Spirituality TORAH PORTiON petsc)nd c309/9t-c)ach -ec) Healing The Body And The Spirit Parshat Pekudei, Shabbat Shekalim: Exodus 38:21-40:38; /1 Kings 12:1-17. p salm 147:3 says, "God is the Healer of the broken-hearted and the One who binds up their sorrows!' In February 2007, I sat in the chapel at the Northern Michigan Hospital in Petoskey. My mother-in-law had suf- fered a stroke the week before and had taken a turn for the worse. Her room, where my wife, Rebecca, and her dad sat, looked out onto Lake Michigan. But at that time, I needed to spend a few moments in the chapel. I pulled a Bible off the shelf and began reading psalms. It was all I could do — that as well as sitting together with our fam- ily. I prayed and read, and sat and prayed some more. In our Torah por- tion this week, Parshat Pekudei, we read that our male ancestors of fighting age ful- filled their mandate to give a half shekel of silver each to the construction of the mishkan (Tabernacle), that desert sanctuary (Exodus 38:26). The total count of half-shekels represented 603,550 men above the age of 20 years old. While the usage of the silver is evident and its importance obvi- ous in the construction of the Tabernacle, our rabbis ask the ques- tion: Why was only a half-shekel required rather than a full shekel? Several commentators explain that, simply, the mandate given reflected the amount of silver need- ed. According to the Gerer Ray, how- ever, the Hebrew word shekel has the same numerical value as the Hebrew word for soul, nefesh: 430. "God wants half a shekel because God wants half a soul: a bro- ken spirit, not an arrogant one." While we should be open to letting God into our lives at all times, it is when we are broken that we are most open. Rebecca's mom, Carol, fought for two months until that day in April 2007 when she finally found eternal peace; it was the seventh day of Pesach. Rebecca was nine months pregnant. Despite the pain and sadness we felt, we remembered Carol's favorite words in good times and bad: "God is good." And later that week, through our tears we once again affirmed the goodness of God in the words of the Mourner's Kaddish: Yitgadal v'yitkadash shmei rabbah; Great and holy is God's awesome name. This Shabbat of Parshat Pekudei, may each of us recognize that in our brokenness there is a Healer, and in our seeking the One who spoke and so caused the world to come into being, there is exultation. "Those who sow in tears:' the psalmist promises us, "will reap in joy" (Psalm 126:5). P1 While we should let God into our lives at all times, it is when we are broken that we are most open. "If you can't be at home, Regent Street is the next best thing." Seena Rubin, resident - eena etiAin 14...);eh het- 3t- emclekia3beet- Laurin and 3i-et2e 3,t-andSe:::47 *Isaac An American House SSenior Living Community Can today. to schedule a FREE lunch and tour: (248) 6834010.. Rabbi Aaron Starr is director of education and youth at Congregation - Shaarey Zedek of Southfield. Ask aboUt our dedicated Aileinori/ Care U ric. Conversations When times are bad, how do we, and how can we, seek God? When times are good, how can we, and how should we, seek God as well? In what ways can we make seeking God part of our daily existence? .1 11 .1 $1000.00 Gift Card Valid for new residents placing deposits by 3/31/11, Only one coupon valid per admission. Restrictions may apply, t o, aisc: irms—vist aria •1110 ONO • MOW Min OW MOW NMI as 4110 0001:: -OM March 3 e 2011 27