NALITY ■ COVER STORY Ruthie Basham at work in her Ann Arbor stu ART AND FAITH A personal journey leads to creating healing mandalas. BY SHARON LUCKERMAN B efore going to college, Ruthie Basham of Ann Arbor wanted to be a ballerina. She studied with world- famous ballerinas like Suzanne Farrell at the John F. Kennedy Center for the Performing Arts in Washington, D.C., and with members of the Joffrey Ballet. But it be came too difficult, she said, and she gave up the dream. In the time that followed, her life felt increasingly empty and 20 • FEBRUARY 2005 • JNPLATINUM A gift to her grandmother, this mandala is a picture of Ruthie's great-grandmother with flowers her grandmother loves — and the importance of Judaism to the family in this circle of life. dry — uninspired — even after she began to study her other love, art, as a freshman at the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor. To pull herself from this state of numbness, she began to meditate to figure out the meaning of her existence. "I believe everyone has a spe- cial purpose," said Basham, a warm, statuesque woman. She just had to find hers, she said, and she called on God to guide her hands and fill her with love and godly energy. Her spirituality was first nur- tured as she was growing up. Raised in a Reform home, her mother took her to various syna- gogues, including the Ann Arbor Chabad House. "She always said we're all one and it's important to explore all aspects of Judaism," said Basham, who became interested in Hebrew symbols and mysticism, like the mystical meaning of Hebrew letters. She has been a student of Kabbalah for several years. When a friend became ill in 2000, Basham found a direction for the new art she was exploring. Her research of sacred symbols led her to a universal image in all cultures, the mandala, which means "circle" in Sanskrit, she said. "It's a symbol for life," she said.