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For the next six months I rodemy bike to his cabin twice a week,

of their own business cards. The name itself seemed to hold a certain

to sit before his wood-burning stove and listen to him tell tales. He

mystique—a long Eastern European name, filled with unlikely con-

seemed to know every story ever told—as well as all the same jokes

sonants and scarcely a vowel, an unpronounceable word that would

my father knew—and when I told him one I'd learned, he already

put an end to a game of Scrabble. He was the one I needed to see.

knew three variations- of it.

I followed him to all his performances, amazed each time as I

watched the effect his words had on the crowd. He seemed to drink in

their affection, and mine as well. He called me his star pupil, though I

was his only one. One afternoon, when I finally told him a story he had

not heard before, he laughed a long, deep laugh, then disappeared into

his bedroom. He emerged a moment later with a large box.

I stood up from the couch in the waiting room and turned to see

the source of the deep, thickly accented voice. He stood there, one

hand holding the tape I'd sent him, the other reaching out to shake

mine. He looked the perfect picture of a mad scientist, with silver hair

and horn-rimmed glasses, slightly askew, and I liked him instantly.

"Very nice stories!" he said, holding out the tape. "I liked especial-

"I'v'e been waiting for this," he said, handing it to me.

Inside I fOund a beautiful gray fedora. It fit perfectly, and I have

ly the tales of Chelm. These, I have not heard for a very long time.

Now, let us see if we can find your voice."

since worn it at every performance I've given.

But Lenny had a dark side, a bitterness that began to creep into our

visits. It came out unexpectedly, usually triggered by something I

would tiiiIMO.Wingly do or say. Then he would turn critical, and some-

times eVe-ostile. One night he showed up late and drunk to a

performance=) was giving at the community center in downtown

Santa CruzAlie stood in the back of the room, shaking his head, and

he left early. When I saw him at his cabin the next day, he was hun-

gover, and when .I asked him what he thought of my storytelling the

I followed him into his office, which was lined with pictures of

celebrities whose voices he had saved, so many photos that it looked

like a deli. After motioning me to a stool, he read carefully over my

records, then stared down my throat for a very long tune.

He looked again at my records, then spoke.

"You wish to know if your voice will return. And if so, when.
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Correct?"

I nodded.

"I see from your records that it has now be

night before, he s

"What do I think? f

kid with nothing to say.

ftogiO

"The storyteller has arrived!"

as right. You're no storyteller, just a

his, I'dAn't need. I turned to the door..

"Leaving? Good. Come back wh ouIve got a story worth telling

I walked out without looking back and

no

seen him since

As I neared the two-month mark, I beer)

es'sed way

return of my voice, and at Taly's suggestion, I began to see spe(*.
:;f4a-

They used every manner of contrivance to examine in

gohe two months."

"Only fifty. . . seven days."

"Eight weeks," he said "AndAmtm

This is not a good sign."

st

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your vocal cord.

s aking his head, then sighed. "I

am afraid the nerve

ety so
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merit m

ritt come back to life. I am sorry.

- a ~ himk waiti

for something better. After a long time, he

his is very hard for you, I know. You are a storyteller,

perhaps it will help you to think of this as a story. What do the sages

wi

us?" he paused, lifting his eyebrows. "'The voice is the gateway to

lights. One actually looked up my nose with a rubber h

e soul.' And before that gateway stand two guards—your vocal

expected, they all agreed with my surgeon: There was a tw

rds. To make sound they *Jul
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cords—old-fashioned tongue depressors, high-tech rods

window in which my voice would either return or not, and

nothing to do but wait and see.

There was a brig=

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g else,

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about Talmud. But in your case, one rabbi is silent! Why? I wish I

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"Perhaps he knows a secret."

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cry

agreed. The actually was one person who co

whether my voice would return. He was the e

Beggar King and the Secret of Happiness by Joel ben Izzy.

and so much respect did they have for him that

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name only in whispers, and preferred to write it

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