragedy that just occurred. And the Torah rec- ognizes that, for just a moment, Aaron needed to mourn silently. These few verses of Parshat Shemini are incredibly troubling. They provide far more questions than answers. In this Torah portion we are challenged to understand Nadav and Avihu's mis- steps, and God's motives. And yet by examining and discuss- ing this Torah portion and its commen- taries, we learn a bit about the human condition and the divine response. ❑ 6881 Orchard Lake Rd. • on the Boardwalk • (248) 851-5030 The Jewish Federation of Greater Ann Arbor Presents CELEBRATE ISRAEL 65th Sizthday eancezt 04 The _Ism& ( Son5 cook Featuring Gil Dor, Gadi Seri & the Yoed Nir String Quartet Opening Act:U-M Hillel a capella group Kol Ha'Kavod Wednesday, April 17,2013 • 7:30pm 6:30pm Festivities Commence • 7:00pm Concert Doors Open Michigan Theater • 603 East Liberty • Ann Arbor, MI Get Your Tickets Today! Reserved Section: $65 General Admission Adult: $36, Child/Student: $12 To purchase tickets or become a sponsor visit Rabbi Arianna Gordon is director of education and lifelong learning at Temple Israel in West Bloomfield. www.jewishannarbor.org/celebrateisrael or call 734-677-0100. efefnatelsrael 1823090 JN April 4 • 2013 37