Family Focus Holocaust Legacy "My mother's story lived inside me like an organ." Judith Doner Berne Special to the Jewish News A s a high school senior, Erin Einhorn wrote a prize-winning story about her mother, who was hidden as a baby during the Holocaust and eventually brought to the United States by a father she barely knew. "The day that article ran in my 400-circulation high school monthly [the West Bloomfield High School Spectrum] was the day I decided to go into journalism:' said Einhorn, 35, who grew up in West Erin Einhorn Bloomfield and now lives in Brooklyn. Since graduating from the University of Michigan, she has reported for the Detroit Free Press, two Philadelphia dailies and now covers city hall for the New York Daily News. "But this story, my mother's story, lived inside me like an organ',' Einhorn writes, although her mother, Irene Einhorn, mostly refused to discuss it. "I relished its dramatic arc, its tale of love in a time of desperation, of lives begun with no hope of survival, of a father's daring leap from a moving train and of a Polish mother's courageous sacrifice!" Book Signing Erin will appear at 7 p.m. Tuesday, Sept. 16, at Borders Books in Novi to launch The Pages in Between, A Holocaust Legacy of Two Families, One Home, published a week earlier by Touchstone Books, a division of Simon &Schuster. The memoir chronicles her nearly year-long successful search, in Poland and Sweden during 2001, to find the families who helped her mother survive the Holocaust and to track down documenta- tion of her heritage. It also reveals a complex relationship with her mother, combined with sorrows and complications she hadn't anticipated. Although Erin's dream was to reunite her mom with the two families, Irene died of cancer at 59 before her daughter had made much headway. Although Erin tracked down both fami- lies and a slew of family records, she found that her mother's memories and family folk- lore didn't mesh with the records, including the way Irene's mother may have died. And although Erin had an emotional reunion with the Polish family who saved C20 September 4 • 2008 jN This photo of Irene Einhorn as a small child, flanked by the woman who hid her and her father who survived the Holocaust, graces the cover of Erin Einhorn's new book, "The Pages In Between." "Irena" and still lives on her family's prop- erty in Bedzin, she discovered they had an agenda. They want her to make good on a promise made 60 years ago between people who are now dead to turn over property to them. As she writes,"I'd come looking for their story, maybe their friendship. A part of me believed the past existed here like a book on a shelf I could check out and take home, show to my family. I hadn't considered that the past may have lived on here, its charac- ters still angry, its plots unresolved!' Polish Influence Erin's year in Poland, where she walked a fine line between a Poland that now dances to Jewish klezmer music and the Poland where her family was persecuted, was made even more challenging by her mother's death. On the streets of Bedzin, "I had the feel- ing sometimes ... that my mom could see through my eyes, that what I could see she could, too; that if I walked slowly enough and thought enough about her, she would be with me, as she would have been if things had turned out differently, if we'd had a little more luck or she a little less cancer," she writes. "I was always loved," had been Irene's mantra and the way she warded off Erin's questions. But the facts sometimes showed otherwise. She found, for example, that Irene's memory of her father, who survived the Holocaust, picking her up at a Polish orphanage where she was placed after the war ended never happened. In fact, the childcare division of Poland's Central Jewish Committee in Warsaw had detailed records showing that a mix of people over a period of days took her to him in Stockholm, Sweden. "My mother was delivered from one place to the next as a kind of package that needed, at every turn, to be signed for:' she details in the book. She encourages others to trace their family's Holocaust history. "There's more out there than you think there is',' she says of the family records she was able to uncover. "I was amazed at how much I found without that much effort!' If Erin's time in Poland was a journey, so was the attempt to get her book published. When no publisher bit at her proposal, she went ahead, thinking: "If they all pass on it, I'll write it anyway, even if just for my friends and family" Rise Of A Book Aided by several leaves of absence from her reporting job, she finished the first draft in June 2003. Two more years of revisions and she was ready to shop it again, but still no takers. In November 2005, National Public Radio's "This American Life" aired a seg- ment from the book, including a pitch that she was looking for a publisher. When the phone didn't ring, she gave it all up. "I quit my job, took a buyout, broke up with my boyfriend [to whom she is now engaged], ran a marathon, rented out my Philadelphia house and moved to New York City. "It was an attempt to put the failure of this book behind me,' she says. After spend- ing four to five years on it, "I grieved it like a death:' Fourteen months later, a publisher found her. In January 2007,"This American Life" aired a rerun of Einhorn's broadcast. 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