EDITOR'S NOTEBOOK jam] ...to each Israel's Push And Pull ing at the Knesset for Ophir Pines-Paz, now interior minis- ter, she landed a job as mar- keting director for Gefen, the largest English-language pub- ix months after making lishing house in Israel. She's aliyah, native Detroiter also a TV reporter whose Leah Stern, 24, seems to Israel Broadcast Authority have it all in Israel: She works coverage in English is fed to in publishing and TV; she satellite TV subscribers via the makes friends easily; the gov- Internet. Her boss liked her ernment subsidizes her rent; potential, said Leah, who and she's fluent in Hebrew. graduated from the University She had moved to Israel in of Miami with a dual major 2003, but just in political science and film as she was about production. "In my first to become month, I was already on cam- Israeli, her era interviewing people," she mother and said. "What a thrill!" brother, who I first corresponded with had moved to Leah in 2003 at the height of Israel two years the latest Palestinian reign of earlier, opted to terror. She was both a ROBERT A. move back to Leah Stern: 'Am I a better Jew than you in Detroit Jerusalem Post reporter and a SKLAR America because because I live in Jerusalem?" medic for Magen David Editor Israel's lure had Adom, Israel's emergency and worn thin. Leah relief agency. I still have her was too scared to stay without them. So the three sold haunting e-mail account of arriving at her first explosion: their apartment and furniture, "packed up the two dogs Egged Bus No. 6 had blown up in the French Hill neigh- and said shalom to Israel," Leah recalls. That short-cir- borhood of Jerusalem in one of five terrorist acts that cuited her grand plan. killed 12 Israelis and wounded 70 other people over May This time, encouraged by her mother's second try at 17-19, 2003. aliyah just eight months after the failed experience, Leah Today, despite her high-profile work and the govern- is optimistic about being an olah chadasha, a new immi- ment assistance, Leah says her Israeli bank account always grant. The second youngest of four children, she dis- seems to be drained by month's end. missed the shouts of "Crazy!" that showered her and her Her Detroit-born mother, Leslie, 53, paints original mother when they said they would make Israel home yet abstracts in Jerusalem and is content. "She can live a very again. The "Aliyah Game," moving to Israel then back to comfortable lifestyle here for a fraction of the price that it America over and over, has become common. "It was would cost her in West Bloomfield," Leah said. "She comforting to know that we were not alone in our luna- paints the Old City skyline, shops for groceries at the cy," Leah shared in an e-mail message. shuk and has nestled in to a nice social circle of older Don't let her optimism fool you. Life in Israel is hard, immigrant friends." even for the hard core and the working. "I have my good So what drives Leah's ambivalence? It's not just the and my bad days," Leah said, "and shocking as it may hardship of making financial ends meet. "Don't we give sound, I do contemplate leaving yet again." up the white picket fence, the shiny new car and the tai- That explains her "love-hate relationship with Israel.". lored three-piece suit to live in the Land of the Jews?" she "I wonder if I have a future here," said Leah, whose asked. "But is it worth it? Am I making a difference by father, Bernard, is a Florida plastic surgeon. "Will I ever being here? Am I a better Jew than you in Detroit fully assimilate?- Probably not! Can I survive on the salary because I live in Jerusalem?" I make now — a quarter of what I was making in the Compelling questions, but I had no answers and she States? Not really." didn't either. Still, she caused me to think more deeply Despite Israeli Prime Minister Ariel Sharon's call for than I had in a while about Israel's pull. "All I can tell increased aliyah, just 2,400 U.S. Jews did so last year out you," she said, "is that this place just of a Jewish population of nearly 6 mil- draws me back. It is the most unusual lion, reports the Jewish Telegraphic feeling. I just can't explain it. It's a guilty Agency. Points To Pon pleasure really." Every American Jew should hear At the tender age of 24, Leah Stern Leah's story of trading the comfort of Must you make eloquently captured the mystery and the Miami Jewish community, replete aliyah to become majesty that is Israel: "No matter how with Israeli TV via satellite and Israel's a fulfilled Jew? much she hurts me, brings me down or Army Radio via the Internet, for a tests me, I always forgive her. I have return to Israel's long lines and high What more can given her one, two, three and four taxes but also Israel's magnetism when it U.S. Jews do to chances and I keep taking her back — comes to living as a Jew. help Israel thrive? and probably always will." Leah lives in Jerusalem. After intern- s ❑ Leah Stern's e-mail address: Ieahblythestern@yahoo.com sponsor, volunteer, and guest... THANK Y OU!! 2005 11) A 11 100 I was a RECORD- BREAKING SUCCESS! 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