I To Staff photo by Angie Bean Regaining from page 19 her potential when she stopped." A Natural Skater Silverstein's potential emerged in her native Pittsburgh when her mother, a figure skating fan, placed 3-year-old Jamie on the ice alongside her three older brothers, who played ice hockey. "She took to it naturally; she had a lot of flair:' Robin Silverstein recalled. "She could emote to the highest balcony, and had a great feel for the music." Over time, Jamie's involvement with skating deepened, not only because of her talent. A petite brunette with a penetrating gaze, Silverstein says skating made her feel pretty and became her instrument of expression. "I'm not a person who feels beautiful on a daily basis or that there is a lot of beauty in the world — but skating is beautiful to me:' she said. She became increasingly engaged-in ice dancing as her parents' marriage began to end. Her after-school commitment to training left no time to study for a bat mitzvah. And, in 1995, she moved to Detroit with her moth- er to train with Shpilband, a Moscow native and former junior world champion who also coach- es Belbin and Agosto. Her father, Alan, now lives in Florida. In Detroit, Jamie paired with Justin Pekarek, and the two became the "little darlings" of ice dancing. In 1999, they won the Junior World Championships and were shoo-ins for the 2002 Olympic Games in Salt Lake City. By then, however, Silverstein had also been affected by the scrutiny placed on an athlete's appearance and size, and by the perception of what a dancer should look like. She was suffer- ing from anorexia. She left the ices and sought help in Detroit, but says it took getting to Cornell, where she studied world religions, "to help me be honest with myself." Today, she is healthy, and con- tinues to consult with a nutri- tionist. She says no food is "off limits," and that protein is a mainstay for an athlete. She also is devoted to practicing yoga, which helps her be aware of her body and also calms her mind. "Too few people take time for 20 February 9 • 2006 themselves:' she said., "But if you don't concentrate on your own wellness, everything around you can fall apart!' She even anticipates that Shabbat and other aspects of Judaism will gain prominence in her life as she grows older, most likely when she starts a family. "But I believe in God:' she said. "Right now, I am just trying to be the best person I can be." While talking about her eating disorder "still takes an emotional toll:' she says she speaks publicly about it because she wants to implore people to "find their own voice, rather than do something destructive." Back On The Ice Silverstein refers to her deci- sion to return to skating as "a big deal." In'addition to having to get back into shape, she had to find a new partner. "After everything I'd been through, I didn't want a lot of drama;' she said. Fortunately, Shpilband had just the person for her: Ryan O'Meara, a Scottsdale, Ariz., native who also was training in Canton and looking for a new partner. The duo had their work cut. out for them. Because they were a new pair, they had to compete in numerous competitions to achieve rankings that would qualify them to compete interna- tionally and vie for a spot on the Olympic team. They typically skate one or two hours a day, then spend hours "off-ice" on choreography, footwork and technique. In December, their efforts paid off. At the U.S. National Championships in St. Louis, Silverstein and O'Meara won a bronze medal and secured a tick- et to Turin. At that point, "life took on a surreal quality," Silverstein said. In the weeks heading into the Games, she said, talk of the Olympic village, where disparate nations coexist in a show of world unity and sportsmanship, sounded like a utopian story. "It's amazing how sport can unite nations that are divided from one another;' she said, adding that she looks forward to a reunion with Israeli ice dancing pair Galit Chait and Sergei Coach Igor Shpilband is glad Silverstein is back. Sakhnovsky, who are expected to place in the top 10. Unlike Belbin and Agosto, or the many top-seeded European teams heading into the Olympics, Silverstein and O'Meara are not expected to win a medal in Turin. While in Italy,. Silverstein hopes to find a yoga class and perhaps sightsee before the closing ceremonies on Feb. 26. "For us, it's just about per- forming the best we can:' said Silverstein, noting that the pair will dance .a Latin program, a contemporary tango and a com- pulsory modern dance chosen by the judges. The stakes will be higher for the two at the World Championships in Calgary in March. That competition is often where many skaters set their sights on the next Olympic Games — 2010 in Vancouver. Whether she continues to skate, returns to college or fulfills a fantasy to flood the Fisher Theatre with water and turn it into an "ice theater:' Silverstein is grateful for the opportunity that skating has given her to both overcome her personal and pro- fessional challenges. "Lots of people dance at home in their living rooms, and we get to do it in front of thousands of people.. I'm really blessed." 17 Young Jamie Silverstein took to the ice naturally. Jamie Silverstein and Ryan O'Meara will compete in their first event, the compulsory dance, on Feb. 17, with the original dance -and free dance to be held Feb. 19 and 20, respectively. O'Meara and Silverstein at a recent dinner